Wednesday, January 25, 2012

I acturally have every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. I assume there are psychic attacks of people there but there is also the possibility of electronic ones.

Friday, January 20, 2012

I have now programming just of another abusive sex.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

I often think about writing about MC and to do something about it.
But I recognize there is mental influence to suppress such. I just don't think of it until the day is over.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex the last time but not that strong. It is actually programming. Programming of enthusiasm towards such sex. It is very strong. So the desire towards such sex arises.
But when I deprogram such long time (hours) the desire towards such sex is weak or actually not there.
I can do the deprogramming because I now know some of the programs used. I noticed them over time.

Yeah, they also tried to program to make me believe I could fly.
I had often dreams with such stuff in it, me flying. It is unrealistic that such dreams are from me.
I think you must have your mind run far down to believe you could fly.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

I had the last time nearly every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. Yesterday it was not. This time it started again. Voices announced the break yesterday and also it would start again yesterday.