Thursday, June 30, 2011

ich hatte wieder stimulierung von schlechtem Sex und programmierung in meine Traeume im Schlaf.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

This time asleep again massive programming of behavior and programming not stimulation of abusing sex. Brainwashing!!! This stuff is a huge strain on my nerves.
It makes is much more difficult to contact people.
Where I stay are no foreigners around. Thais highly probably do it. Such stuff is probably part of their culture, that means for me Thai culture should not be supported it is not worth to exist if that is true.

Friday, June 24, 2011

I had yesterday awake stimulation of abusing sex. Last time asleep stimulaltion of abusing sex and massive programming which made me passive for hours.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

The last two days I had very strong stimulation of abusing sex which brings me down.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

I had today again Stimulation and programming of abusing sex during sleep.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

I stay in Malaysia some time. The last days I had stimulation of bad sex once that strong that I stayed in bed for some time becausse of this. There is also programming of such which gives me stress.

Sunday, June 05, 2011

I notice that my opinions get programmed. There is influence which newspapers I read.
It took longer to establish it. Newspapers not in line with mainstream dictatorship get
negative feelings now and mainstream approved get positive feelings that was not there before.
Mainstream has never been anything else than a cruel dictatorship behind some masquerades.

Saturday, June 04, 2011

Again heavy stimulation of abusing sex. Actually it is reprogramming. I notice the effects now. The voices say they do not know sexual abuse. A special sort of dirt these MC fanatics.

Friday, June 03, 2011

I had again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep which brings me down considerably.

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

I had this time asleep massive reprogramming and stimulation of abusing sex.
I see such a sort of people who insist on sexual abuse meanwhile as dirt you probably don't need to talk to you just have to go against them as hard as possible if you get them.