Today like in many talks in my mind before here is programming
of  mentality and radiation. The latter is often included in talks.
On my tablet the app Article reader had been deleted without my
knowledge and consent.  Articles from the alternative spectrum
with it like 'nutritional psychiatry will be the future of mental
health treatment'.
I reinstalled it saved articles in it. Now some days later one
article is removed. It dealt withh uman rights abuses the
current president of the USA has to do with and mentioned
such abuses of the presidents before. It mentioned that now
the human rights would be taught n high school.

I had sadistic sexual abuse in my childhood.

I am now a target of covert harassment. Sadistic

abuse has also to do with positive feelings

apart from the pain humiliation, stress. 

These positive feelings are used in my targetting.

They try to connect these feelings to them to

make me like them.and how they do things.

This I always rejected but the affection to them

and how they things do is growing in me.

I do not like the social democrats, I never did.

But with what I experience they may change that.

That is how the social democrats treat ordinary people

First they tried simple convincing in my brain with thoughts

then they tried to blackmail me You cannot resist us we are

too large for you.Now they are programming affection

and acceptance of them. That is how this social democrats

are. They just want them to follow you and give a chit

what you think and feel and even torture you.

I have for years this stimulation this pain and stress

I cannot get out of this abuse because it is reproduced

and used for this purpose. I am depressed also 

because of this. It must be clear that the social democrats

so are not a democratic party. They are rather a 

terrorist organisation.

I have the last time stimulation of abusing sexbut at least it is not
that strong and or painful that it weakens a lot me which I had in
Thailand.

I go in Penang in an Internetcafe ask for an 2 hour package
pay and after that I ask for the change. The Chinese man in charge
 said most people would take the other package which would
cost the complete amount I gave him. I told him he should give
me what I ask for. He started arguing and even threatened he
would bring trouble to me.
I don,t have such that often but it also happens repeatedly.
Not long ago I bought a T-shirt and the Chinese just to kept the
relative large change arguing with me. I just took it out of his hands.
I had it in this Internet cafe that the computer was shot down when
the time I paid for was over but without giving repeatedly
information that it would do so which it does usually.
I was writing about my experiences in Mind control and actually
wanted to save this information for later use.