Tuesday, August 26, 2014

I had hard stimulation of abusing sex in the morning.
It has been that heavy repeatedly that I do not much
afterwards during the day.

Saturday, August 23, 2014

The last days I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex.
It was announced before.
In Thailand it is actually worse than it was before in
Malaysia but I am not sure about the source.

Saturday, August 16, 2014

I had heavy stimulation and programming of abusing sex last time

Friday, August 15, 2014

The last two days stimulation and programming of abusing sex
was stronger than before.  That programming was influencing
my feelings during the day and made relating to people
sometimes difficult.

Friday, August 08, 2014

The last 2 days again stimulation of abusing sex.
What then happens is that people in my daily life
start to stimulate such.
That is how quite some  people are nowadays.
As soon someone has experienced some sort
of sexual abuse more and more people also want to
do such abuse.
May be they are envy that someone could have such
and they did not have yet.
I am not sure.

Saturday, August 02, 2014

I had the last days again stimulation of abusing sex
Yesterday it was very strong, today I was passive
some hours because of this. I can much worse simply
do things.