Saturday, July 26, 2014

Yesterday I had stimulation of abusing sex in sleep today
I had not.
This programming is very heavy, I have a lot of pain related
to it  and I can't get such programming easily out of my head.
Real terror is this.

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

The last three times asleep I had again stimulation of
abusing sex. I had again programming of gay sex.
I feel more symptoms of my arthritis.
The terror was announced in voices I hear.

Thursday, July 17, 2014

I had until 2 days ago several times asleep
stimulation of abusing sex. The last two
days no more. My eyes get better without the
stress. Before I had sometimes trouble to read
a big computerscreen but now I do not have
this. I wanted to write about it but forget.
Twice I had it before the WM final.

Wednesday, July 09, 2014

Yesterday I had one of the most massive gay programming ever
in sleep.
I notice acceptance programming towards mainstream and
programming to reject anarchism with which I sympathize.
Just a confirmation that the American led manstream is a 
highly criminal rule which is with this mind control technology 
even totalitarian It cannot be accepted or tolerated.

Sunday, July 06, 2014

I had voices that there would not be any terror
some days ago. And there was no.
Such I had before. And it was announced
when the terror restarted.
Such games I had repeatedly.

Wednesday, July 02, 2014

Two days ago I had stimulation of abusing sex
and I noticed some structures of democrats
in my head.
Yesterday was stimulation of abusing sex
which gave me stress afterwards.
Today I noticed very heavy programming to a gay.

I often have voices I should do something against
the terror I have. When I do something the stress
level increases that much so that I cannot go on.