Saturday, August 30, 2008

Again massive stimulation of abusing sex. Voices said already some time ago said that they would like to know how I get to some degree out of my abusive sex. That would be why they reprogram it. I was lucky to manage to get out it this and now this. I don't know how humans come to do such things, but governments and its institutions have already proven to go repulsive ways with humans (the project Mkultra or others in the US or others elsewhere....).

Friday, August 29, 2008

Some time after I woke up today I noticed I was severely exhausted. I did not much for about two hours tried to recover but it did not work. I noticed again massive programming to accept abusing sex in my head and else.
I regard what happened as dangerous.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Today I meditated in the meditaion hall of Suan Mokh. There was a lot of heavy mind games and stimulation of unvoluntary movements. This is very stressful and prevents that I can get recovery from meditation.

The last time when I slept there was again stimulation of abusing sex.
This brings me in trouble when it is strong because there is real effect on thinking and feeling.

Monday, August 25, 2008

I stayed some days in Surat Thani and always stimulation and programming of gay sex. This is very strong and needs a lot of attention to get it out.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Again strong stimulation of abusing sex. It is weakening me and I have a lot of work of deprogramming every time, if I at all get it out in a short time.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Last night again stimulation of abusing Sex in Surat Thani.

I have to assume now that I have too many enemies in Thailand. That my human rights are not accepted there. They just give a chit on them. Because it is hard to prove it is difficult to go against this.

On the www.pravda.ru there was a report that Russia was considering to bring troops to Cuba and Vietnam. I would welcome this. Western despotism behind the curtain of the many lies must be fought.

I am harrassed by  the western gangstalking system which is said to be government controlled and works in most countries all over the world. Unfortunately I have also to do with it in Thailand.  I have heard that in Cuba it would not work. Maybe this system would then also not work in Vietnam when Russian troops are there and when they are against such barbarity. Thais seemingly are not against it,  there are probably too many who have fun with it or tolerate such things. I had a chance to find a new home and my peace in Vietnam then.

I would support Russia in its fight against western despotism as far as I can.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

The was again stronger stimulation and reprogramming of abusing sex in sleep in Had Yai. I feel the contempt of some Thais around Hotel Cathey and so a basis of support also for hard terror some time ago there is easy explainable. There are Thais who have fun to step on me fun to do that. That is Thai also culture.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Yesterday despite shielding severe stimulation of abusing sex in my flat.
No such stimulation fortunately last night

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Yesterday was massive programming in my dreams, which have trouble to get out of my head. Today I woke up exhausted and I still feel that much better in the evening. And there may have been some interference. I hope I can clear this

Monday, August 11, 2008

Yesterday I had massive programming of abusing sex and other programming like not going for money to do things for free.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

The Olympic games in China are a chance forChinese dissidents to get some publicity.
That is right do it try to get it. But I do not accept that the West puts itself in a clean position and just points the finger to China. Human rights violations still happen probably nearly worldwide. In Germany in the United States and elsewhere. They are just much cleverer to hide it in the West. They are the more sophisticated facists who are able to hide behind a formal democracy.
When you read my blog you know what I mean. Gangstalking and Mind Control.
It would be good to use the Olympic Games to draw attention to these problems all over the world and include claims of abuse in the West which have little recognition there.


A very, very partial LIST OF VICTIMS OF DIRECTED ENERGY & NEUROLOGICAL WEAPONS
THE AMERICAS
1.NAME: ELIZABETH ADAMS
2.NAME: NEAL ALCHALABI (NEAL CHAMBERS)
3.NAME: ALETA
4.NAME: GARY ALGAR
5.NAME: RON ANGELL
6.NAME: ANN
7.NAME: ARIZONA - 6 VIGILANTE/ELECTRONIC HARASSMENT VICTIMS
8.NAME: ANNYCE ARNTZEN
9.NAME: RANDY ARRASMITH
10.NAME: SANA ASFOUR (Reham Dawood)
11.NAME: DEVORAH BAKER
12.NAME: LINDSAY G. BALDWIN
13.NAME: VERNON WAYNE BALL
14.NAME: ALLEN BARKER
15.NAME: KAY BARNES
16.NAME: ERIC BAZAN
17.NAME: DAVID ALAN BEACH
18.NAME: MATT BEAL
19.NAME: PAUL BEGGS
20.NAME: SHERRY BELL
21.NAME: STACEY BERRY
22.NAME: KATA BILLUPS
23.NAME: KAYLON BLACKBURN
24.NAME: JOHN BRASWELL
25.NAME: LAURIE BRODIE
26.NAME: EMILIO BRUGUEROS
27.NAME: BETH BUCHANAN
28.NAME: KEVIN BURNOR
29.NAME: ROBERT BUTLER
30.NAME: ROBERT O. BUTNER
31.NAME: CADEWCH
32.NAME: CARLO CALANDRA
33.NAME: KELLY CASLAR
34.NAME: MILAGROS CEDANO
35.NAME: RICHARD CENTENO
36.NAME: DIANA MARIE CHAPMAN
37.NAME: GREGORY COUSINS
38.NAME: LESLIE L. CRAWFORD
39.NAME: MARY CROOK
40.NAME: OPHNELL CUMBERBATCH
41.NAME: VALERIE CUTLER
42.NAME: WANDA AND SARA DABLIN
43.NAME: DAVID
44.NAME: D DEERWOMAN
45.NAME: Raúl Luis DEL VALLE
46.NAME: ROBERT ALAN DESROSIERS
47.NAME: BETH DONAHUE
48.NAME: DONALD DUNLAP
49.NAME: BOB G DUNLAP
50.NAME: DICK EASTMAN
51.NAME: TARGET ELEPHANT
52.NAME: SAM EVANS
53.NAME: RAISA EYDELMAN
54.NAME: MARY FAIR
55.NAME: PAM FARNSWORTH
56.NAME: SCOTT FITZGERALD
57.NAME: DONALD FOSTER
58.NAME: KEVIN FOWLER
59.NAME: KATHLEENE SUSAN FRANCIS
60.NAME: BILL GALLAGHER
61.NAME: HERBERT GARTNER
62.NAME: PAUL GOLDING-CLARK
63.NAME: FLORA GOLTSMAN
64.NAME: RAFAEL GONZALEZ
65.NAME: ERIC R GOODMAN
66.NAME: MARY GOODWIN
67.NAME: AARON GOODWIN
68.NAME: JAMES HENRY GRAF
69.NAME: ERIC GRIFFIN
70.NAME: SHERI GRUTZ
71.NAME: ERIC H
72.NAME: MARGARET HABIB
73.NAME: MIKAL HALEY
74.NAME: DEB HALL AND SON
75.NAME: JIMMY HALLER
76.NAME: JONATHAN C HANSEN
77.NAME: MOLLY R. HARDIN
78.NAME: NAOMI HARRIS
79.NAME: RONALD HAUCKE
80.NAME: KATHLEEN T. HECKMAN
81.NAME: SUSAN HONAKER & FAMILY
82.NAME: MOSTAFA HOSNY
83.NAME: ROSARIO HOUSEHOLDER (MARA)
84.NAME: JULIE HOWELL
85.NAME: JOHN HUGHES
86.NAME: MARK IANNICELLI aka. Muhammad Iannicelli, aka MuhammadLi,
87.NAME: INTERIQ
88.NAME: "IQPRISONER"
89.NAME: JACK
90.NAME: PHILLIP JACKSON
91.NAME: RICHARD DEAN JACOB
92.NAME: JEANNIE
93.NAME: JENNIFER
94.NAME: MARY JOHNSON
95.NAME: JON
96.NAME: MARK JONES
97.NAME: STEVEN JONES
98.NAME: T. JOSEPHINE
99.NAME: JUNE
100.NAME: KATHI
101.NAME: KEITH
102.NAME: TANYA KELLER
103.NAME: SHAFIQ KHAN
104.NAME: KIM
105.NAME: PATRICIA A. KINSELLA
106.NAME: NICHOLAS KIRKLAND
107.NAME: THOMAS J. KLUEGEL
108.NAME: LINDA KMIOTEK
109.NAME: TREVOR KOKOTYLO
110.NAME: KOMMY
111.NAME: VICTORIA KUPHALL
112.NAME: GALINA KURDINA
113.NAME: JOHN GREGORY LAMBROS
114.NAME: GARY N LANDRY
115.NAME: EDGAR R. LAVERDE
116.NAME: DONALD LEE aka the Shadowillowist, Geshe Roache Lee
117.NAME: NADINE LEE
118.NAME: JANET LEIH
119.NAME: MISS CASSANDRA LEWIS
120.NAME: VICTOR LIVINGSTON
121.NAME: STEPHEN LONG
122.NAME: RAMONA LOPEZ
123.NAME: RENE LOSADA
124.NAME: ROGER R. LOWE
125.NAME: C C M & FAMILY
126.NAME: BARRY MADISON
127.NAME: WAYNE MADSEN
128.NAME: SANDRA L MAIZLAND
129.NAME: WAYNE MANZO
130.NAME: BRUNO MARCHESANI
131.NAME: STEFANO MARESCOTTI
132.NAME: JAMES F. MARINO
133.NAME: JON MASON
134.NAME: MICHAEL A MATLOFF
135.NAME: A J MCKAY
136.NAME: FRED McKENNA
137.NAME: JOHN MECCA & DEBBIE LAMB
138.NAME: MICHELLE MELLEMA
139.NAME: MELODY MINEO
140.NAME: JESUS MENDOZA
141.NAME: BARRY MICHAEL
142.NAME: NANCY MILLER
143.NAME: FERNANDO ARAKAKI MIRANDA
144.NAME: CINDY MITCHUM
145.NAME: AMIR MOHAMADI
146.NAME: M. ALEX MOLARO
147.NAME: RICHARD MONGEON
148.NAME: DANIEL L. MOORE
149.NAME: KATHERINE MOORE
150.NAME: DANIEL MORGAN AND FAMILY – LORNA, NICOLE, PATRICIA, CHRISTOPHER, DYLAN, AVERY
151.NAME: ANGELA MORGAN
152.NAME: CAROLYN MORIYAMA
153.NAME: VICTOR N. MOTURI
154.NAME: CHUCK MURPHY
155.NAME: KAMRAN NAQVI
156.NAME: GLORIA NAYLOR
157.NAME: CONNIE NEAL
158.NAME: KERRI NEAL
159.NAME: NEBRASKA - 6 YR TARGETED INDIVIDUAL
160.NAME: DEBBIE N., FAMILY & FRIENDS
161.NAME: RICHARD NOEN
162.NAME: MAUREEN NORMAN
163.NAME: TIMOTHY A. NORMAN
164.NAME: LESLIE OLIVER
165.NAME: TERRY PARKER JR. /AKA ROBERTSON
166.NAME: PAMELA PARKER
167.DELLY PELC
168.NAME: ROBERTO PEREIRA
169.NAME: RICHARD PERLMAN
170.NAME: ARIEL FELICE PHILLIPS
171.NAME: DENISE S. POMPL
172.NAME: BYRON PRIOR & FAMILY
173.NAME: ANDREA PSORAS
174.NAME: MARY R
175.NAME: NORMAN R RABIN
176.NAME: KELLY RASMUSSEN
177.NAME: KELLY RAY
178.NAME: TIM RIFAT
179.NAME: R. S. ROGERS
180.NAME: MR AND MRS GARRY ROMANIK
181.NAME: PAUL ROSE
182.NAME: VICTORIA ROSE
183.NAME: PETER ROSENHOLM
184.NAME: JUSTICE RUIZ
185.NAME: PIERRE SAMSON
186.NAME: MELISSA SANDERSON
187.NAME: LUCIA SANTOS & FAMILY
188.NAME: JILL SAWYER
189.NAME: SARAH SCHAEFFER
190.NAME: STEFAN A. SCHOELLMANN
191.NAME: DELISA SCHOOLER
192.NAME: DOROTHY SCHULTZ
193.NAME: BEVERLY A. SCHWEITZER
194.NAME: RYAN SHIELDS
195.NAME: DAVID SMITH
196.NAME: STEPHEN SMITH
197.NAME: MIRIAM SNYDER
198.NAME: DR CARLOS SOSA M.D.
199.NAME: GERAL SOSBEE
200.NAME: CARL SPERR
201.NAME: ARCHIE STAFFORD
202.NAME: STEPHEN
203.NAME: STEPHEN
204.NAME: PAT STEWART
205.NAME: KRISSI STULL
206.NAME: ANDRZEJ SUDA
207.NAME: ADAM TAMBLE
208.NAME: GRIMS TAROEEL
209.NAME: LOLITA TAYLOR
210.NAME: TERESA TAYLOR
211.NAME: MICHAEL TERRY
212.NAME: TONY
213.NAME: CHRISTOPHER LAMONT TRICE
214.NAME: LYN TROXEL
215.NAME: ANNA TSENTSIPER
216.NAME: URI AKA DOCTOR NO.
217.NAME: DON VALENTINE
218.NAME: CHAD VANDERGRIFF
219.NAME: THÉRÈSE VERSAILLES
220.NAME: JAMES M. VIERLING JR.
221.NAME: BAY RIDGE VIETNAM
222.NAME: J L VITT
223.NAME: PETER K.VOSOUGH
224.NAME: JAMES WALBERT & FAMILY
225.NAME: TIMOTHY WAITE
226.NAME: ROBERT WALKER
227.NAME: FELICIA WARD
228.NAME: MARK WATERHOUSE
229.NAME: STEW WEBB
230.NAME: CLARE WEHRLE
231.NAME: DOMINIE WELCH
232.NAME: JOHN WELLS
233.NAME: TERRY WENTZELL
234.NAME: TIMOTHY WHITE
235.NAME: GLENDA WHITEMAN
236.NAME: ROBERT WOOD
237.NAME: KAIS YACOUB
238.NAME: MARION YOUNG
239.NAME: GEORGE ZACHYSTAL
240.NAME: CHRIS ZUCKER
EUROPE
1.NAME: GABRIELE ALTENDORF
2.NAME: HERBERT ALTENDORF
3.NAME: JÜRGEN ALTENDORF
4.NAME: BRIGITTE ALTHOF
5.NAME: ANATOLIJ
6.NAME: RODIN ANDRIA
7.NAME: DENNIS ARNOLD & YASMIN JEREMY
8.NAME: NAMAN ASGHAR & FAMILY
9.NAME: AZA
10.NAME: MOJMIR BABACEK
11.NAME: WALTRAUB BABL
12.NAME: STEPHEN BAKER
13.NAME: REZA BAYAT
14.NAME: JENNIFER BERKEMEIER
15.NAME: JEAN-PAUL BOLEA
16.NAME: ALFREDO NIETO CENTENO
17.NAME: "CHICKEN"
18.NAME: MICHAEL CHMELIK
19.NAME: JØRGEN CHRISTIANSEN
20.NAME: CARL CLARK
21.NAME: JOHN CLIFTOZ
22.NAME: ANDREW COLE
23.NAME: DAVID COULSON
24.NAME: KARLHEINZ CROISSANT
25.NAME: STAN CUMANS
26.NAME: MARIA PAULA ONOFRE DAS NEVES
27.NAME: PETRIT DEMO
28.NAME: BEN DEMPSEY
29.NAME: NANS DESMICHELS
30.NAME: R. DIECKMANN
31.NAME: FEJERVARY DOMINIK
32.NAME: OVIDIU DONCIU
33.NAME: PAOLO DORIGO
34.NAME: LINDA DREW
35.NAME: CAROL DUKE
36.NAME: MARTIN EMMEN
37.NAME: DEVON FOWLER
38.NAME: AB FRIS
39.NAME: SIGRUN GEBHARDT
40.NAME: PRICOPI GELU
41.NAME: RUTH GILL
42.NAME: OXANA GRUNWALD & FAMILY
43.NAME: SIMON HAYES
44.NAME: JOHAN HELLER
45.NAME: PETER HELWIG
46.NAME: STEIN E HENRIKSEN
47.NAME: TON HOOGEBOOM AND GERARD HOOGEBOOM
48.NAME: AREND TER HORST
49.NAME: LINDA JANE INCE
50.NAME: MICHAEL IRVING
51.NAME: ITALY - OVER 60 VICTIMS
52.NAME: JULIAN JACKSON
53.NAME: MAURICE KELLETT
54.NAME: DEREK KINMOND
55.NAME: BRIGITTE KLAUS
56.NAME: MATTHIAS KLEIN
57.NAME: JAN KREWINKEL
58.NAME: PETER KUTZA
59.NAME: SERGE LABRÈZE
60.NAME: GAGIU IULIAN LAURENTIU
61.NAME: HENRY LICHTERFELDT
62.NAME: LINDA
63.NAME: BARTLOMIEJ LISTWAN
64.NAME: TATJANA LOTZ
65.NAME: WALDEMAR LOTZ
66.NAME: A M
67.NAME: WALTER MADLIGER
68.NAME: JARKKO MAKKONEN
69.NAME: CHRISTINE MARX
70.NAME: DARIUS MOCKUS
71.NAME: Victor MONCHAMP
72.NAME: THIERRY MOUTON
73.NAME: NATALIE
74.NAME: CAYEN NISSEN
75.NAME: MAUREEN NORMAN
76.NAME: DEBBIE PARTRIDGE
77.NAME: LIDIA POPOVA
78.NAME: NADIE PRIEUR
79.NAME: CAROL RAE
80.NAME: WILLIAM RAE
81.NAME: REDMANN
82.NAME: KAREN RODDY
83.NAME: KLAUS RUDOLF
84.NAME: JACQUELINE SALII
85.NAME: RUUT SALO
86.NAME: PAUL SAUNDERSON
87.NAME: PAOLA SBRONZERI
88.NAME: SWETLANA SCHUNIN AND FAMILY – DIMITRI, SERGEY, DMITRI
89.NAME: ANGELINA SCHWEYEN
90.NAME: RICHARD SLUITER
91.NAME: JAVIER RUIZ SOBRINO
92.NAME: WALDTRAUT SRERNITZKE
93.NAME: KIM STIRLING
94.NAME: MONIKA STOCES
95.NAME: MO TAHANI
96.NAME: FRANCIS TAILOKA
97.NAME: NATALIE TEULON
98.NAME: TARA TILLY (THOMAS RITA)
99.NAME: HELMUT TONDL
100.NAME: SAHAR TORKY
101.NAME: INGRID TREMEL
102.NAME: UN JEUNE INGENIEUR
103.NAME: EMILIA MARIA VAZ-MARCH
104.NAME: JEAN VERSTRAETEN
105.NAME: JACQUES VUILLOD
106.NAME: RANDOLF WEINAND
107.NAME: CHRISTINA WYATT
108.NAME: OVER 60 VICTIMS FROM ITALYCHINA & ASIA-PACIFIC
1.NAME: JOHN AIDMANN
2.NAME: ah2006-cwy 天涯无处寻
3.NAME: ALEX
4.NAME: ahzsp2612
5.NAME: BAIBING (aka 2010lf)
6.NAME: PAUL BAIRD
7.NAME: 白云 BAIYUN024
8.NAME: SHINE CHANG
9.NAME: MR SHIJIE CAO
10.NAME: RAJ D
11.NAME: HAI DANG
12.NAME: DAVIS
13.NAME: MARGARET DOWN
14.NAME: DEBORAH DUPRE
15.NAME: JOHN FINCH & FAMILY & NEIGHBOURS
16.NAME: JOSEPH GIBSON
17.NAME: MIYOKO GOTO
18.NAME: TAKAHIRO GOTO
19.NAME: LISA H
20.NAME: KYUNG-GUK HA
21.NAME: hongzx
22.NAME: ZHANG HUIMIN
23.NAME: imary660610
24.NAME: 来自 jiaodian902的自动回复
25.NAME: THOMAS KOH
26.NAME: TERUYUKI KURAHASHI
27.NAME: laofa99
28.NAME: JUDITH LESUE
29.NAME: WEI LI
30.NAME: lijing6898
31.NAME: lilylinxin
32.NAME: MIKEY LIU
33.NAME: XIN LIU
34.NAME: MR WENLONG MA ((IVAN)
35.NAME: BETH MACLEAN
36.NAME: MOREEN PHILLIPS
37.NAME: Pp
38.NAME: pys624
39.NAME: XIN ZHONG QING
40.NAME: HAROLD B QUIBAN
41.NAME: ANDREW ROBINSON
42.NAME: MISS RUQUAN-GUO
43.NAME: GARY D SIMMONS
44.NAME: XIN WANG SHEN鏉ヨ嚜鐨勮嚜鍔ㄥ洖澶
45.NAME: SOLEILMAVIS
46.NAME: ELIZABETH ANNE SUTHERTON
47.NAME: 鐜嬬嚂 tclwyy
48.NAME: 3crobot
49.NAME: TONY TU
50.NAME: WORARAT TUMMALUCKSAMEE
51.NAME: LIZA VELUZ
52.NAME: MISS XIAN-SUN (RINOA)
53.NAME: xt41cn
54.NAME: SHENGLIN YI
55.NAME: "KELLY" TANG ZHAO
56.NAME: 523062953@qq.comINDIA & THE MIDDLE-EAST
1.NAME: F. A.
2.NAME: DEB CHAKRABORTY
3.NAME: RAJ D
4.NAME: AHMAD FANI
5.NAME: SIMRAN SINGH JUNEJA
6.NAME: SHAFIQ KHAN
7.NAME: SHIJU KRISHNA
8.NAME: SURESH S. KUMAR
9.NAME: TERUYUKI KURAHASHI
10.NAME: PARIKSHIT PATHAK
11.NAME: DR FEISAL SALIM
RUSSIA
1.NAME: AGAFFONOV Pavel
2.NAME: ALBERT (девятин сергей)
3.NAME: ALEKSEYEV Igor Georgievich
4.NAME: ALEVTINA Pawlowna Gudzenko
5.NAME: BASHKOVSKIY Vladimir
6.NAME: BOLOTSKIY Sergey
7.NAME: BORODIENKO Vladimir
8.NAME: DANILOV Victor Yegorovich
9.NAME: DOMOJIROVA Tatyana Kondratyevna & Family
10.NAME: DRUZHININA Irina Vladimirovna & Family
11.NAME: EREMIN Andrey
12.NAME: ERMAKOV Vladimir Petrovich
13.NAME: FROLOV Sergey Timofejevich & Family
14.NAME: GALANIN Vitaly Ivanovich
15.NAME: JUNOSHEVA Valentine
16.NAME: KANDYBIN Edward Nikolayevich
17.NAME: KATSERIKOVA Galina Ivanovna & Family
18.NAME: KOCHETOVA Natalia Ivanovna
19.NAME: KONDRATOVA Svetlana Vasilyevna & Family
20.NAME: KOPYLOVA Liliy
21.NAME: KOSTROVA Liy
22.NAME: KOZLOV Valentin Alekseyevich & Family
23.NAME: LEVINA Anna Petrovna
24.NAME: PAVLOVSKY Grigoriy Fedorovich
25.NAME: PETUKHOV Vitaly
26.NAME: PETUKHOVA Alla Yakovlevna & Family
27.NAME: PRODIUS Gennady
28.NAME: PROHANOV Jury
29.NAME: PROHANOVA Margarita
30.NAME: REDKINA Swetlana
31.NAME: ROMANENKO Galina
32.NAME: ROZANCHUK Margarita Ivanovna & Family
33.NAME: RYBIN Pyotr Lukich , RYBINA Alexandra Filippovna & Family
34.NAME: SAMSONOV Nick
35.NAME: SEREBRYAKOVA Ljubov
36.NAME: SOSHINA NÁdÅjidÁ
37.NAME: TORIN Sergei
38.NAME: TRETIAKOVA Tamara Vitalievna, son Mikhail & Family
39.NAME: VORONTSOV Vladimir Borisovich
40.NAME: VORONTSOVA Swetlana
41.NAME: ZYBINA Nadejida Pyotrovna

Friday, August 08, 2008

I am three days now in my flat in Chaiya. Yesterday again stimulation of abusing Sex but not as strong as before.
Voices are there a lot.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

This time I did not feel that well in Chumphon. Only one of three massages were acceptable for instance.
Only one of several Internetcafes were able to operate headsets. This one had a slow connection, so that I did the download for the internetphone software at another place and then installed it there. The next day the Software did no more work and I had lost my USB Stick to replace it.

I cannot do internetphone calls in Chumphon now, maybe I could if I did a bigger search. You see what you can expect in Thailand. Chumphon is a bigger town a center for the whole area.

This all also may have to do with MC and Thai support because I needed the phone to do things the voices did not approve of.

Today again programming during sleep.

I do not like much to go to my flat in Chaiya because there the programming of abusing sex was very severe there. Voices say they don't approve of my flat. They don't want me settle in Thailand.
They want to have me back in Germany in poverty and in dependency.
When I see what happens to me in Thailand it seems that there is support for this.