Thursday, October 29, 2009

The yesterday morning I was like so often tired when I woke up, I noticed programming of bad sex. Today stimulation of bad sex again in sleep. This brings about trouble during the day because more people react related to this.

Monday, October 26, 2009

I had strong stimulation of abusing sex and programming in my dreams this time asleep. It was announced before.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

There is another signal coming in my room in my guesthouse. When I go out of my door it comes from the opposite wall to some in the right. Another one is coming from the left when I go into my room and do some further steps straight ahead.
Khmers are more unpleasant with more psychic attacks.
The last time I felt some brainwashing. Some Americans who I met in Phnom Penh seem to have the same pattern to some degree. I watched a part of the movie ""Stupid in America" and again recognized similarities. I discovered this yesterday. Afterwards this stopped. But I had stimulation of bad sex again.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

In the new guesthouse there is a lot of stress coming from radiation, I feel this probably due to my sensibility. From the TV antenna is stimulating of abusing sex coming. It is hard to shield. It is written that such antennas can be used for MC.
There is also probably one of my neighbors doing psychic attacks.
Khmers are usually friendly to my face but in my back I get psychic attacks from some.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Today I woke up in the worst condition since I am in Phnom Penh. I had sexual harassment and also what I had all the last days massive programming to a gay. I noticed the phone in the room as a stress source also when it is not connected. There may be also be something in the air when gives me stress during the day not in the night.
I did not do much because I felt sick.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I am not sure if the change of harassment has to do with my journey to Cambodia.
There may be other factors involved.
I am not sure if the change of harassment has only to do with my journey to Cambodia.

There may be other factors involved.

I get the consequences of hard harassment. I forget more, I am more sensitive to psychic attacks, more vulnerable in general I do less than I would without harassment.
This time asleep again massive programming and stimulation of abusing sex. Again exhausted already when I get up after some time too long in bed. I want to work me out of this bad sex this but when it gets permanent stimulated it is very difficult. I have trouble to get the programming out of my head.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Today again stimulation and programming on another way hard. It may be Cambodians doing psychic attacks as I noticed today some doing this.
Despite having such attacks something in my mind gets better. I am out of Thailand.
Some sort of attacks and suppression I had there are not in Phnom Penh, this is different here.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

This morning again very hard sexual harassment. There have been voices I already in Thailand which said they want to finish the whole thing.

Friday, October 09, 2009

I changed the guesthouse yesterday. Actually a change from pest to cholera.

First I woke up in the morning there was nothing. I went to sleep again and woke up after massive programming in my sleep. Then I stayed in my room much of the day feeling miserable. In the afternoon I noticed that I had not switched off power supply to the room and did it. I noticed then that it was a stress source. When I switched it on some hours later it was not such a source. When I went down to the reception I noticed that staff was doing harsh psychic attacks on me and had contributed to my bad day with this. When I went outside I noticed another stress source I could not idendify.

Cambodia is poor did not manage a reasonable economy and gets help from other countries. At the same time many Cambodians like to step on other people who are living with burden like me.

It is proof of a lot of miserable minds and poor humanity in Cambodia.
When many of them are like this I think they don't deserve help and support.

Thursday, October 08, 2009

The time I am in Cambodia I had a lot of sexual harassment and it was quite sometimes hard. Some places in Thailand I experienced better.
I knew it before that Cambodians altogether use psychic attacks more. The last days in the guesthouse Leston in Phnom Penh were in this aspect quite ugly. That is why I won't recommend it. The staff was involved. Today I felt from the staff a general sense to mock me. Impudent, I don't know how to answer this.
This psychic attacks I have sometimes during the day at a few other places too.
This is a major point for me.
Apart from this I find the people here nice.
This time asleep was a lot of programming of abusng sex which is difficult t remove.

Monday, October 05, 2009

The last two days I had stimulation of abusing sex again. But there may be psychic attacks from people around involved. Today I also had programming in my dreams. A story how I would be brought forcibly in a institution they control for education and programming to their wishes.
Programming may have weakened me. It is difficult to concentrate.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Yesterday, the first night staying in Phnom Penh, I had the heaviest attacks during sleep for a long time. I laid in bed most of the day after that and I have not yet deprogrammed the programming of abusing sex from that.