I am staying at Suan Mokh. Two nights ago I had again strong stimulation of abusing sex. I am quite sure it was MC.
The last night I stayed in Chaiya then not in Suan Mokh.
Voices want to get me out of Suan Mokh. I do a lot of meditation there. And this meditation is that strong support that it prevents that they can destroy me at the moment.
So they have to get me out. I haven't done that much meditation the last four years because MC prevented this. After lunch I went to a internet cafe at Suan Mokh. It started raining heavily and did not stop for hours. so I can't go to my meditation place.