This evening was tried to program in my mind. It was programming to obey a special political system. (the top to bottom centered totalitarian system of the red pest or the generally mainstream system?). That would mean finishing freedom.

I recognized also psychic attacks coming from monks in the dharma hall close to the dorm where I stay in Suan Mokh now.
I had a lot of sexual harassmen of monks in Suan Mokh over the years. Why are these people generally respected people.