The last time asleep I had strong programming in my dreams which I would call brainwashing because new structures were tried to set in my brain.
I was and still am exhausted from this. I have been lying down repeatedly longer time during the day. Sometimes my movements are affected from the terror.
The difference to the past is that there was no direct sexual harassment.
This seems to have stopped some weeks ago in Malaysia in Ipoh after a story I tell separate. Well it can start again at any time but I hope not.