Monday, July 13, 2009
The last time asleep massive stimulation and programming of abusing sex. Two days before I intended to meditate a lot. But I lied down for a nap in the afternoon and woke up later in the middle of the night and could no more sleep then. Voices say with meditation I could escape enslavement. But it is difficult for me to go to a monastery. I find again and again something in the way. I have to get it.