Die letzten Tage ist es in Penang wie ich es von frueher kenne. Ich habe jedes Mal im Schlaf Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex.

I notice brainwashing to the German Nazi model. Such stuff is possibly supported in Malaysia.

I had stronger stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. It made me wake up.

I had stimulation of abusing sex again in Teluk Bahang during sleep.

This morning woke up after sleep and was already feeling down. There was harsh reprogramming of abusing sex. I don't t but think that anyone cares but doesn't this show how important freedom is. Without freedom much more abuse are possible and again nobody cares. It is just like this when you are in mental trouble.

Most days I have stimulation of sexual abuse during sleep so again last time.
It is hard to heal wounds related to such sex when on this area is stepped upon again and again by stimulation and programming.