Voices say I would have severe attacks now.. In two or three days we would see if I can stand them. 

I am four days in Chaiya now. The first three of them I had severe stimulation of abusing sex. Yesterday and today I was sick. Voices said because of this we stop it.
But they say also when you get sick because of this we can destroy you now.
Voices said abuse will restart this night. I do not know how long I can take this.

The last days in Malaysia I had except one norning
with stimulation of abusing sex no harassment.
The days in Thailand there was every night something.
But how much I have to attribute to allergies is not
easy to say.