In Flamingo guesthouse on 16.11 and on 17.11 this year I had heavy 
stimulation of abusing sex in the morning. People can contact  others
with their feelings without touching them. People feel what comes 
from others this way. This day it was exhausting to the degree I 
remaimed in bed for more than half of the day each day. The second 
day I was more exhausted and did not recover to  the state before up
to now. I call it sexual abuse which I want to report to the police.
The first day I noticed three people outside while it hapened. I opened
the door and saw  the black man working in the guesthouse sitting 
outside in front of the door. I heard the voice of one woman staying 
there and the manager at the time it happened.

The second day there were several people active outside as it happened.

The same day in the night I left the guesthouse. I considered it as too 
much of a threat to me.

The way it happened the event looks like something organized with
some intention.
It was Sado Masochism sex which was stimulated.
I have had stimulation of abusing sex for over 20 years. But when it is 
not strong it is bothering me not that much.
I can largely do my daily business. This is not the case when it is heavy
 or very heavy like this time.

The letters remain large so I use the machine like this.

in the night i had to do with radiation. i got to feel over a long time Radiation which should turn me  within some time into a social democrat

. I am deprogramming no.w. My radiation has changed tonight  this thing. I do not know what to do against this. I get repeatedly asked to obey.  The radiation intrudes in my head changes my radiation finally me.. I am not prepared for an answer though I have for many years to do with this.

This was weak. I may respond better nowthis is what i notice.

i did not giive the matter the importance it needs. and needed.

i do not understand why i did not to this.. but will i achieve more.