the last thre days there was stimulation of abusing sex
but I not sure about much my allergies play a role in this.

I had hard stimulation of abusing sex into sleep.
This was announced.
Voices say it will go on.
Thais around are probably involved.

Ich hatte wieder schwerere Stimulation von missbraeuhlichem
Sex in den Schlaf. Der Tag heute war dann wie so oft mit Stress
und Schmerzen beladen.

I had last time asleep programming and stimulating of
abusing sex in sleep.
I get in trouble with me after such like today.

The last two days I had strong programming in
my dreams and stimulation of abusing sex in
my sleep.

Ich hatte fast die ganze letzte Zeit Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichemSex. Die Stimmulation war aber teilweise
auch recht schmerzhaft und an den Kraeften zehrend.

I recently tried to take up exercises again but my arthritis pain
finished my intentions for some leg exercises.
I have had all the time I have been in Thailand harassment.
The restart of harassment was announced and done in
Malaysia before.
I think my arthritis has to do with this terror.

I had the last time mostly heavy sexual harasment
in sleep. The day before yesterday I had
involuntary body movements after such harassment
while sitting in an restaurant.
I read longer time on my kindle and noticed that
trouble starts to set in for my eyes even reading
on the e-ink screen. I had to do with blurred vision
which I had before mostly on computer screens.
The night after that I had no sexual harassment
but heavy programming in my dreams.
Last time asleep I noticed light stimulation of
abusing sex.

Last time asleep I had again heavy stimulation of abusing
sex. This contributes to being depressed.

Ich hoere Stimmen.
Ein Teil davon ist technisch induziert.
Der Einfluss des Terrors und der
Stimmen soll mich dem Willen der
Ausfuehrenden veraendern.
Einiges verstehe ich anderes
wahrscheinlich nicht.
Ich bin ziemlich gestresst.
Manchmal koennen meine
Augen einen Computerbildschirm
nicht mehr lesen.

I had today severe stimulation of abusing sex.

I a then down for some time.

I had hard stimulation of abusing sex in the morning.
It has been that heavy repeatedly that I do not much
afterwards during the day.

The last days I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex.

It was announced before.

In Thailand it is actually worse than it was before in

Malaysia but I am not sure about the source.

I had heavy stimulation and programming of abusing sex last time
asleep.

The last two days stimulation and programming of abusing sex
was stronger than before.  That programming was influencing
my feelings during the day and made relating to people
sometimes difficult.

The last 2 days again stimulation of abusing sex.
What then happens is that people in my daily life
start to stimulate such.
That is how quite some  people are nowadays.
As soon someone has experienced some sort
of sexual abuse more and more people also want to
do such abuse.
May be they are envy that someone could have such
and they did not have yet.
I am not sure.

I had the last days again stimulation of abusing sex
Yesterday it was very strong, today I was passive
some hours because of this. I can much worse simply
do things.

Yesterday I had stimulation of abusing sex in sleep today
I had not.
This programming is very heavy, I have a lot of pain related
to it  and I can't get such programming easily out of my head.
Real terror is this.

The last three times asleep I had again stimulation of
abusing sex. I had again programming of gay sex.
I feel more symptoms of my arthritis.
The terror was announced in voices I hear.

I had until 2 days ago several times asleep
stimulation of abusing sex. The last two
days no more. My eyes get better without the
stress. Before I had sometimes trouble to read
a big computerscreen but now I do not have
this. I wanted to write about it but forget.
Twice I had it before the WM final.