After the last post the sexual harassment switched from such with violence to gay programming. Two times it was severe. It gives me trouble in daily life. it is a lot of pain and stress. I need a lot of time to deprogram it and it is hard to keep up with it. Many also step on my freshly open wounds so I have stress additionally as soon as I am with people.
There is massive additional programming. Again they want to make me to a social democrat. A special mentality is tried to be put in my head. The heavy terror I have helps to get this stuff in my head and also to stay there. When I was in Nong Khai in a meditation monastery I had this also very hard that they tried to get their social democratic bullchit in my head.
In Thailand I have this heavy terror repeatedly since about 2 1/2 years. Before I had longer times without terror or few in Thailand.