Afterwards I was annoyed about how things weht.
I lack skills to deal with how the discussion went and
also to express my feelings in time. I started thinking about
how to get off better the next time and had some ideas.
I then heard a voice. "You won't make friends by this". The
voice as my enemy.
I had many times in Malaysia now hard stimulation oft abusing
sex. I am offen finished for the day then and do not do much and
do not like to speak.