I had again stimulation of abusing sex and programming of acceptance of gay sex. Thought Reform is tried in Melacca. And some things make me assume that people here are involved.
When I then the next day after such programming go to a restaurant in some it is like this that people start to stimulate gay related feelings much more than on days I did not have such programming. Sometimes then I react aggressive in a way which is not complete proper. I try to improve this. When I get to feel unasked gay feelings from people I do not know I think I will not necessarily be friendly then just clearer in my expression that I do not want such.
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Monday, March 19, 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Sunday, March 11, 2012
U.S. military unveils ‘Active Denial’ heat ray weapon
http://www.prisonplanet.com/u-s-military-unveils-%E2%80%98active-denial%E2%80%99-heat-ray-weapon.html
I am since over 16 years a target of something which comes from anywhere, I can't hear it, I can't see it, I can't smell it, I just feel it. Pain, programming of my mind, stimulation of abusing sex. I hear also voices, which I think are not my own.
Authorities you cannot talk to about this. You may be labeled insane. But such stuff exists and is extensively abused on many people. I have in this forum published a list of over 1000 people who complained about this. But there are many more, because many do not do any activism about this or ate organized elsewhere.
We need public support. Investigations are necessary. But there is the problem that I noticed in Germany several police officer inside the terror.
It is not easy to go ahead with this problem.
http://www.prisonplanet.com/u-s-military-unveils-%E2%80%98active-denial%E2%80%99-heat-ray-weapon.html
I am since over 16 years a target of something which comes from anywhere, I can't hear it, I can't see it, I can't smell it, I just feel it. Pain, programming of my mind, stimulation of abusing sex. I hear also voices, which I think are not my own.
Authorities you cannot talk to about this. You may be labeled insane. But such stuff exists and is extensively abused on many people. I have in this forum published a list of over 1000 people who complained about this. But there are many more, because many do not do any activism about this or ate organized elsewhere.
We need public support. Investigations are necessary. But there is the problem that I noticed in Germany several police officer inside the terror.
It is not easy to go ahead with this problem.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Thursday, March 08, 2012
Tuesday, March 06, 2012
I had very strong programming of abusing sex this morning asleep. This did not steel my power. But I have a lot of work to do to get out of the programming. I do not know if I can do this in one day. They steel my time and I do not know if I get out of all programming. Quite often I have long talks. This is information the brain uses. So they can change your way of thinking if you are not aware of all they try and counter it. There were also voices saying that they want to get me and massive programming to a social democrat.
Saturday, March 03, 2012
I was in Singapore a few days and had some stimulation of abusing sex once.
In Malaysia again I had stronger stimulation of abusing sex. I slept much of the day.
I have questioned Muslime rule before that was because I had until about 5 years ago massive stimulation of abusing sex in Malaysia in Penang. I have not forgotten that.
And now I have this hard stuff in Melacca while Penang has become better.
I also noticed with Muslims in Singapore that there is a anyway wrong development related to sex with too many Muslims which they turn then against me.
In Malaysia again I had stronger stimulation of abusing sex. I slept much of the day.
I have questioned Muslime rule before that was because I had until about 5 years ago massive stimulation of abusing sex in Malaysia in Penang. I have not forgotten that.
And now I have this hard stuff in Melacca while Penang has become better.
I also noticed with Muslims in Singapore that there is a anyway wrong development related to sex with too many Muslims which they turn then against me.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Last morning sleeping again in Malaysia I had very strong sexual harassment during sleep. I remained much of the day in bed.
This stimulation is often bringing me down, reprogramming abusive sex, a real sexual abuse but not not recognized as such if I am not wrong. It involves no touch just the stimulation over radiation which also human beings can do.
This stimulation is often bringing me down, reprogramming abusive sex, a real sexual abuse but not not recognized as such if I am not wrong. It involves no touch just the stimulation over radiation which also human beings can do.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Today I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Harassment just switched to another sort of abuse. I am not satisfied with my stay in Malaysia because or this. It makes eveyday day miserable the whole harassment destroys actually my life. I do not know which perverts decide and oranize such. Okay, when you are mainstream you can easily go that mad and do such stuff. Being mainstream is not yet recognized as a mental disease so such people can be that mad and are considered as normal.
Monday, February 20, 2012
Monday, February 13, 2012
I had again stimulation of abusing sex and I notice that the last days there has been programming or say it brainwashing to like the German mainstream especially the newspaper "Die Zeit". I had voices to this.
"Die Zeit" would be "sozialliberal". I know it had writers like
the former chancelor Helmut Schmidt and minister of economics Graf Lambsdorf. For me it represents mainstream spirit and with such tends to be a onesighted and limited while pretending to give the whole view. It is just not interesting to read.
"Die Zeit" would be "sozialliberal". I know it had writers like
the former chancelor Helmut Schmidt and minister of economics Graf Lambsdorf. For me it represents mainstream spirit and with such tends to be a onesighted and limited while pretending to give the whole view. It is just not interesting to read.
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Wednesday, February 08, 2012
I am for a few days in Singapore now and had every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. I have this for many years now.
When it is more than just a bit such stimulation means a lot of stress fof me and I often need hours to recover from this or the whole day. This stimulation often means also reprogramming of abusing sex which means deprogramming or worse slide into abusive thinking or behavior.
When it is more than just a bit such stimulation means a lot of stress fof me and I often need hours to recover from this or the whole day. This stimulation often means also reprogramming of abusing sex which means deprogramming or worse slide into abusive thinking or behavior.
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