Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Last morning sleeping again in Malaysia I had very strong sexual harassment during sleep. I remained much of the day in bed.
This stimulation is often bringing me down, reprogramming abusive sex, a real sexual abuse but not not recognized as such if I am not wrong. It involves no touch just the stimulation over radiation which also human beings can do.
This stimulation is often bringing me down, reprogramming abusive sex, a real sexual abuse but not not recognized as such if I am not wrong. It involves no touch just the stimulation over radiation which also human beings can do.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Today I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Harassment just switched to another sort of abuse. I am not satisfied with my stay in Malaysia because or this. It makes eveyday day miserable the whole harassment destroys actually my life. I do not know which perverts decide and oranize such. Okay, when you are mainstream you can easily go that mad and do such stuff. Being mainstream is not yet recognized as a mental disease so such people can be that mad and are considered as normal.
Monday, February 20, 2012
Monday, February 13, 2012
I had again stimulation of abusing sex and I notice that the last days there has been programming or say it brainwashing to like the German mainstream especially the newspaper "Die Zeit". I had voices to this.
"Die Zeit" would be "sozialliberal". I know it had writers like
the former chancelor Helmut Schmidt and minister of economics Graf Lambsdorf. For me it represents mainstream spirit and with such tends to be a onesighted and limited while pretending to give the whole view. It is just not interesting to read.
"Die Zeit" would be "sozialliberal". I know it had writers like
the former chancelor Helmut Schmidt and minister of economics Graf Lambsdorf. For me it represents mainstream spirit and with such tends to be a onesighted and limited while pretending to give the whole view. It is just not interesting to read.
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Wednesday, February 08, 2012
I am for a few days in Singapore now and had every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. I have this for many years now.
When it is more than just a bit such stimulation means a lot of stress fof me and I often need hours to recover from this or the whole day. This stimulation often means also reprogramming of abusing sex which means deprogramming or worse slide into abusive thinking or behavior.
When it is more than just a bit such stimulation means a lot of stress fof me and I often need hours to recover from this or the whole day. This stimulation often means also reprogramming of abusing sex which means deprogramming or worse slide into abusive thinking or behavior.
Thursday, February 02, 2012
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Friday, January 20, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
I often think about writing about MC and to do something about it.
But I recognize there is mental influence to suppress such. I just don't think of it until the day is over.
I had again stimulation of abusing sex the last time but not that strong. It is actually programming. Programming of enthusiasm towards such sex. It is very strong. So the desire towards such sex arises.
But when I deprogram such long time (hours) the desire towards such sex is weak or actually not there.
I can do the deprogramming because I now know some of the programs used. I noticed them over time.
Yeah, they also tried to program to make me believe I could fly.
I had often dreams with such stuff in it, me flying. It is unrealistic that such dreams are from me.
I think you must have your mind run far down to believe you could fly.
But I recognize there is mental influence to suppress such. I just don't think of it until the day is over.
I had again stimulation of abusing sex the last time but not that strong. It is actually programming. Programming of enthusiasm towards such sex. It is very strong. So the desire towards such sex arises.
But when I deprogram such long time (hours) the desire towards such sex is weak or actually not there.
I can do the deprogramming because I now know some of the programs used. I noticed them over time.
Yeah, they also tried to program to make me believe I could fly.
I had often dreams with such stuff in it, me flying. It is unrealistic that such dreams are from me.
I think you must have your mind run far down to believe you could fly.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Saturday, December 31, 2011
A few days ago in the star (Malaysia) an article appeared on the front page related to domestic violence.
The same day I had voices saying I would have been a victim of violence combined with sex in my family for longer time.
I knew that.
Stimulation of such sex during sleep been often the time I have been in Malaysia. One thing related to such is that you have the urge for such sex during the day. This is hardly the case when there is not such stimulation.
It stopped the day I had the voices mentioned above.
The days before I noticed a connection of increasing symptoms of Arthritis and such stimulation and had repeated incidences of such.
But stimulation of abusing sex goes on. It has just switched from
sex with violence to other humiliating sex and gay sex.
I do not notice symptoms of Arthritis directly related to such sex but it contributes a lot to burn out and later depression.
Bodily symptoms are exercises meet with resistance in the body exercises are more difficult to do. There is tension but not that much pain which makes you weaker gives you the wish to stop exercising.
The same day I had the first stimulation of sex with violence in Malaysia the time I am here now the Prime Minister of Malaysia uttered an remark about like that sex would be a matter of individual choice.
I want to give warning.
In both Malaysia and Thailand gangstalking and electronic weapons are used against me.
Both countries rather destroy than support people with mental problems. They do this not openly, more covertly.
So I five a warning against this countries for this group of
people. This is my experience.
I have no proof with much stuff but I am a person with mental problems and as such more a authority to other people with mental problems as doctors, who have proven countless times to act as enemies of such people. The existence of psychiatry and its support by doctors alone is proof enough.
I just hear the voices which I think are not part of my own
and I get the stress of them which I partly can identify related to such stuff. But officials of both countries will have no problem to relate what I say to my mental problems.
Exactly this makes such weapons ideal for use on people with mental
problems. Nobody will believe them.
The voices say also that such stuff is easily possible against minorities would not cause political upheaval, so they can afford it and do it. The voices I have I recognize as german democrats, they act permantly as such.
The same day I had voices saying I would have been a victim of violence combined with sex in my family for longer time.
I knew that.
Stimulation of such sex during sleep been often the time I have been in Malaysia. One thing related to such is that you have the urge for such sex during the day. This is hardly the case when there is not such stimulation.
It stopped the day I had the voices mentioned above.
The days before I noticed a connection of increasing symptoms of Arthritis and such stimulation and had repeated incidences of such.
But stimulation of abusing sex goes on. It has just switched from
sex with violence to other humiliating sex and gay sex.
I do not notice symptoms of Arthritis directly related to such sex but it contributes a lot to burn out and later depression.
Bodily symptoms are exercises meet with resistance in the body exercises are more difficult to do. There is tension but not that much pain which makes you weaker gives you the wish to stop exercising.
The same day I had the first stimulation of sex with violence in Malaysia the time I am here now the Prime Minister of Malaysia uttered an remark about like that sex would be a matter of individual choice.
I want to give warning.
In both Malaysia and Thailand gangstalking and electronic weapons are used against me.
Both countries rather destroy than support people with mental problems. They do this not openly, more covertly.
So I five a warning against this countries for this group of
people. This is my experience.
I have no proof with much stuff but I am a person with mental problems and as such more a authority to other people with mental problems as doctors, who have proven countless times to act as enemies of such people. The existence of psychiatry and its support by doctors alone is proof enough.
I just hear the voices which I think are not part of my own
and I get the stress of them which I partly can identify related to such stuff. But officials of both countries will have no problem to relate what I say to my mental problems.
Exactly this makes such weapons ideal for use on people with mental
problems. Nobody will believe them.
The voices say also that such stuff is easily possible against minorities would not cause political upheaval, so they can afford it and do it. The voices I have I recognize as german democrats, they act permantly as such.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Friday, December 23, 2011
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Friday, December 16, 2011
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