In the morning I had very strong stimulation of abusing sex.
It was that strong that I cannot stand it longer time.
Voices day they will destroy me now.

DARPA developing implant to monitor brain in real time

In a bid to improve the mental health of soldiers and veterans, DARPA has launched a $70 million project to create an implant that tracks neuron activity and provides quantifiable brain data.

To my perception such is probably there for 

longer time.

I notice voices speaking into my brain

related to current issues.

In Germany I once thought who is doing

this harassment to me. The secret service?

I had then voices No, it is not the secret

service, you are not important.

The next day I passed a car in the city

where I was and somebody sitting in a car

near me addressed me by name and said

you are not important. I did not know this

guy but was told it was a policeman.

I had in Chaiya heavy stimulation of abusing sex which
weakens me during the day.
Most days in Thailand I had such stimulation.

I had this morning very heavy stimulating of abusing sex.

Ich habe die letzten Wochen wieder stimulation
von missbraeuchlischem Sex.
Es ist dabei auch viel Programmierung.
Das ganze ist schmerzhaft, sehr stressig und niederdrueckend.
Manchmal denke ich wegen des jahrelangen sexuellen
Terrors. ich unterstuetze das Ueberleben der
Menschheit nicht.

Ich hatte gestern viele Male versucht in mein Internetbanking
einer deutschen Bank einzuloggen.  Ich machte viele Fehler
Ich taetigte mehrere Anrufe  zu meiner Bank. Es ging alles daneben. Das hatte ich noch nie. Ich denke mir das
ich bei meiner Bank ketzt nicht gut dastehe, aber  ich brauche
mein Internetbanking

Heute ist es so das Ich eine Email von meiner Bank bekam die meinen Vorschlag bezueglich meines Internetbanking ablehnte.
Spaeter war diese Email geloescht. Ich schrieb der Bank eine Email. Nach dem Versand erschien in rot eine Information  das diese Queued ist. Noch nicht ausgeliefert an DKB.
Das ist dann vermutlich google mein Emailbetreiber

Ich habe etwas wichtiges zu erledigen kann aber so nicht nach Kuala Lumpur weil ich wissen muss ob ich ueber meine Bank an Geld komme.

Beim Surfen merke ich das google chrome reibungslos funktioniert. Wenn ich eine anderen Suchmaschine nutze  dann kann surfen lange dauern. Wenn Ich einen anderen Browser als chrome nutze oeffnen sich moeglicherweise Internetseiten

nicht.

Ich hatte es wiederholt das Dateien auf meinem Geraet

ohne mein Wissen geloescht wurden.

Na gut, ich bin mit der Sicherheit nicht konsequent genug.

I had heavier harassment this night.
I did not like to do exercise today, but could still
do slow running. Trying to go faster results
in pain in the knee. I stop then because
going on then has already forced me to
stop for weeks before.
If harassment goes on I may have to stop
exercising because my legs won't go along
with it anymore which I had before repeatedly.
Decline of mental performance will follow.

I charged accidentally my tablet in the night. I forgot to
plug it out.
I woke up in the morning finished. I could not concentrate
the whole day on the topic I wanted

I had today a lot of stress in sleep and some programming
into my sleep. Partly was this due to allergies but I found
in the morning also a man who moved in a few days ago
doing psychic attacks in front of my room.
I felt sick much of the day and was in bed also much of it.

I had massive programming of abusing sex. Awake I
find myself longing for such which was before only to a much  smaller degree the case after stimulation of such.  Is this also the future of technology?

Abusers make targets compliant for rape with Mind  control technology.
Maybe the woman even marries her rapist afterwards.

Both she would not have done without the use of such technology

update

I had about a week already  stimulation
of all sorts of abusing sex. Before some time
it was not. Allergies may play a role

I had a lot of stimulation of abusing sex in Teluk Bahang.
Often it was heavy. I was sometimes for hours in bed or
completely down because of this.
I have a lot of voices which I think are not my own.
If the terror should stop I had to do  something for them,
I heard.
I notice something which I estimate as programming
to a social democrat. A lot of negative talk is going on
to get my mind down to make me to accept their rule.
But that may be also from my past
There was also massive reprogramming of SM Sex.
It overwhemes my consciousness when then is any
additional stimulation.
I can use my mind better for me it is not as good as it
used to be
There are also somethings which I see as manipulation.
I am forgetful. I cannot direct myself as good as
I could.

Recently I had a discussion with a woman about politics.
Afterwards I was annoyed about how things weht.
I lack skills to deal with how the discussion went and
also to express my feelings in time. I started thinking about
how to get off better the next time  and had some ideas.
I then heard a voice. "You won't make friends by this". The
voice as my enemy.

I had many times in Malaysia now hard stimulation oft abusing
sex. I am offen finished for the day then and do not do much  and
do  not like to speak.

I had the time in Malaysia most of the time sexual harassment. I stayed always in Chinese owned guesthouses. So much to Chinese hospitality. It does often not exist as there are hints that the owner of such may be involved in my harassment but they are for sure in my MC.
Harassment was repeatedly strong especially the last morning. Voices say they will destroy me now, harassment would remain strong.

The last days in Malaysia I had always stimulation
of abusing sex in sleep. Sometimes it was so strong
that I felt down the whole day and did not talk much.

Transhumanismus ante portas: der Mensch als Auslaufmodell

http://www.krisenvorsorge.com/transhumanismus-ante-portas-der-mensch-als-auslaufmodell/

Brain-Computer-Interface

„Ende März gab der milliardenschwere Unternehmer und Gründer der Unternehmen SpaceX und Tesla, Elon Musk, bekannt, mit dem neurowissenschaftlichen Startup Neuralin eine Mensch-Computer-Schnittstelle (BCI) entwickeln zu wollen. Ins Gehirn implantierte Elektroden sollen es künftig Menschen erlauben, per Gedankenübertragung mit Maschinen und anderen Menschen zu kommunizieren. Sprache und Bilder hätten schlicht eine zu geringe Datenrate, um die Kommunikation der Zukunft zu bewerkstelligen, so Musk.“

Auch Facebook kündigte vor zwei Wochen die Entwicklung eines Brain-Computer-Interfaces an. Jack Ma hingegen warnte zuletzt auf einer Konferenz vor den Folgen der ungeregelten Digitalisierung und Entwicklung von KI (künstlicher Intelligenz). Er sieht vor allem schwere Konflikte aus der zunehmenden Automatisierung von Arbeitsprozessen und dem Austausch von Menschen durch Roboter im Arbeitsalltag heraufziehen.

Ich halte es fuer wahrscheinlich das ich unfreiwilligerweise

schon mit  irgendwelcher Technik in Verbindung gebracht

wurde die meine Gedanken liest, mir ins Hirm quatscht aber

auch Stress,  Schmerzen verursacht.

In Malaysia now I have had no harassment at first.
Moreover I felt mentally free. I had myself the idea to
meditate again. For long time I not even could think of such
while some years ago meditation and learning English
 belonged to my daily life.
I had 3 days of harassment starting 4 days ago.  Yesterday
it was severe. I felt sick for the whole day  and was much in
bed. I have developed fear. I did not have that much some
years ago. I have had alzheimer's symptoms for long time
I do not know in hindsight exactly how many years I
assume at least 2 years. But remembering learning English
and meditating I could not do for longer time.

The last 3 days I had no stronger harassment. Yesterday I had
signs of recovering. But stimulation of abusing sex is still
there.

I had sexual harassment again. I had stronger pain today.
Programming kept me lartgely from doing what I want.
Though I explained what I do and why. This is anyway a
mistake to explain myself also in Thailand. No good.
Just get back on track and get past disturbers.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Voices announced so.
Before a talk about health. Psychiatry is no good I think or
better I know.
I described my alternative. Voices accepted.

I do not that easily speak about sex publicly.
At least sometimes. The stimulation of abusing
sex yesterday was gay stimulation. Today I had
stimulation of abusing sex again. It is also
programming of accepting abusing sex.
It affects my eyes heavily. I cannot read some
stuff anymore.