Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I slept yesterday in the norning without closing the shielding and did not have that much stress.
Last night I did and had very hard harassment. Voices said before I should not do it.They did not want it. But I did. I notice stress coming from one direction which I am not able to shield yet.

The poeple I meet in Chaiya are mostly nice this is what I enjoy. But I had again that sort of hidden harassment which is able to destroy me.

In Chaiya where I am now there are no foreigners so Thais are doing this.

So are Thais to me in Thailand for no visible reason. Not much about Thailand isn't it.

There are a bunch who are nice but in fact I have that hard harassment from Thais in several places all over the country. I also have to assume that a certain number of Thais knows what is going on and keeps quiet, say it different they silently support a enslavement or destruction of mine. So when I take the nice people and the disgusting ones together and look how I fare in Thailand I come for me to the following judgement at least for the last time.

The Thais are nice people? Bullchit, they are bastards!

I won't hide that this sort of harassment also happens to me in other countries but the people there are anyway not 'in danger' to be called nice. (Germany, Malaysia...)

That they were nice people is history.

May be Thailand is going along the globalisation of certain unhuman standards coming from America or Europe and gives up its superior level which they had in some areas.

It is not only my opinion. Two other foreigners who know Thailand for 20 years also said they they have turned a lot to the worse.

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