I had very heavy sexual harassment this time asleep.
The evening before I found out that my neighbor
the man in room 312 has been doing strong
stimulation of sadistic sex for the last time
I countered psychic attacks maybe it was he
who gave me the stress this morning.
The consequences of this harassment are
that I  can even stand stress less more people
touch my recent wounds so I am at best
alone.

I woke up and noticed having had very severe
harassment. I remained in bed for some time
because of this.

I have had stimulation of unwanted sex in sleep since my last posts some days ago. This stimulation stresses me a lot even to a burn out.

I had twice sexual harassment in the guesthouse
in Kuala Lumpur where I stay.
Once I noticed it was a person staying on the
same floor.
This sexual harassment is this time like before
connected to programming to a social democrat.
Such are social democrats, sexual abusing
people to bring them down, destroying
their health to make them join them by MC
technology. Social democrats
are so actually a dictatorial terrorist organisation
Conservative parties are no better.
That is why I don't think much the western
style democracy.

I had yesterday and today again stimulation of abusing sex
and with it a lot of stress during the day.

I woke up with pain yesterday and with strong pain
today. I spent some additional hours in bed.
Voices said that it would get even stronger they
would end my existence with this.

Will they try to drive me to suicide?
But it are just voices. But announcements
were often often right.

Again heavier sexual harassment which is also
programming in sleep last time.
A lot of talk in my head.

I had after the last post every time asleep stimulation
of abusing sex. Yesterday it was severe. I had longer
time  pain and stress from it. I noticed very strong
programming of gay sex, which will take time to
remove. Arthritis came back is sometimes better
sometimes worse. With my eyes this is the same.
I do no more feel that strong sense of being
kept down of not at all liking to do much. But on
the other side I am not that much up and active.
I am not back on my track just too passive.
I can deprogram mental influence. I can better
notice my own affairs.

Today I feel better than usual. I could go down
the stairs without any unpleasant feelings or
pain, I was not feeling that much down that I did
not want to do much, but scared about what I have
experienced for years. I did not have much talk in
my head nor were there any mind games playing.
Often scenarios get played in my mind and I have
work to stop them. This includes trials to set my
opinions

I have meanwhile some hints that the recent programming into
my sleep has been coming from room 8 beside me.
Two educated Muslims are staying there.
The programming has been done probably with just the mind.
I have to say  that contrary to usual experiences I did not
feel worse rather better than before the programming.
But I think this has also to do with that I had  some hours of good
sleep before I was woken up by this programming.
After the programming I could not go back to sleep for hours.
Manipulation I have still to deprogram.
I do not want to be treated in my back like this.