This time asleep I had very strong of programming of abusing sex and some stimulation of such. The programming gives me a lot of trouble. It was the most severe programming for a long time. During the day also voices to press me to a social democrat. The voices said they could act also much stronger but that would be dangerous. Once in Penang I was not even able to move my hand in a certain direction and there were als voices about the topic.

If the organised harassment I had in Thailand should stop or I get support to get it stopped I would be trying to be helpful in the crisis and I think I may have to say something useful.

I had four sexual stimulations of sex with violence which I would call rapes because of their dimension the last time I was in Thailand.

If police investigations I possibly will ask for will go similar disappointing ways like in the link below I will think of ways to answer this.

Multiple Farang Deaths in Phuket
http://www.bangkokpost.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=21&t=1844

What I speak about has to do how I am treated.

I had some reprogramming not stimulation of abusing sex.

I stay some time already in Ipoh. I quite often like today spent nearly the whole day in bed. Today there was nearly no harassment, but I notice a lot of mental stuff of the social democrats. I am not sure if all it brainwashing from the recent past or old stuff which got into my head as a child.

I felt miserable today spent a lot of time in bed today. Harassment was announced yesterday evening and it happened. But there are also my sensibilities again involved. I notice something which looks like brainwashing again.

I had stimulation of abusing sex again. I was woken up with it. I tried to find out. To my perception it was probably a customer in the postal office beside the place where I stay, but I was not able to find out who.
A restaurant is in the same house where I stay. Later some stimulation came from there.

I had programming in my dreams today which made me weaker. I recognize that it should me hinder to do what I want. The last time there has been also been set some structures in my brain by any means over radiation. This happened against my will without my knowledge and brings about stress, pain and a lot of work of deprogramming.
Voices say I should not be that uncritical and try to throw out all I notice. I think it is right. Terrorist's stuff should not be in my head.

Today I had something I had already many times. I did not hear my alarm clock ring and woke up sometime later. I was woken up by weaker stimulation of sexual abuse.
I had a lot of programming in my dreams.
I do not know how to counter this. Okay, from "mainstreamics" you anyway won't get useful answers in many important areas that often.

This time asleep no stimulation of abusing sex but programming of such. You tend just more to do it and have to deprogram it.

Today I am feeling miserable and I do not know the source for sure. My sensibility is for certainly to some degree involved but else?

Some days ago chemicals may have been used for harassment. I noticed this in Malaysia first in Penang. A T-shirt put out to dry had some white pulver on it. It gave me that much stress even after I had washed it again that I threw it away.
Comparable stress I had with one shirt some days ago. I just had to throw it away quite far away outside the house in a rubbish bin. I would like to get to know more about this stuff, especially which chemicals are used. It is easy to do, if you don't see someone putting such chemicals on your clothes you can hardly proove it.


Voices try to make me accept abusing sex again and again.
The stimulation of abusing sex alone gets me into a depression after some time.
Voices also try to get me to Germany for some time now.
That I stay that long in Malaysia and that I at all went there was programming which I did not counter.


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I had after some days off sexual harassment again this stuff. Then during the day hard psychic attacks in the guesthouse where I stay. There are some nes guests there.I assume it is from them.

I had again programming in my dreams yesterday. Today I woke up exhausted, but I assume that my sensibilities played a role in this.

I experience harassment all over Thailand. I had it in Malaysia some time ago at various places, I know it from Europe at different places.

There are others who experience it. It is a problem of our time.

The Cetorian
A blog on organized stalking.

http://thecetorian.wordpress.com./

Two days ago I had strong stimulation of abusing sex, I feel the consequences in contact to people during the day then. Today I woke up exhausted. Sensibilities are again a part of this but I notice also stuff which looks like programming to a social democrat.

Two days before I had stimulation of abusing sex, but there may be also my sensibility to chemicals play a role.
This time asleep again stimulation of bad sex but it seems to have been shorter time. I notice programming to buy a car for instance.
I got told to leave the dorm of the guesthouse Grocer's inn. They told me the dorm would be closed and redecorated. Well, I found out that a group of girls had booked the dorm in advance. They did not close it.
Last time when I was there they played also a popular game with money at the reception. I had to pay, placed some bills on the table. I looked for an instance away and in this moment a ten Malay ringit bill had left the table. I could not prove it.
It is my task to be mindful but the attitude towards guests in grocer's is another.
I was told that one guest left the house after swollen legs because of bed bugs.

I should have waited a little refering to the payment to Singapore and not drawn too early conclusions and spoken about it. I blamed somebody for doing this today shortly afterwards I did it myself.
Well, that's me but needn't be in future.

U actually wanted to go to Thailand. But now a payment I did to Singapore went wrong, so I have to go after that. I am not sure whether the origin of the problem is in Malaysia or Singapore
But in Malaysia games have always been played on me.
So I think it was a mistake to travel to Malaysia instead of going to Cambodia.
The whole thing is in line with voices which want me to stay there. Like it was with other corruption games I had there before.

The people are more friendly now but there is a lot left I do not like in Malaysia.

Apart from once I had sexual harassment all times asleep. I went to Kuala Lumpur because such attacks were less there in the past than in Penang or Kota Bahru.

I am in Kuala Lumpur some days and had twice sexual harassment during sleep. The last time quiete heavy. It was accompanied by programming in my dreams and voices I had a little later awake.

I had in Surat Thani again massive stimulation of abusing sex. That sophisticated I did not have that often. Many Thais are a sexual abusing loving people.

This time asleep there was massive programming to a social democrat. I noticed that the TV antenna may have been used. The terror is at least not like this that I can't do much anymore, like it was not that long ago. That does not mean that there is anything acceptable about it.