I have had massive sexual harassment over radiation
in sleep. Voices say it will continue until I am destroyed
Voices say much only some of it is true. Announcements
of harassment were often true. So the last harassment
also was announced. I assume that I can\t stand such
strong harassment in the long run.
I had twice last week heavy harassment which brought
back forgetfulness and very low concentration.
I had to do with such as a young man
which led to loss of job, but it was not always there
sometimes I managed for some time.
Later with a lot of meditation this was better, I did in
Europe partly 3 hours a day, but the
last time with hard harassment it came back.

I had very heavy stimulation of abusing sex
in the first night in Penang.
Forgetfulness being stressed out came with it.
I am not that accepted there and this is
usually enough for such. Too many human beings
never get above the level being a piece of shit
Not much about them.
Hey chit why not give me 50$ that I can enjoy
my laziness better? Don't like this? You can also
give me 100$.

I had like yesterday asleep stimulating of abusing sex
I could no more sleep afterwards so I lack sleep of
two nights.I notice that after such stress I can
hardly concentrate and mentally work.
This is probably intended.

Yesterday evening I had voices that I now would be weak
and they finally could program me.
I had a lot of programming to a social democrat in the
night. Loks as if  the West is terrorist controlled.

I had very heavy sexual harassment this time asleep.
The evening before I found out that my neighbor
the man in room 312 has been doing strong
stimulation of sadistic sex for the last time
I countered psychic attacks maybe it was he
who gave me the stress this morning.
The consequences of this harassment are
that I  can even stand stress less more people
touch my recent wounds so I am at best
alone.

I woke up and noticed having had very severe
harassment. I remained in bed for some time
because of this.

I have had stimulation of unwanted sex in sleep since my last posts some days ago. This stimulation stresses me a lot even to a burn out.

I had twice sexual harassment in the guesthouse
in Kuala Lumpur where I stay.
Once I noticed it was a person staying on the
same floor.
This sexual harassment is this time like before
connected to programming to a social democrat.
Such are social democrats, sexual abusing
people to bring them down, destroying
their health to make them join them by MC
technology. Social democrats
are so actually a dictatorial terrorist organisation
Conservative parties are no better.
That is why I don't think much the western
style democracy.

I had yesterday and today again stimulation of abusing sex
and with it a lot of stress during the day.

I woke up with pain yesterday and with strong pain
today. I spent some additional hours in bed.
Voices said that it would get even stronger they
would end my existence with this.

Will they try to drive me to suicide?
But it are just voices. But announcements
were often often right.

Again heavier sexual harassment which is also
programming in sleep last time.
A lot of talk in my head.

I had after the last post every time asleep stimulation
of abusing sex. Yesterday it was severe. I had longer
time  pain and stress from it. I noticed very strong
programming of gay sex, which will take time to
remove. Arthritis came back is sometimes better
sometimes worse. With my eyes this is the same.
I do no more feel that strong sense of being
kept down of not at all liking to do much. But on
the other side I am not that much up and active.
I am not back on my track just too passive.
I can deprogram mental influence. I can better
notice my own affairs.

Today I feel better than usual. I could go down
the stairs without any unpleasant feelings or
pain, I was not feeling that much down that I did
not want to do much, but scared about what I have
experienced for years. I did not have much talk in
my head nor were there any mind games playing.
Often scenarios get played in my mind and I have
work to stop them. This includes trials to set my
opinions

I have meanwhile some hints that the recent programming into
my sleep has been coming from room 8 beside me.
Two educated Muslims are staying there.
The programming has been done probably with just the mind.
I have to say  that contrary to usual experiences I did not
feel worse rather better than before the programming.
But I think this has also to do with that I had  some hours of good
sleep before I was woken up by this programming.
After the programming I could not go back to sleep for hours.
Manipulation I have still to deprogram.
I do not want to be treated in my back like this.

Ich hatte die letzten Tage wieder Stimulation von
missbraeuchlichem Sex.

Two days ago I had massive stimulation of abusiving sex and how I later noted
a lot of programming in sleep. The following day I was completely down
and did not do much. I did deprogramming today and feel to some
degree better. 

I have a Pons dictionary for android  just recently installed on my tablet.
I just used for looking up words in an article. Afterwards I wanted to have another look on the words in the history. But it was not there. The history feature was not available. I checked several times, I did not find it.
I wrote an email to the developers. Afterwards I went back to the dictionary. The   history feature was there then but as proof that it had not been there before only one word the most recent was listed in the history. I have in the ongoing instance of using the dictionary looked up more than 10 words. I did not close the dictionary for writing an email and I switched to and forth the dictionary app before many times.
I do not know.

I have had harassment during sleep last time. It made my day miserable.
Any radiation was it, it may have been done by humans around.   I ask with this people around to tell me if they notice something

The last days again stimulation of unwanted sex without my consent. Sometimes little but also twice strong.
When it is stronger it gives me considerable stress. I noticed twice in the gesthouse people doing it.

I had all the last days stimulation of abusing sex
in sleep.
Sometimes this brings me in emotional trouble.
First I am stressed and more sensitive to psychic
attacks second I am more vulnerable to such
attacks because I just had such in sleep. Third
I fear more attacks and so sometimes situations
are for me more difficult and this isobviously for others
to notice.