Again massive Stimulation of abusing sex. The programming which comes along with it lives on. I have a lot of deprogramming to do. There is also a danger that such programming is successful and brings you to a closer relationship with abusing sex. I assume Thais are involved. I have this abuse that often that I think. There are many sexual abusers in Thailand, many monsters in Thailand. But I have this at other places too. But how should such points heal when it gets stimulated again and again. And because the wounds are kept open others jump on it. It is a vicious circle and a disaster in my life also apart from the suffering caused by this. Stimulation of abusing sex alone can lead to a burn out when it happens a lot and makes relationships much more difficult.
There is another question. Are people that primitive that they are greedy on a sexual abuse when people cannot defend themselves? It looks like this. I have this stimulation always during sleep when I am not aware of what happens.

Psychology Today Hit Piece Labels Conspiracy Thinking A Psychotic Illness

http://www.prisonplanet.com/psychology-today-hit-piece-labels-conspiracy-thinking-a-psychotic-illness.html


Some years ago I spoke several times with a man who stated to be a former FBI agent.
On the question how I could escape MC he said. "Not at all, because nearly all governments around the world like to use it."

About 10 years ago I met twice with an American carpenter in Bangkok. We were neighbors in a guesthouse. The second time I met him I said: 'You are in the system why do you work for them?'
I had recognized him being in the system( A system which internationally harasses selected people whereever they go) because he spoke nearly exactly the same way as the voices I heard in my head the way before. This is a sign of being under mindcontrol when such things happen.
As far I know I found something about that point on http://www.bugsweeps.com/.
A service which specializes in countering als such stuff.

Well the American admitted that he worked for the system. He said, 'I work for them because I am too weak. I could not resist. I have lost everything I had through the terror of this system.'He was not willing to give me his name or address. This I had always when I recognized someone in the system.

Such psychologists like the one mentioned in the link from above make it clear, they are highly probable a threat to those who ask them for help.

I am serious about this. My sister is a social worker. She said that with therapies it would be like this. One third has effect. One third has no effect. One third brings about damage.
Further one third of the problems which look worth treating disappear when time passes or the people manage to get along with it.
Not that much about psychologists. psychiatrists, doctors and so on...

The last two times asleep again massive stimulation of abusing sex and programming once in Surat Thani and once in Chaiya.

This time asleep I had again strong stimulation of abusing sex in Surat Thani and also programming in my dreams.

The last time asleep I had again noticeable stimulation of abusing sex. This I did not the last days.

MC may have to do with bringing me that far down that I would be put in a home for the disabled.. There I was under control. It was possible to keep me under control there by doctors durgs and so on and exploit me mentally.
Last week I was thinking to get some money out of Germany . The result is that I am passive for some days and don't get much done. I was not that passive before I thought about this.
It could mean that this people are also behind my few bugs. Too many Thais are corrupt enough to support such things.

This night again massive stimulation of abusing sex. They again want to program me to a gay.
I mentioned some days before that in my google mail an add appeared 'how to attract men'.
One man showed up and acted in a way which makes me think he is a member of the Thai gang stalking system.

I am three days in Chaiya now and have two times hard harassment during sleep.
It is difficult to find out where it is from. It can be from anywhere.
On the other hand yesterday evening I was in my flat and noted that one stress source coming from the right when you look from outside the flat no longer was there.
Usually massive stress came from the electric meter and the electric main switch which also changed in strength. This also was no longer there.
I was happy that this was over. But then voices stated it is only for some time.

If for such things is no help available it shows that we live in a despotism.

The last two days again sexual harassment and programming in my head during sleep in Songkla.

Probably Thais involved.

For me the people in Songkla are altogether not friendly enough to see this town as an interesting tourist place.

Last time I stated there were no attacks. I am not sure now. Twice there was arousal of abusing sex. It was very strong. I get in trouble then.
I have to do with it myself, but I know by experience there are others doing psychic attacks or else when it is strong like this.
Sometimes I caught them with my method to check radiaton. When I shield then the arousal was over or just weak. But I did not do this this time.

I had no noticable attacks the last days. For me this is wonderful. I do not often have this. But I have voices. But they are not stressful like so often.
My sensibility plays a role in some stuff.

This night in Padang Bezar I had again progamming in my dreams and stimulation of abusing sex. Athe programming should produce a positive feeling to the German social democrats (Die rote Pest)
This terror makes contact very difficult. I am sufering usually longer time from this programming and stimulation.

So, I can't get help against MC and electronic harassment? The fucking US empire is dominating the world and highly probably responsible for the politics in this area.

The US spends many times more on its military than any other country. It is for subduing the world under its partial madness. And this must be stopped before it is too late.

On the following site you see many important things

http://www.globalissues.org/article/75/world-military-spending#WorldMilitarySpending


from this site is
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US military spending is more than the next 46 highest spending countries in the world combined

US military spending is 5.8 times more than China, 10.2 times more than Russia, and 98.6 times more than Iran.

US military spending is almost 55 times the spending on the six “rogue” states (Cuba, Iran, Libya, North Korea, Sudan and Syria) whose spending amounts to around $13 billion, maximum. (Tabulated data does not include four of the six, as the data only lists nations that have spent over 1 billion in the year, so their budget is assumed to be $1 billion each)

US spending is more than the combined spending of the next 45 countries.

The United States and its strongest allies (the NATO countries, Japan, South Korea and Australia) spend $1.1 trillion on their militaries combined, representing 72 percent of the world’s total.

The six potential “enemies,” Russia, and China together account for about $205 billion or 29% of the US military budget.
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You see the eminent threat the US poses to the world which must be addressed.

The interesting point is the US has to borrow a lot to get its budget covered. The Chinese are these who lend most and have a communist government. So coordinated action with all banks and other lenders should be possible. Maybe Russian and lenders from other countries would also cooperate. There is a chance to use lending power to control the US budget and drive the military budget massively down, force it to end its wars and forces it to close many military bases. If that would not happen the US would not be able to get money for its budget.


The Chinese would remove with this also the American threat against its country (US military spending is nearly 6 times higher than that of China)
It is a simple idea. There play probably many things a role I cannot estimate here.

It would be good when the threat of a horrible mainstream dictatorship could be eliminated.

The US leadership does not see that Globalisation finishes many chances mankind has.
In many areas I just do not agree with what the US does but when time passes I see that many countries are just following its politics.

To remove the military threat of the US is an important step to give the countries the possibility to do their real own politics.
It will be supportive to give them the chance to grow and develop according to their own culture, history the peoples wishes and needs and not to be pressed in a scheme coming from the US and its allies.
To stop this threat supports to uphold and bring back personal freedom and humanity. Mainstream does not accept personal freedom and removes humanity.
To find out you have to look into the society in more detail.
When there is no one left who can defend himself against the US horrible abuses from it get probable because countries outside it don't have the power to enforce justice.
The US government can just steal money or anything of value around the globe and nobody can do anything.

I was in Suan Mokh some days. Sometimes harrassment and sometimes not.
Now in Padang Bezar I had programming in my dreams in the early morning and sexual harassment later. This sexual harassment are probably psychic attacks from people there. Not necessarily planned harassment.

I stay in Suan Mok. I had the last time asleep again sexual harassment and programming in my dreams. A lot of voices are there which are probably not my own.

Yesterday I woke up after sleep and was already exhausted. I did not notice stimulation of abusing sex. But soon later I noticed massive programming. That strong I for sure did not have this often before. It was that strong that it is hard to resist. It is just a strong programming of enjoying abusing sex, that strong that it covers the negative sides of it. I was shocked about this it is also very traumatising. I did a lot of deprogramming and still have to do. The day before this I had strong programming of another sort of abusing sex and a lot of work with it.
With these repeated massive programming and traumatising they can break people. You just can't get behind to work it out and are finally overburdened.
This is sophisticated terrorism and it is said that the governments were the culprits.

The last time asleep massive stimulation and programming of abusing sex. Two days before I intended to meditate a lot. But I lied down for a nap in the afternoon and woke up later in the middle of the night and could no more sleep then. Voices say with meditation I could escape enslavement. But it is difficult for me to go to a monastery. I find again and again something in the way. I have to get it.

Again stimulation of abusing sex. I notice also programs which I refer to social democrats.
The wounds are kept open and widened. Some Thais feel my wounds and ridicule me.

This morning again severe stimulation of abusing sex. The whole thing goes on.

The last days again Stimulation of abusing sex and programming. The stress brings my concentration and power down for some time. When the abuse is stronger and repeatedly I won't recover. Voices said repeatedly that they could not win without this abusing sex.