Thursday, July 19, 2012

Vor zwei Tagen hatte ich in Penang schwere Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex.
Gestern hatte ich ebenfalls Stimulaton von solcher in Had Yai.
Heute morgen hatte ich schwere Stimulation von solchem In Surat Thani.

Saturday, July 07, 2012

Two days ago I had strong programming of lust for sadistic sex which brought me in difficulties for some time. Today I notice that acceptance of the mainstream of psychiatry is programmed.
Democrats idiots mindset seems to be programmed very heavily.
I did not notice much happening during sleep. But during the day I was tired and felt an decreased bodily strength. My mind is down.
There is programming which makes it difficult to meditate at all.
And meditation is it which helps me to keep me up.
Doctors you can't talk to, police are no help. In Germany and probably in Thailand some are inside.
When I think over this programming to accept mainstream. this MC stuff for 17 years gang stalking for about the same time, that is terrorism, the proper term should be terrorism of the state.
There are no laws on this in Germany and no federal laws on this in the US.
As long as there are no laws and no means readily available for  law enforcement  to find out such crimes (detect) and get the criminals or other ways are used to stop such crimes the state terrorism will go on,




Two days ago I had strong programming of lust for sadistic sex which brought me in difficulties for some time. Today I notice that acceptance of the mainstream of psychiatry is programmed.
Democrats idiots mindset seems to be programmed very heavily.
I did not notice much happening during sleep. But during the day I was tired and felt an decreased bodily strength. My mind is down.
There is programming which makes it difficult to meditate at all.
And meditation is it which helps me to keep me up.
When I notice this programming to accept mainstream. That is terrorism by mainstream.
This MC stuff for 17 years gang stalking for about the same time, That is terrorism. They destroy my life and have fun with it. Such is a disorder of society.
Doctors you can't talk to, police are no help. In Germany and probably in Thailand some are inside. There no laws on this in Germany related  and no federal laws on this in the US.
Also because of this I think the mainstream is in part a terrorist rule. We need a new war on terrorism.
But this won't happen. The terrorists are too powerful.


Two days ago I had strong programming of lust for sadistic sex which brought me in difficulties for some time. Today I notice that acceptance of the mainstream of psychiatry is programmed.
Democrats idiots mindset seems to be programmed very heavily.
I did not notice much happening during sleep. But during the day I was tired and felt an decreased bodily strength. My mind is down.
There is programming which makes it difficult to meditate at all.
And meditation is it which helps me to keep me up.
When I notice this programming to accept mainstream. That is terrorism by mainstream.
This MC stuff for 17 years gang stalking for about the same time, That is terrorism. They destroy my life and have fun with it. Such is a disorder of society.
Doctors you can't talk to, police are no help. In Germany and probably in Thailand some are inside. There no laws on this in Germany related  and no federal laws on this in the US.
Also because of this I think the mainstream is in part a terrorist rule. We need a new war on terrorism.
But this won't happen. The terrorists are too powerful.


Two days ago I had strong programming of lust for sadistic sex which brought me in difficulties for some time. Today I notice that acceptance of the mainstream of psychiatry is programmed.
Democrats idiots mindset seems to be programmed very heavily.
I did not notice much happening during sleep. But during the day I was tired and felt an decreased bodily strength. My mind is down.
There is programming which makes it difficult to meditate at all.
And meditation is it which helps me to keep me up.
When I notice this programming to accept mainstream. That is terrorism by mainstream.
This MC stuff for 17 years gang stalking for about the same time, That is terrorism. They destroy my life and have fun with it. Such is a disorder of society.
Doctors you can't talk to, police are no help. In Germany and probably in Thailand some are inside. There no laws on this in Germany related  and no federal laws on this in the US.
Also because of this I think the mainstream is in part a terrorist rule. We need a new war on terrorism.
But this won't happen. The terrorists are too powerful.


Two days ago I had strong programming of lust for sadistic sex which brought me in difficulties for some time. Today I notice that acceptance of the mainstream of psychiatry is programmed.
Democrats idiots mindset seems to be programmed very heavily.
I did not notice much happening during sleep. But during the day I was tired and felt an decreased bodily strength. My mind is down.
There is programming which makes it difficult to meditate at all.
And meditation is it which helps me to keep me up.
When I notice this programming to accept mainstream. That is terrorism by mainstream.
This MC stuff for 17 years gang stalking for about the same time, That is terrorism.
Doctors you can't talk to, police are no help. In Germany and probably in Thailand some are inside. There no laws on this in Germany related  and no federal laws on this in the US.
Also because of this I think the mainstream is in part a terrorist rule. We need a new war on terrorism.
But this won't happen. The terrorists are too powerful.


Tuesday, July 03, 2012

Ich bin eine Weile in Malaysia. Eine Woche hatte ich Ruhe vor irgendwelchem hintenrum Aeger und Terror dann ging es wieder los.
Die letzten Tage startete es wieder mit Programmierung in meine Traeume und Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex.
Stimmen die ich nicht fuer meine halte verursachen wieder Aerger. Ich weiss nicht wo dies herkommt.

Auch als ich vorher in Malaysia war es teilweise auch der Fall das geschickt manipuliert und schikaniert wurde ueber irgendwelche Strahlung.

Ich bin abgeneigt nach Thailand zu fahren weil dort wo ich meine Wohnung habe Leute sind die problematisch fuer mich waren und es wohl auch weiterhn sein werden.
Dort hatte ich die massivste Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex die ich abgesehen von Penang in den Anfangsjahren sonst nirgendwo erlebt habe. Das ist viel besser geworden aber die Neigung der Leute gerade wenn es um sadischen Sex geht ist da.


Ich war in der letzten Zeit depressiv.
Nun habe ich entdeckt das Programmierung mich davon abgehalten hat viel zu meditieren, das Programmierung sich gegen mein Englischlernen richtet und das Programmierung mich allgemein niederdrueckt. Hirnwaesche also,ueber irgendwelche Strahlung , das meiste in Thailand.  Ich weiss nicht ob dieses auch woanders stattgefuenden haette . In Deutshland hat der Hintenrumterror und MC  gegen mich begonnen in anderen Laendern in Europa fand er auch statt.
Mit Deprogrammierung kann ich hoffentlich die Programme rauswerfen.
Wenn ich dies die letzte Zeit versucht hatte wurde nicht anschliessend wieder gegenprogrammiert.

Ich habe nach laengerer Zeit schweren Terrors in Thailand angefangen geistige Fehler zu machen, Denkweisen die Niedergeschlagenheit foerdern etablierten sich, besser gesagt ich etablierte sie. Jetzt, nachdem ich eine gewisse Zeit weniger Terror hatte wird dies wieder ein Thema ueber das ich nachdenke.

Mir ging es koerperlich eine lange Zeit schlecht. Wenn ich einen 15 minutigen
Spaziergang begann, kam ich nicht weit. Ich setzte mich in ein Cafe. Ich
Meist versuchte ich es gar nicht. Es war mir zuviel.
Das ist die letzte Zeit deutlich besser geworden aber psychisch bin ich noch
kreaftlos.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

This time asleep I had several times stimulation of abusing sex and also programming.

Saturday, June 09, 2012

I had no harder noticable harassment the last time. But I notice that mental influence anyway increases. Something like an takeover like who decides and thinks is going on. That means that stuff that does not fit in the social democratic idiotologie they try to throw out. Supplements are for long a part of the attack. Eating greens is difficult.
Social democrats or democrats possibly the largest terror organisation of the world.
They tried me to blackmail with their power to follow them. They can everywhere go against me apparently There is another thing. The voices can tell me anything. The terror began when the biggest failure of recent German history Helmut Kohl, he pushed the Euro, was ruling and I notice that the knowledge about this stuff seemed  to be spread.,

Monday, June 04, 2012

Newer stronger Terror started a few days ago in Malaysia. The same day the newspaper the Star had a report that maids form Indonesia would come again to Malaysia.
I actually was starting to recover, getting more active, with that terror new I get more passive again

Thursday, May 31, 2012

I had the last time in Penang some hard harassment. There are some signs that the direct environment
was involved. I was in bed because of the harassment for several days and just up for food.
The last days I did not notice much harassment. But I am still  depressed and find it quite some times difficult to get active or to tackle some kinds problems. Hidden terror combined with human rights propaganda. Western Standard.

Friday, May 25, 2012

I had programming in my sleep twice. This is actually changing my behavior. I think it also has to do with my depression. My way I define my is not accepted at least by a certain number of people in Thailand and at least some are disgusting enough to try to do something against it which results in programming of my mind with the intention to change it.
Well, idiotic Thais don't have to tell me anything! I know too many Thais as arrogant and stupid. But they affect me with this programming which is possibly done by psychic attacks not far from me.
I assume this has to be learned. I would like to know if there is anybody who wants to share such knowledge.



Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Monsters of Chaiya

Today afternoon I tried to meditate more than usual. I will try to keep it up to get out of my depression and meditation is simply the best means I know to achieve that.About 2 hours later I woke up, What I noticed in my mind let me assume that I just had a lot of programming to keep me down.
I went out and found the man of house number one of our block doing psychic attacks on me contacting me over energy with sexual abusing feelings. The third time the few days I am there. The first time it was very strong. But I  state I am not really sure that he did it the first time.
Programming and stimulation was strong. A horrible part of it is that positive feelings with the abuse got strenghtened very much. So in future stimulation of bad sex may overpower my senses and and people aroung may be going for more than just for stimulation.
On the premises there are at the moment apart from me just three men, all of some bodily strength. The man I spoke about, another neighbor who joined psychic attacks related to abusing sex the last time and the son of the landlady who gave me to feel psychic attacks related to abusing sex some time ago and this time a little.
So I feel a threat that things can get worse there
I have no support there. 

Tuesday, May 22, 2012


Is it advisable for an targeted individual to buy a more expensive bug detector ( 500 $ or more ) than such available for 200-250 $ to be able to detect implants and bugs.  Are the more expensive ones capable of detecting bugs in a farther distance lets say 10 m. Is the latter of bigger importance for victims?
The strong stimulation a few days before may have been by one of my neighbors. I got stimulation during the day now. Another neighbor also joined the stimulation the day after I had the heavy one.

Monday, May 21, 2012

In Padang Bezar in Thailand I had twice stimulation of abusing sex.
On the second day there was some police around the place where I stayed for some time.
The next day I had no stimulation of bad sex.
In Chaiya I had once very heavy stimulation of such.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

I have more or less voices which are not my own and brainwashing to accept the western society as it is.
In the face that the western society is just staying for some time, it is in many areas just too weak not sustainable just another misery from western culture.
On the other hand I would not like to exchange it for something worse. But in some areas it is rather bad Psychiatry is an example.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

I had  stimulation and programing of abusing sex in Padang Bezar in Thailand. This was announced before.

Monday, May 07, 2012

Ich stelle Programmierung fest. Es handelt sich um eine Akzeptanzprogrammierung von mainstream medien. Sie ist an Gefuehlt gekoppelt. Das Ganze geht schon eine ganze Weile vor sich und diese Programmierung wird stark.
Ich hatte wieder Programmierung von missbraeuchlichem Sex diese ist sehr stark gewesen. Ich habe Muehe diese aus dem Kopf zu bekommen.
Gestern hatte ich  starke Schikanen ueber Strahlen. Ich habe am Tag kaum etwas gemacht.

Saturday, May 05, 2012

Ich hatte in Penang mehrmals Reprogramierung von mussbreauchlichem Sex. Das war schmerzhaft. stressig fuer den jeweiligen Tag. Die letzten beiden Tage war dann weniger los in dieser Hinsicht.
Meine Gesundheitsprobleme vergroessern sich durch diese permanenten Schikanen. An einem schikenenfreien Tag kann ich ohne Schmerzen die Treppe hochgehen,. sonst nicht.
Schwaches Herz, mein Augenlicht reagiert anscheinend auf den Terror und Depressionen. Die gesundheitlichen Problems koennen durch den Terror nur schwerlich besser werden. auch wenn ich fuer die Gesundheit etwas tuhe da der Terror die Ursache fuer die Probleme ist.
Ich habe oft Schmerzen in der linken Brust die bei Stress groesser werden.
Natuerlich beachte ich die wichtige Regel bei Krankheit eben nicht so einfach zu einem Arzt zu rennen.
Der macht dich mit chemischen Drogen mit deren Nebenwirkungen nur noch noch kraenker wenn der ueberhaupt zuhoert und sich mehr als ein paar Minuten Zeit nimmt und nicht nur Painkiller und Antibiotika
verschreibt. Aber wenn der sich Zeit nimmt kommt der vieleicht mit irgendwelchen teuren Tests oder
Behandlungen.. So sind Aerzte nunmal.

Ich fuerchte Thailand. Als ich auf dem Weg nach Malaysia in Surat Thani im Hotel Bandon schlief wurde ich wie frueher oft um 3 Uhr geweckt dann um 5 Uhr ueber Strahlung oder auch Energie von Menschen. Dies war dann begleitet von gestresst sein von den jeweiligen Angriffen. In Chaiya war nchts systematische Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex. Am ersten Tag war nichts aber dann ging es wieder los.
Es kann sein das der Terror deswegen  ist weil ich mich nicht so verhalte oder nicht so bin wie es irgendwelche Thaiidioten  erwarten. Das reicht dann um Terror zu befuerworten. Indizien dafuer hatte ich schon mal.
Ich habe natuerlich nicht das geringste Interesse irgendwelche Thaivorstellungen zu erfuellen.

Thailand hat ein ausgedehntes Gangstalking Terrorsystem das jeden an den meisten Orten in Thailand schikanieren kann. Nicht viel ueber Thailand. Auf der andere Seitespielt bei der Sache  auch
Korruption eine Sache.