I had again strong stimulating of abusing sex during sleep. Sensivities may have played a role.

I recognize programming to like the candidate of SPD and Greens for presdident in Germany Joachim Gsuck. There was also stimulating of abusing sex.

At the first glance I do not like him at all and prefer Wulff, the candidate of the conservatives, to him strongly.

Gauck speaks for freedom.
To really support freedom would be against the essence of what the SPD is made of, an elitist organisation to represent the interest of the ordinary people in a way which serves the elite.
This means actually to control and suppress the ordinary people and lie to them to hide the real aims. So the SPD will never really be for freedom for the ordinary people.
Well, a candidate for predident who speaks for freedom won't have that big influence and does not contradict the aims of the SPD and can win votes.

Since I came last to Chaiya I have severe ongoing harassment. The days in Suan Mokh are not different. Today I woke up there with strong pain, there was also stimulation of abusing sex. Later during the day I recognized there was strong programming to a gay established in my head. Such programming is already going on for some time.
The harassment is all days strong maybe dangerous.

The hard harassment I had the last days lead quickly to getting more passive doing not that much anymore. I am in Suan Mokh now again.

The last days I had every time asleep sexual harassment. Two days ago severe. Yesterday stimulation of abusing sex awake. Today I can easily go against certain abusing sex awake, yesterday I could not.

I had the last three days in Chaiya again strong sexual harassment and programming. The day before yesterday and today I just lay down for hours during the day and did nothing. Without the harassment I can be more active I am just not that depressed.

Last time asleep in Chaiya there was long time stimulation of abusing sex. But I am not sure how much my sensitivities play a role in this. There was also something like programming together with a movie about enforcing abusing sex through blackmailing.

I had yesterday in Surat Thani again stimulation of abusing sex in the place where I stay. I had it already before there.

The last time asleep I had programming in my dreams and brainwashing to a social democrat. I feel weak.
Thais involved no foreigners around.
As a matter of fact there are mostly too many Thais around who are just a fuck for me. It is awful that so many participate in such stuff against me and this contributes certainly to a worse picture of the Thai people

I had three days in Suan Mokh stimulating and programming of gay sex during sleep.
Now in my flat I had the last time asleep in the morning stronger stimulating of abusing sex.

I had last night programming in my dreams and a lot of stimulation of abusing sex in Suan Mokh. Probably MC but in the morning I noticed someone close also involved in psychic attacks.

I am staying at Suan Mokh. Two nights ago I had again strong stimulation of abusing sex. I am quite sure it was MC.
The last night I stayed in Chaiya then not in Suan Mokh.
Voices want to get me out of Suan Mokh. I do a lot of meditation there. And this meditation is that strong support that it prevents that they can destroy me at the moment.
So they have to get me out. I haven't done that much meditation the last four years because MC prevented this. After lunch I went to a internet cafe at Suan Mokh. It started raining heavily and did not stop for hours. so I can't go to my meditation place.

Mindcontrol (Geisteskontrolle) und LIDA auf CNN

http://waves.lima-city.de/joomla/filme/100-mindcontrol-und-lida-auf-cnn.html

daraus

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. Der militärische und geheimdienstliche Nutzen einer solchen Technik liegt auf der Hand.
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Mein Kommentar:

Auch Bevoelkerungskontrolle, neue Sklaverei und Ausbeutung ist wahrscheinlich schon ein taeglicher Nutzen fuer Organisationen die Zugang zu solchen Waffen haben wie eben politische Parteien. Ich nehme wahr das ich zum Sozialdemokraten programmiert werden soll.

This evening was tried to program in my mind. It was programming to obey a special political system. (the top to bottom centered totalitarian system of the red pest or the generally mainstream system?). That would mean finishing freedom.

I recognized also psychic attacks coming from monks in the dharma hall close to the dorm where I stay in Suan Mokh now.
I had a lot of sexual harassmen of monks in Suan Mokh over the years. Why are these people generally respected people.

I had massive gay programmming during sleep this morning. Possibly psychic attacks. Or MC I do not know.
I tried to talk about this topic but there is no understanding. They just blame me.
Some of the weakest talks I ever had about psychic attacks. It does not make sense to talk to them about this topic anymore. It probaly has to do that some like this form of discrimination and or do not accept me as a person may be others don't understand the topic.

Today strong sexual harassment. I have assumptions who did it. Repulsive.

I had this time asleep strong programming of abusing sex. This destroyed conversation today because this is just there the mind tends to go there and drags others into it during conversation. I spent a lot of time in bed the last two days. Yesterday I was told during a massage that I probably had fever. Ah, that was the reason for this but not the only one.
I also recovered from attacks which had brought me down while sleeping long. But yesterday morning new attacks destroyed this effect.

This night was again sexual harassment.
During the day I feel weak. I sleep very long. Sometimes to walk is stress for me. I have difficulty sticking with meditation.
Possibly there is not much future for me anymore.

The last time asleep I had strong programming in my dreams which I would call brainwashing because new structures were tried to set in my brain.
I was and still am exhausted from this. I have been lying down repeatedly longer time during the day. Sometimes my movements are affected from the terror.
The difference to the past is that there was no direct sexual harassment.
This seems to have stopped some weeks ago in Malaysia in Ipoh after a story I tell separate. Well it can start again at any time but I hope not.

I had very strong stimulation of abusing sex during sleep in Suan Mokh today.
Every sex I do not want to have stimulated is abusing sex.
Through the strong stimulation others also start to stimulate and I get a very bad day.

Today I had what I had many times. In the guesthouse somebody had checked in beside me I was woken up in the early morning by any radiation then something in the room beside me fell to the ground. Usually I feel stressed and in pain because the whole thing included harassment over radiation in any way. I did not feel that bad at that moment but harassment effects show sometimes later. IF I went to the police and accused the person of harassment and the person denied everything and there are no devices in the room obviously for this I would be there making claims without base.
Nevertheless is such harassment important to address but I do not yet know how.

I went to sleep again after some time and had some pain when I woke up. The source I do not know It may have been programming or my allergies to something around me.