Tuesday, July 03, 2012

Ich bin eine Weile in Malaysia. Eine Woche hatte ich Ruhe vor irgendwelchem hintenrum Aeger und Terror dann ging es wieder los.
Die letzten Tage startete es wieder mit Programmierung in meine Traeume und Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex.
Stimmen die ich nicht fuer meine halte verursachen wieder Aerger. Ich weiss nicht wo dies herkommt.

Auch als ich vorher in Malaysia war es teilweise auch der Fall das geschickt manipuliert und schikaniert wurde ueber irgendwelche Strahlung.

Ich bin abgeneigt nach Thailand zu fahren weil dort wo ich meine Wohnung habe Leute sind die problematisch fuer mich waren und es wohl auch weiterhn sein werden.
Dort hatte ich die massivste Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex die ich abgesehen von Penang in den Anfangsjahren sonst nirgendwo erlebt habe. Das ist viel besser geworden aber die Neigung der Leute gerade wenn es um sadischen Sex geht ist da.


Ich war in der letzten Zeit depressiv.
Nun habe ich entdeckt das Programmierung mich davon abgehalten hat viel zu meditieren, das Programmierung sich gegen mein Englischlernen richtet und das Programmierung mich allgemein niederdrueckt. Hirnwaesche also,ueber irgendwelche Strahlung , das meiste in Thailand.  Ich weiss nicht ob dieses auch woanders stattgefuenden haette . In Deutshland hat der Hintenrumterror und MC  gegen mich begonnen in anderen Laendern in Europa fand er auch statt.
Mit Deprogrammierung kann ich hoffentlich die Programme rauswerfen.
Wenn ich dies die letzte Zeit versucht hatte wurde nicht anschliessend wieder gegenprogrammiert.

Ich habe nach laengerer Zeit schweren Terrors in Thailand angefangen geistige Fehler zu machen, Denkweisen die Niedergeschlagenheit foerdern etablierten sich, besser gesagt ich etablierte sie. Jetzt, nachdem ich eine gewisse Zeit weniger Terror hatte wird dies wieder ein Thema ueber das ich nachdenke.

Mir ging es koerperlich eine lange Zeit schlecht. Wenn ich einen 15 minutigen
Spaziergang begann, kam ich nicht weit. Ich setzte mich in ein Cafe. Ich
Meist versuchte ich es gar nicht. Es war mir zuviel.
Das ist die letzte Zeit deutlich besser geworden aber psychisch bin ich noch
kreaftlos.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

This time asleep I had several times stimulation of abusing sex and also programming.

Saturday, June 09, 2012

I had no harder noticable harassment the last time. But I notice that mental influence anyway increases. Something like an takeover like who decides and thinks is going on. That means that stuff that does not fit in the social democratic idiotologie they try to throw out. Supplements are for long a part of the attack. Eating greens is difficult.
Social democrats or democrats possibly the largest terror organisation of the world.
They tried me to blackmail with their power to follow them. They can everywhere go against me apparently There is another thing. The voices can tell me anything. The terror began when the biggest failure of recent German history Helmut Kohl, he pushed the Euro, was ruling and I notice that the knowledge about this stuff seemed  to be spread.,

Monday, June 04, 2012

Newer stronger Terror started a few days ago in Malaysia. The same day the newspaper the Star had a report that maids form Indonesia would come again to Malaysia.
I actually was starting to recover, getting more active, with that terror new I get more passive again

Thursday, May 31, 2012

I had the last time in Penang some hard harassment. There are some signs that the direct environment
was involved. I was in bed because of the harassment for several days and just up for food.
The last days I did not notice much harassment. But I am still  depressed and find it quite some times difficult to get active or to tackle some kinds problems. Hidden terror combined with human rights propaganda. Western Standard.

Friday, May 25, 2012

I had programming in my sleep twice. This is actually changing my behavior. I think it also has to do with my depression. My way I define my is not accepted at least by a certain number of people in Thailand and at least some are disgusting enough to try to do something against it which results in programming of my mind with the intention to change it.
Well, idiotic Thais don't have to tell me anything! I know too many Thais as arrogant and stupid. But they affect me with this programming which is possibly done by psychic attacks not far from me.
I assume this has to be learned. I would like to know if there is anybody who wants to share such knowledge.



Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Monsters of Chaiya

Today afternoon I tried to meditate more than usual. I will try to keep it up to get out of my depression and meditation is simply the best means I know to achieve that.About 2 hours later I woke up, What I noticed in my mind let me assume that I just had a lot of programming to keep me down.
I went out and found the man of house number one of our block doing psychic attacks on me contacting me over energy with sexual abusing feelings. The third time the few days I am there. The first time it was very strong. But I  state I am not really sure that he did it the first time.
Programming and stimulation was strong. A horrible part of it is that positive feelings with the abuse got strenghtened very much. So in future stimulation of bad sex may overpower my senses and and people aroung may be going for more than just for stimulation.
On the premises there are at the moment apart from me just three men, all of some bodily strength. The man I spoke about, another neighbor who joined psychic attacks related to abusing sex the last time and the son of the landlady who gave me to feel psychic attacks related to abusing sex some time ago and this time a little.
So I feel a threat that things can get worse there
I have no support there. 

Tuesday, May 22, 2012


Is it advisable for an targeted individual to buy a more expensive bug detector ( 500 $ or more ) than such available for 200-250 $ to be able to detect implants and bugs.  Are the more expensive ones capable of detecting bugs in a farther distance lets say 10 m. Is the latter of bigger importance for victims?
The strong stimulation a few days before may have been by one of my neighbors. I got stimulation during the day now. Another neighbor also joined the stimulation the day after I had the heavy one.

Monday, May 21, 2012

In Padang Bezar in Thailand I had twice stimulation of abusing sex.
On the second day there was some police around the place where I stayed for some time.
The next day I had no stimulation of bad sex.
In Chaiya I had once very heavy stimulation of such.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

I have more or less voices which are not my own and brainwashing to accept the western society as it is.
In the face that the western society is just staying for some time, it is in many areas just too weak not sustainable just another misery from western culture.
On the other hand I would not like to exchange it for something worse. But in some areas it is rather bad Psychiatry is an example.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

I had  stimulation and programing of abusing sex in Padang Bezar in Thailand. This was announced before.

Monday, May 07, 2012

Ich stelle Programmierung fest. Es handelt sich um eine Akzeptanzprogrammierung von mainstream medien. Sie ist an Gefuehlt gekoppelt. Das Ganze geht schon eine ganze Weile vor sich und diese Programmierung wird stark.
Ich hatte wieder Programmierung von missbraeuchlichem Sex diese ist sehr stark gewesen. Ich habe Muehe diese aus dem Kopf zu bekommen.
Gestern hatte ich  starke Schikanen ueber Strahlen. Ich habe am Tag kaum etwas gemacht.

Saturday, May 05, 2012

Ich hatte in Penang mehrmals Reprogramierung von mussbreauchlichem Sex. Das war schmerzhaft. stressig fuer den jeweiligen Tag. Die letzten beiden Tage war dann weniger los in dieser Hinsicht.
Meine Gesundheitsprobleme vergroessern sich durch diese permanenten Schikanen. An einem schikenenfreien Tag kann ich ohne Schmerzen die Treppe hochgehen,. sonst nicht.
Schwaches Herz, mein Augenlicht reagiert anscheinend auf den Terror und Depressionen. Die gesundheitlichen Problems koennen durch den Terror nur schwerlich besser werden. auch wenn ich fuer die Gesundheit etwas tuhe da der Terror die Ursache fuer die Probleme ist.
Ich habe oft Schmerzen in der linken Brust die bei Stress groesser werden.
Natuerlich beachte ich die wichtige Regel bei Krankheit eben nicht so einfach zu einem Arzt zu rennen.
Der macht dich mit chemischen Drogen mit deren Nebenwirkungen nur noch noch kraenker wenn der ueberhaupt zuhoert und sich mehr als ein paar Minuten Zeit nimmt und nicht nur Painkiller und Antibiotika
verschreibt. Aber wenn der sich Zeit nimmt kommt der vieleicht mit irgendwelchen teuren Tests oder
Behandlungen.. So sind Aerzte nunmal.

Ich fuerchte Thailand. Als ich auf dem Weg nach Malaysia in Surat Thani im Hotel Bandon schlief wurde ich wie frueher oft um 3 Uhr geweckt dann um 5 Uhr ueber Strahlung oder auch Energie von Menschen. Dies war dann begleitet von gestresst sein von den jeweiligen Angriffen. In Chaiya war nchts systematische Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex. Am ersten Tag war nichts aber dann ging es wieder los.
Es kann sein das der Terror deswegen  ist weil ich mich nicht so verhalte oder nicht so bin wie es irgendwelche Thaiidioten  erwarten. Das reicht dann um Terror zu befuerworten. Indizien dafuer hatte ich schon mal.
Ich habe natuerlich nicht das geringste Interesse irgendwelche Thaivorstellungen zu erfuellen.

Thailand hat ein ausgedehntes Gangstalking Terrorsystem das jeden an den meisten Orten in Thailand schikanieren kann. Nicht viel ueber Thailand. Auf der andere Seitespielt bei der Sache  auch
Korruption eine Sache.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Zwei Naechte in Penang und zweimal Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex. Heute war aber noch mehr.
Ich war richtig zerschlagen als ich aufstand. Was das war merke ich wohl wieder spaeter.

Ich hatte so ungefaehr die letzten beiden Jahre nicht mehr so viel meditiert. Jetzt stelle ich fest das da Programmierungen sind die mich davon abhalten.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Ich hatte wieder Stimulation von mussbreuchlichem Sex waehrend des Schlafes in Chaiya. Ich war gluecklich darueber das meine Allergien nach Jahren mich kaum noch plagten, aber jetzt verstaerkten sie sich  wieder.

ich hatte mit einer Art von Sex zu tun die leidvoll fuer mich war  und ich bin froh  das ich nach Jahren emotionaler Arbeit  innerlich Distanz zu diesem habe.
Was mich fertigmacht ist das versucht wird diesen nicht gewollten also missbraeuchlichen Sex rezuprogrammieren.

Monday, April 23, 2012

I have programming to a social democrat. There is also arguing to follow this terror organisaton.
Fortunately there is no terror at the moment. But this has a reason. My health is comprimised.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

I had such hard harassment today in sleep that I did not do much the day. I intended to but I just lied down or sat down most of the day. It was worse than once in Singapore in once.
Voices say they want to destroy me. sometimes they say why don't you travel there or there. With that the countries is Asia certainly get more money from me.
It is probable that they will try to destroy me and make a lead a life they accept. That would be in a home for disabled.
I have decided not to go alife there. I hope I am consequent enough. I do not know if I can stand the terror. Voices threaten to do this terror some days until I can't move anymore. And in Malaysia they would do something in a hospital to me. Just voices or more. I do not know.
Thailand is probably a miserable country for me to go to. They only accept you when you fit into their heads. If not you get immideately rejection. Some idiots behavior which is spread so to say Thai standard. I anyway have decided not to learn from Thais. I have had a lot of negativity in Thailand.
the next days will show if they will destroy me or if it was just voices. But in the place where I am now in Chaiya there is a bunch of idiots around and some of which support and supported this heavy terror also in the past.
I do not know how to find out and survive.

Friday, April 20, 2012

I have hard brainwashing in Thailand now.
Hard programming to a gay.
Hard programming to accept mainstream medicine and not going for natural solutions.
Hard programming to a German social democrat.

The reason they do this. is much programming is that i politically do not agree
with the social democrats. So they have to make me believe in their ideas
like mainsteam medicine.
I hope I get this out of my head
But I hope more people see what a tyranny the west actually is behind its lies.

I proabably have to leave Thailand and go to a county which is not in line with the mainstream
and do not support such that easily. To many Thais gave actually also a chit for human rights to
my experience and enjoyed harassing me. So I do not wonder that I have this chit again.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

yesterday I looked up something on the Internet I wanted to buy. I selected one item and wanted to pay it, the Internet connection then interrupted and finished.
Today I looked up the same item but they were everywhere 25 to 50% more expensive.

Not long ago I lost quiet some money because also there was some tricking on the Internet. There is large scale manipulation of the Internet and other stuff including the precious metals market which can be done only by very powerful people and groups like governments.

So one of the most important tasks for the people is to get governments much more under control. It is important to leash government members. That is what people have to learn and execute to escape tyranny.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Soleilmavis’ case summary on mind control torture and abuse

http://peacepink.ning.com/profiles/blogs/soleilmavis-case-summary-on-mind-control-torture-and-abuse

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

I have every time asleep in Georgetown in Penang stimulation of abusing sex.

Saturday, April 07, 2012

I had stimulation and programming of abusing sex this time asleep in Penang.
I notice the landlady has a negative attitude towards me this may be support to allow or support harassment.

Thursday, April 05, 2012

I had stimulation of abusing sex and severe programming to a gay last time asleep.

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

The last days I had again stronger stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. I feel sick during the last time. But going to the doctor makes no sense. He will shortly listen and then describe painkiller and antibiotics.

Monday, April 02, 2012

I had three days stimulation of sex with violence during sleep but now two day no more of such.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

I slept this time in Singapore. I had hard stimulation of abusing sex and needed hours to recover partly from it.

I assume it was psychic attacks from peoples minds which I have from sometimes from some idiots but I can be organized harassment. That my vulnerability is abused for this purpose. Psychic attacks I call when someone contacts me over energy not by touching or talking. You feel it if someone stimulates sexual feelings with you. If the person stimulates bad feelings you get stress you will feel that more or less.
During sleep the effect is much worse because the human body is 10 times more vulnerable to radiation than awake.

I had voices which said up to now I did not have harassment in Singapore but now they would try. Well, I had sexual harassment during sleep before in Singapore. Such harassment is difficult to catch because it is over human radiation.
I welcome any hints which lead me to getting those who did it. In the morning there were several people repeating such humiliating contact but I do not know who did the hard ones. Hints are welcome. Humans can sense such stuff.

Electronic stimulation of such feelings is is also possible. I know it is. I caught it already. But I do not know enough to go against it and protect against it.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

I had again stimulation of abusing sex and programming of acceptance of gay sex. Thought Reform is tried in Melacca. And some things make me assume that people here are involved.

When I then the next day after such programming go to a restaurant in some it is like this that people start to stimulate gay related feelings much more than on days I did not have such programming. Sometimes then I react aggressive in a way which is not complete proper. I try to improve this. When I get to feel unasked gay feelings from people I do not know I think I will not necessarily be friendly then just clearer in my expression that I do not want such.

Monday, March 19, 2012

I had massive programming of accepting abusing sex and even going for it myself in Melacca.
The last days again stimulation of abusing sex every time during sleep.
Melaka is one of the worst places if not the worst I have met the last time related to sexual harassment. Such harassment seems to be an integrated part in this city.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

I had again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

I had last time asleep again stimulation of abusing sex. I spent much time of the day in bed.
U.S. military unveils ‘Active Denial’ heat ray weapon


http://www.prisonplanet.com/u-s-military-unveils-%E2%80%98active-denial%E2%80%99-heat-ray-weapon.html


I am since over 16 years a target of something which comes from anywhere, I can't hear it, I can't see it, I can't smell it, I just feel it. Pain, programming of my mind, stimulation of abusing sex. I hear also voices, which I think are not my own.

Authorities you cannot talk to about this. You may be labeled insane. But such stuff exists and is extensively abused on many people. I have in this forum published a list of over 1000 people who complained about this. But there are many more, because many do not do any activism about this or ate organized elsewhere.

We need public support. Investigations are necessary. But there is the problem that I noticed in Germany several police officer inside the terror.

It is not easy to go ahead with this problem.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Es sieht so aus als ob ich Programmierung haette bestimmte Zeitungen zu lesen. Erwuenscht ist bei dieser Programmierung zum Beispiel der Spiegel nicht erwuenscht ist zum Beispiel die jungewelt (kommunisten)

Thursday, March 08, 2012

I had once hard stimulation of abusing sex which robbed me much energy and make me weak.
The last time I had several times tension and pain on the left side of the chest.

Tuesday, March 06, 2012

I had very strong programming of abusing sex this morning asleep. This did not steel my power. But I have a lot of work to do to get out of the programming. I do not know if I can do this in one day. They steel my time and I do not know if I get out of all programming. Quite often I have long talks. This is information the brain uses. So they can change your way of thinking if you are not aware of all they try and counter it. There were also voices saying that they want to get me and massive programming to a social democrat.

Sunday, March 04, 2012

Voices announced harassment. The last time their announcements were right.

Saturday, March 03, 2012

I was in Singapore a few days and had some stimulation of abusing sex once.
In Malaysia again I had stronger stimulation of abusing sex. I slept much of the day.
I have questioned Muslime rule before that was because I had until about 5 years ago massive stimulation of abusing sex in Malaysia in Penang. I have not forgotten that.
And now I have this hard stuff in Melacca while Penang has become better.
I also noticed with Muslims in Singapore that there is a anyway wrong development related to sex with too many Muslims which they turn then against me.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

I had yesterday an announcement as voice in my head that I would have harassment in Singapore. I had some stimuulation of abusing sex in the morning.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Last morning sleeping again in Malaysia I had very strong sexual harassment during sleep. I remained much of the day in bed.
This stimulation is often bringing me down, reprogramming abusive sex, a real sexual abuse but not not recognized as such if I am not wrong. It involves no touch just the stimulation over radiation which also human beings can do.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Today I had again stimulation of abusing sex. Harassment just switched to another sort of abuse. I am not satisfied with my stay in Malaysia because or this. It makes eveyday day miserable the whole harassment destroys actually my life. I do not know which perverts decide and oranize such. Okay, when you are mainstream you can easily go that mad and do such stuff. Being mainstream is not yet recognized as a mental disease so such people can be that mad and are considered as normal.

Monday, February 20, 2012

There seems to be brainwashing included what I have here in Malaysia.
Brainwashing to a social democrat.
I do not accept such a Muslim rule anymore.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

I had yesterday heavy stimulation of abusing sex. Today again but less.

Monday, February 13, 2012

I had again stimulation of abusing sex and I notice that the last days there has been programming or say it brainwashing to like the German mainstream especially the newspaper "Die Zeit". I had voices to this.
"Die Zeit" would be "sozialliberal". I know it had writers like
the former chancelor Helmut Schmidt and minister of economics Graf Lambsdorf. For me it represents mainstream spirit and with such tends to be a onesighted and limited while pretending to give the whole view. It is just not interesting to read.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Ich vermute das der Osteuropaer der bis Samstag morgen im gleichen Dorm wie ich war ein Gangstalker ist. Ich hatte Stimmen das der Terror auch ohne ihn weiter ginge und ich hatte wieder massive Stimulierung von
missbraeuchlichem Sex im Schlaf und auch Programmierung in meine Traeume.

Wednesday, February 08, 2012

I am for a few days in Singapore now and had every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. I have this for many years now.
When it is more than just a bit such stimulation means a lot of stress fof me and I often need hours to recover from this or the whole day. This stimulation often means also reprogramming of abusing sex which means deprogramming or worse slide into abusive thinking or behavior.

Thursday, February 02, 2012

I changed the guesthouse but have stimulation of bad sex the days I am there.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

I acturally have every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. I assume there are psychic attacks of people there but there is also the possibility of electronic ones.

Friday, January 20, 2012

I have now programming just of another abusive sex.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

I often think about writing about MC and to do something about it.
But I recognize there is mental influence to suppress such. I just don't think of it until the day is over.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex the last time but not that strong. It is actually programming. Programming of enthusiasm towards such sex. It is very strong. So the desire towards such sex arises.
But when I deprogram such long time (hours) the desire towards such sex is weak or actually not there.
I can do the deprogramming because I now know some of the programs used. I noticed them over time.


Yeah, they also tried to program to make me believe I could fly.
I had often dreams with such stuff in it, me flying. It is unrealistic that such dreams are from me.
I think you must have your mind run far down to believe you could fly.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

I had the last time nearly every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex. Yesterday it was not. This time it started again. Voices announced the break yesterday and also it would start again yesterday.

Saturday, December 31, 2011

A few days ago in the star (Malaysia) an article appeared on the front page related to domestic violence.
The same day I had voices saying I would have been a victim of violence combined with sex in my family for longer time.
I knew that.

Stimulation of such sex during sleep been often the time I have been in Malaysia. One thing related to such is that you have the urge for such sex during the day. This is hardly the case when there is not such stimulation.

It stopped the day I had the voices mentioned above.
The days before I noticed a connection of increasing symptoms of Arthritis and such stimulation and had repeated incidences of such.

But stimulation of abusing sex goes on. It has just switched from
sex with violence to other humiliating sex and gay sex.
I do not notice symptoms of Arthritis directly related to such sex but it contributes a lot to burn out and later depression.

Bodily symptoms are exercises meet with resistance in the body exercises are more difficult to do. There is tension but not that much pain which makes you weaker gives you the wish to stop exercising.


The same day I had the first stimulation of sex with violence in Malaysia the time I am here now the Prime Minister of Malaysia uttered an remark about like that sex would be a matter of individual choice.

I want to give warning.
In both Malaysia and Thailand gangstalking and electronic weapons are used against me.
Both countries rather destroy than support people with mental problems. They do this not openly, more covertly.
So I five a warning against this countries for this group of
people. This is my experience.

I have no proof with much stuff but I am a person with mental problems and as such more a authority to other people with mental problems as doctors, who have proven countless times to act as enemies of such people. The existence of psychiatry and its support by doctors alone is proof enough.


I just hear the voices which I think are not part of my own
and I get the stress of them which I partly can identify related to such stuff. But officials of both countries will have no problem to relate what I say to my mental problems.
Exactly this makes such weapons ideal for use on people with mental
problems. Nobody will believe them.

The voices say also that such stuff is easily possible against minorities would not cause political upheaval, so they can afford it and do it. The voices I have I recognize as german democrats, they act permantly as such.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

The last two days there was heavy stimulation of abusing sex which may be burning you out in some time

Friday, December 23, 2011

I had yesterday very hard stimulation of abusing sex. I was in bed for some hours more than usual then. Today was less stimulation of such.

Monday, December 19, 2011

I had stimulation of abusing sex in the morning during sleep.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

I had again stimulation of abusing sex asleep. I look for a way to find out but asleep I can't.

Friday, December 16, 2011

I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex which includes programming to a gay.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

I had again massive stimulation of abusing sex. It makes me weak

Sunday, December 11, 2011

I had again stimulation of abusing sex. This time there was also programming related to a contact to a woman I recently met.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

stimulation of abusing sex is ongoing. This is partly quite stressful and painful and slows me down during the day.

Monday, December 05, 2011

I had again heavy stimulation of abusing sex and today I am sure fucking Malays are inside. I don't think Malays really want human rights that is why they opened a psychiatric ward and prefer to harass selected people in a hidden way.

Sunday, December 04, 2011

Today sexual harassment has increased considerably in strength. I felt the pain and stress all day.

Saturday, December 03, 2011

I had again stimulation of abusing sex most of the times asleep.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

I have every day asleep stimulation of abusing sex. People staying
near the place give me this.
I had voices before I went to the place where I am stay now that there
people would be there now.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

I had hard sexual harassment in Teluk Bahang this morning. Voices told me already some days ago as i was thinking of going to Teluk Bahang that there people now were there.

Monday, November 21, 2011

The last days again I had stimulation of abusing sex.
And like usual a lot of voices in my head which I consider not my own.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

I had something like brainwashing tonight.I woke up being different.
I had no sexual harassment in the morning but voices announced that in the evening and also said we want to have something different then.

Friday, November 11, 2011

I had again stimulation and programming of abusing sex during sleep.

Saturday, November 05, 2011

I had again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep the last days. But there is also radiation to influence my mind voices which are not my own bother me for long time already. Well, which voices are what is sometimes difficult to recognize.

Thursday, November 03, 2011

I had again programming of abusing sex during sleep. I do not know the sources but my allergies may play a role.

Tuesday, November 01, 2011

I had heavy programming to a gay over any radiaton. Some Thais over there seem to celebrate their monster style lifestyle.

Monday, October 24, 2011

The day before yesterday I had stimulation and programming of abusing sex.
The last day asleep there was programming in my dreams.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

I have had stimulation of abusing sex and programming to a gay the last days in Malaysia.

Monday, October 10, 2011

I stay in Penang now. I had twice stimulation of abusing sex and maybe more.

Thursday, October 06, 2011

I have been a few days in Chaiya in Thailand. I had several times stimulation of abusing sex
I am not sure to which extend allergies play a role in this.
I do not feel well in this place. Some Thais have been and some are a pain in the neck to me.

Friday, September 30, 2011

The last two times asleep I had stimulation of abusing sex in Thailand. The last time it was quite heavy and included programming.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

The last night stimulation of abusing sex was that strong that I could no more go to sleep
after I was woken up by it. the night before it was the same.

Monday, September 12, 2011

I have no chance to protect my privacy while under MC. No chance to defend sexual abuse through this or other means.
Germans, but not only they, like it to have it like this. They like to be monsters.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

I had again stimulation of abusing sex in sleep. I woke up exhausted. Sure will in Malaysia the terror go on I knew this before. But I had some breaks, at least that.

Thursday, September 08, 2011

I had this time asleep again programming in my dreams programming of gay sex. I woke up exhausted.

Friday, September 02, 2011

Some days ago it started again with stimulation of abusing sex into sleep. Last time asleep it was hard. It is like some years ago in Penang. I cannot bear it. Bastards.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Die letzten Tage ist es in Penang wie ich es von frueher kenne. Ich habe jedes Mal im Schlaf Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

I notice brainwashing to the German Nazi model. Such stuff is possibly supported in Malaysia.
I had stronger stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. It made me wake up.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

I had stimulation of abusing sex again in Teluk Bahang during sleep.

Sunday, August 07, 2011

This morning woke up after sleep and was already feeling down. There was harsh reprogramming of abusing sex. I don't t but think that anyone cares but doesn't this show how important freedom is. Without freedom much more abuse are possible and again nobody cares. It is just like this when you are in mental trouble.

Friday, August 05, 2011

Most days I have stimulation of sexual abuse during sleep so again last time.
It is hard to heal wounds related to such sex when on this area is stepped upon again and again by stimulation and programming.

Friday, July 29, 2011

I had again massive stimulation of abusing sex and programming of structures of such.
This is painful and stressful. With such terror there is a danger of decline.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Ich habe die letzten Tage Gangstalking und schweres sexuellen terror waehrend des Schlafes.
Das in Malaysia Personen zu jeder Zeit schikaniert oder getoetet werden kann ohne das die Verantwortlichen zur Rechenschaft gezogen werden steht fuer mich fest. Damit befindet sich Malaysia mehr oder weniger auf "Mainstreamstandard", ist in dieser Hinsicht ein entwickeltes Land das mit diesen Methoden die menschenverachtende "New World Order" mit unterstuetzt.
Das reicht natuerlich nicht. Die Zeitungen sind qualitaetsmaessig noch ueber mainstreamstandard. Es findet sich doch tatsaechlich noch interessantes und informatives auch bezogen auf Politik in solchen Zeitungen.
Um Mainstreamstandard wie zum Beispiel die Deutschen zu erreichen darf so etwas natuerlich nicht mehr vorkommen. Die Zeitungen muessen dann gleichgeschaltet sein.
Politische Information wird zuverlaessig dazu genutzt und gestaltet um erwuenschte Meinungsbilder in der Bevoelkerung zu erzeugen. So koennen dann Wahlen im Grossen und Ganzen kontrolliert werden da ein grosser Teil der Bevoelkerung seine politische Information aus diesen Medien erhaelt.
Das geht natuerlich nur wenn die Hauptmedien mehr oder weniger synchron schreiben und senden und unerwuenschtes aussen vor lassen.
Es wird natuerlich dafuer gesorgt das die wenigen alternativen Medien nicht zu viel Aufmerksamkeit erwerben und dann fallen die wenigen Prozent der Bevoelkerung die ihre Informationen dort erhalten nicht ins Gewicht.Die Existenz solcher Medien kann den Anschein wirklich freien Informationsflusses in einer Gesellschaft aufrecht erhalten.
Falls solche Medien dann doch dauerhaft zu viel Aufsenen eregen gibt es ja viele versteckten Methoden um dies abzustellen.
So sehe ich zur Zeit politische Meinungsbildung in mainstreamkontrollierten Laendern.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Ich entdeckte das Strom in meinem jetztigen Zimmer wahrscheinlich wieder eine Rolle bei MC terror spielt. Jedenfalls geht die traumatisierung weiter die ich schonlange erlebe und die zum Ziel wahrscheinlich einen Zusammenbruch hat. Traumatisierungen sind so oft und viel das ich mit der Verarbeitung nicht hinterherkomme. Genau das geht schon lange so.

Na ja, ich denke das viele Staaten heute solche Technicken einsetzen,tolerieren oder durch Korruption mit ihnen Vorteile erzielen und damit faktisch despotischen Charakter fuer die Bevoelkerung haben. Das schliesst die USA, Deutschland sowie Thailand und Malaysia mit ein.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Some time I was already awake when I realized that it looks like there has been was programming of abusing sex

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Last time asleep I had very heavy stimulation and programming of abusing sex. Such terror gets me down.
I enjoyed some time here in Penang with not much bigger stress and thought the people have devellopped, are relaxed and the disgusting ones among them are no more that bad. They have devellopped which I enjoy, appreciate and congratulate the Malays on, but last time asleep it was like some years ago, unbearable.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

The terror the last time asleep included also programming. After such a stressful event I have a bad day irregular body movements occur, the mind is playing a and running a long time and giving me stress. In Germany and also many other countries people adore the famous creep before the powerful and step on the weaker of society. I belong unfortunately to the weaker.
The day before yesterday I had voices in my head which said that the terror would now stop. The night after this I had no terror. Yesterday evening I heard voices which said that it would start again. I had again sexual harassment during sleep last time asleep. Additionally I had programming in my dreams. The last of it was a voice saying "could you come to Germany for this."

Sunday, July 10, 2011

I had the last days most times stimulation of abusing sex with another guest probably involved in doing psychic attacks.

Sunday, July 03, 2011

The last two days I had stimulation of abusing sex One source I know, my neighbor doing pychic attacks.
I had also some programming and I am not sure if that is not related to psychic attacks as well.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

ich hatte wieder stimulierung von schlechtem Sex und programmierung in meine Traeume im Schlaf.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

This time asleep again massive programming of behavior and programming not stimulation of abusing sex. Brainwashing!!! This stuff is a huge strain on my nerves.
It makes is much more difficult to contact people.
Where I stay are no foreigners around. Thais highly probably do it. Such stuff is probably part of their culture, that means for me Thai culture should not be supported it is not worth to exist if that is true.

Friday, June 24, 2011

I had yesterday awake stimulation of abusing sex. Last time asleep stimulaltion of abusing sex and massive programming which made me passive for hours.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

The last two days I had very strong stimulation of abusing sex which brings me down.