I stay in Surat Thani now and have again a rat in Phanfa Hotel beside me probably in room 246
which woke me up in the night with sexual harassment.
Voices there were also. This would happen to me because I would have been seen as a potential terrorist.
But I have never been connected to terrorist networks nor done anything.
The real terrorists today are governments with this terrorsystem of gangstalking and MC which seems to be supported by many people.
Further there have always been people who have not accepted any government in power and tried to remove it. Nowadays such people are called terrorists. These people may be better as a existing government but these in power have the possibility to shape opinions of the people to their favor, to monitor and criminalize every suspicious person.
I state that in a country where revolution is not possible there is some probability that you live in despotism because the ruling don't have to fear much and control of power they can often prevent or circumvent also they are able to get other factors of might like courts in society on their side or control them also when it does not look like this.

That I state this does not mean that I intend to participate in activities against governments.
I am monitored already even by MC, there would be no chance to get anything done.
Further I never seriously thought of such activities. My life should go other ways.
On the other hand I try to take my freedom of thought and speech. This means when things in society are to my opinion wrong I want to express it or when a political system is not acceptable for me I also want to express it.
In the US in Germany, the UK and Malaysia I see important parts of society which I do not accept and are desirable to be changed in the long run.

I can also engage in activism. But with this it is what I see as possible now.

The last days in Chaiya I spent in the room I have rented. But radiation was despite a lot of shielding high. Without shielding it is impossible to stay there. There was a much gay programming without stimulating abusing sex.
I recognize a smile programmed towards men, which does its work and takes time to remove.
I assume that it is severe harassment especially sexual harassment that increases now allergic reactions.
On my right leg the skin just opened to a wound of a size of a coin beside smaller skin injuries.

Since some months I have rent a room in Chaiya on a monthly basis.
This town turns out to belong to the worst I have ever seen when it comes to attacks. The devil is at home in Chaiya. And he has support from the people. Some time I did not sleep in this room because of heavy attacks.
I stepped up shielding a lot again but had severe sexual harassment again
during sleep afterwards.
Many seem to know me. So out of a group of pupils I do not know once one called my name. When I went to the post office in Chaiya there were apart from the officer two girls sitting behind the counter, one made a remark about me that showed she knew details about my life.
That is gangstalking behavior. Heading for a criminal career already as a teenager.
So it seems to be that many know. I know that Thais enjoy my exploitation with MC.
Are there any people who help me to get rid of the terror or give any tips?
Is terror and exploitation that what Thais have to give and like to keep quiet about what happens to me? Is this Thai culture. Up to now it was, is this Thai culture now? Quiet again? Not much about your culture, Thais.
So you contribute to the destruction of this culture, Thais.
And who is responsible for this kind of terror in this country. The knowledge about this kind of terror says. The government!!!
Is the knowledge about this the reason to keep quiet? But such a horror must not be supported. Try a way to get out of supporting the wrong.

I read that now MC would more discussed in mainstream media. I had a talk in my head that it would now be more difficult to put measures through with violance. It has to do with what I do and they observe in my mind, my room or anywhere else.
The results come so from illegal MC and torture.
Holocaust research by America and Europe enjoyed by many also in Thailand in the 21th century.
Nazi style or what it is called today, mainstream.
I think the future should be something better than the lowest level, mainstream. The problem is to resit it even more to beat it.

Chaiya has been a bad place for me when it comes to radiation and attacks. The last days again sexual stimulation of abusing sex and programming to a social democrat during sleep.
This stress and programming makes contact more difficult. Some other people then tend to contact me on my freshly opened wounds.
3 days ago I had westerners on both sides of my room and during the night radiation coming first from the one then from the other side. These westerners were staying there before they go to a meditation retreat in Suan Mokh. But that does not keep them from behaving like chit. They take the benefit of meditation and leave other parts of buddhist teachings like morality outside.

Yesterday I slept in Chaiya and woke up okay in the morning . I went to sleep again and woke up some time afterwards feeling miserable, which remained to a big degree the whole day.
Today I slept in Surat Thani and woke up in a bad condition again. There is probably a rat in Hotel Phanfa, where I stay like in Chaiya because I noticed severe programming.

This hidden influence is meant to change important aspects of my life. It hinders my getting out of my sexual abuse because it is reprogrammed it tries to install dependancy, listen to orders trust and so on.

I am the third day in Surat Thani now and had the most massive attacks I ever had at the place where I stay now. I have severe programming to a typical mentality of a German social democrat and sexual harassment.
Yesterday I perceived the attacks at about 6.30 o'clock. I decided to wake up a little earlier the next day to try to find out. And the same thing happened I had often before. The attacks started some minutes before I woke up then.
That means even if it where psychic attacks the perpetrators must be connected to MC to get the time for starting the attacks.
It is a pity that this happens now. The first days I stayed at that place I had no attacks at all.

I have rent a room in Chaiya on a monthly basis. The stay in there belongs to the worst time I had the last years. Heavy sexual attacks but also programming during sleep in the morning so that I am exhausted the whole day. There are no foreigners around as far as I can see it.
Today voices that it would not be allowed to work out my sexual abuse.
They stimulate sexual abuse again and again.

The horror seems to be sophisticated and that means that probably only governments have the sources to do this.
Once the terror was that massiv that I could not sit in front of my Laptop. I had to shut down it after a few minutes. I had voices related to this. The kind of terror changed at once. I have as much stress as before but can use my Laptop.
I remember there was a veil of radiation around Chaiya some days. After I complained the last time it was gone for two days and after I had the problems with my Notebook with the comments in my head also.
I have to be cautious with statements about radiation because my perception must be confirmed and checked in detail to say nothing wrong, radiation can be a tricky thing. So I say it was my perception which was not checked in detail with that veil. But I think it has some value.
Who can produce such a veil of radiation in a such controlled country like Thailand?

After my last post there was two days no harassment. The third day then again heavy psychological terror over radiation which made simply being active moving around stressful for two days.
Last night I slept in Hotel Phanfa in Surat Thani and had again stress. There seems to be a rat which is doing it.
A lot of programming to try to make me to accept the social democrats and working for them is going on the whole last time.
I know that many people know about this.
This is democracy in Germany or Europe or America, when you torture people to belonging to a special political party and a lot of people are watching or supporting it or enjoying the exploitation over MC.
Is there any protectin against a western style democracy. It is a horrible thing isn't it?

The last days I had hard sexual harassment, yesterday hard psychological harassment over radiation during sleep. That is the way I am welcomed in Chaiya in Thailand. With massive terror without seeing a reason for that. There must be Thais involved there are no foreigners around.

I have to correct some views.
I have received that much terror in Thailand that stating that they would be nice people would be preposterous. The effects of Thai bastards by far outweigh the nice people they certainly have.

There was a tourism advertising compaign called "Unseen Thailand"

My comment

"Unseen Thailand" Highly not to recommend!!!

Or do you want to meet the Thai bastards???


They may be nicer to quality tourists. People with much money.

But when you use this term quality related to the possession of money to Thais most Thais are no quality Thais.

I am disabled because of mental problems and Thais know that.
Some then react negative because of this.
I wanted to have something done for my room in Chaiya. The landlady organized that and told me it would be done by a certain date. But it was postponed and postponed and postponed.
Then the landlord changed the service and it was done quickly. But while doing the work the workman spoke to the landlady in Thai and looked towards me and the woman answered. "But there is no problem".
Maybe being seen in mental trouble contributes to reasons to support the terror.

I am sure that such people have not many chances of human rights in Thailand.
They are probably also mistreated by radiation and then used for any intended purposes. I don't see any disabled people on the streets anymore the last time.

I know that a certain number of Thais enjoy my exploitation by MC and sexual harassment like people in other countries too. What about finishing the support for this horror and offering support for getting out of it. If this does not happen I recommend Thailand to change the name to Bastardsland.
That would be about honesty. But you don,t want to be honest isn.t. Not really. You enjoy to be bastards and additionally want to be seen as nice people. Then you must punish those who are honest. You are complete mainstream then or the devil of today.
What about making the Thai gangstalkingsystem which harasses innocent people and available technology to harass and brainwash people a topic to discuss publicly and then control them. That would be about honesty but you don't want to be honest isn't it. Not really. Not in this case or are you willing to do that.But you like to be seen as honest but it is not necessary to be really honest, no not in this case isn't it.

Then forget about a human future and democracy, just forget about it.

but you won't, isn't it. There will a lot of talks about this a lot of efforts towards this but without bringing radiation weapons and statecontrolled terrorsystems under control there cannot be humanity or democracy.

I am greedy to read about your hypocrisy about democracy the next time or do you have the strength to speak about the ongoing horror and finish it?
I have to admit the US and Europe don't have this strength, do you have it or will you refer to others who do the same evil to excuse your own weakness.
With forbidding Thai Rak Thai you have shown ahead of the mainstream but you must take the next steps too or what you have done will be in vain.

I am since some days in Chaiya. Nearly every night I had sexual harassment. Voices say they want to program me to a gay. I have put up a lot of shielding, but there is no lasting effect. But that does not mean it will not work when I improve it. The first days after I arrived in Chaiya some young man shouted on the street to me "fuck you", fuck you" or "I love you". That made me think if they may know what is happening to me. It is probable that there are Thais in my area who actively support the crimes toward me. But those Thais who know are anyway that corrupt that they won't say a word. I am disgusted about this and it does not give a good picture of Thailand.
Some weeks ago I met an Italian man in Surat Thani living in Thailand for 15 years who stated the Thais would not be human they would rather be monkeys. I was angry about this but relating to my harassment and to its support of Thais I would say those who are inside this business do not behave like human beings I estimate them rather as rats.

Today I watched the CNN report about the Virgina massacre. The relatives and others mourned the victims.
I thought a good mourning show. Yes, you need to do such a show it is custom over there. And a good show produces some sympathy which may be usful in future.
When it comes to MC Americans usually enjoy it. They enjoy the torture, the rapes, the manipulation, the brainwashing and the exploitation done to the victims. I personally have met a former FBI agent who openly with joy spoke about MC that at some point the victims can't take it anymore and break. I personally know Americans who I believe to be inside my MC and stay quiet.
The man who teaches yoga in the Mut Mee guesethouse in Nong Khai even tried to advertise his yoga classes in a way that seems to relate to knowledge about me gained by MC. In Bangkok an American started a talk with me and soon showed that he had illegal knowledge about me.
What about regulating this technology and restoring human rights and the rests of democracy you had?

But I believe it is rather American to go on feigning about human rights and silently enjoy the MC abuses.
This is American isn't it, ...mainstream it is for sure.

I had no gay programming during my last sleep but also attacks with stimulation of abusing sex which was exhausting. In Malaysia I had gay programming during sleep but also stimulation while awake and voices about it.
This terror is a huge strain on my life. I sometimes would like to write an article to this or that but often I end up not doing it also because of the burden. That is what the perps want I think. They exploit me by mind reading and keep me weak so that I cannot express myself and have the benefit of my knowledge and life the life I want. To my estimation MC is done by government around the world and others who have access to it also in Thailand. Bastards!!!
How should I respect authorities when I have to estimate things like this. But they don't mind victims like me usually have not the power to go against them.
There is not only the above as a consequence of MC to a target, there is a lot connected to this. I should speak about it later. This technology should not be used against the people and be forbidden and controlled.

Corruption in Thailand connected to Germany

Four years ago I stayed in a meditation monastery close to Sawi in Thailand. I left for some time and did other things for a while like following on the Internet a group of people who where involved with Psychiatry. This was interesting for me because it was tried to force me to a Psychiatrist for a examination in Germany, which afterwards could lead to being forcibly admitted to a closed ward.
When I came back to the meditation monastery the first night I stayed there I had massive pain and stress. I tried to build up shielding but a man close to my room complained about the noise which this made, so I could no more do much. The next day, still feeling very miserable I went to see the doctor in the hospital in Sawi. I explained him my symptoms. He did not do any examinations, he did not ask any questions. At once after I had finished speaking he offered me psychotropic drugs and nothing else. I said I would not take drugs for the mind and left.
The next day my lawyer contacted me by email and told me that I now could get my files from the prosecution in Darmstadt concerning the case which had lead to the conviction for a examination by a psychiatrist. He also made an offer to apply for an abatement of the action against me which would have cost me some hundred Euros. I did not react on this offer at that time.
Regarding the files of the prosecution, I had waited for these for months. Normally you can get such files in some days. I don't have this email anymore because the service was shut down on short notice.
I assume that the stress I had was harassment to support the acceptance for taking drugs and that this was supported by the doctor in Sawi and the German prosecution in Darmstadt.

I am in Thailand again after I did not like to stay in Malsysia anymore but had massive sexual harassment in Had Yai. I have often been in Had Yai and had hardly such harassment before. But voices had announced that they would destroy the positive picture I had of this place.
I know that in Thailand quite a number of people know about this harassment MC and surveillance. I would appreciate some support, information or help against this crimes instead in indulging to enjoy them. Are such people to find in Thailand or does corruption dominate it in this area?

I had for long programming to stay or to go to Malaysia. This country is unfree so more possibilities for those who hunt me are there.
That they want me to have and stay in Malaysia could be a reason why the packet sent for me to the post office in Penang is not there. It should have arrived by two weeks ago. They may want me to wait for it which may take 2 months. I had as voice that I should wait for it and also in a talk with a Canadian.
What speaks against this is that I had a lot of harassment during sleep while in Penang and yesterday harsh gay programming which is everything else than inviting to stay in that country.
Yesterday I had a voice that I would get the packet now. I just had a talk with some travellers and said that I did not want to stay in Malaysia. It would be out of question.
We will see. I never know if the voice is right or not. there is always a lot of tricking involved as well as programming. Voices, technically induced, are information you store and which change your thinking and response to certain things when you do not deal with them consciously.

Such things are nowadays normal criminal mainstreamstandard.

I recognize and appreciate that descrimination towards me is considerably less in Malaysia compared to some years ago, but when I together with other things consider the trouble I had and have now, I don't to like to stay in this country for long.

The yahoo-headline today

Where dating is dangerous
In a nation where premarital sex is illegal, how are people in Afghanistan pushing the limits?

My answer. I am a victim of hidden technology of the West which targets me with radiation. This includes to program me to a gay, and harass me in many ways. One example is to stimulate sex with violance which you cannot resist when you don't have shielding. I am not the only victim of this and often not believed when you speak about.
The allegeded freedom of the Western World is just as many things there an outrageous lie. Freedom is admitted publicly and by law but often taken away from the people in the back with sophisticated and or hidden means. With the globalisation they want to bring this chit to the last place in the world.

In the second last post I spoke about a packet I am getting in Penang and that I feared it would not be there. I visited the post office twice by now. The packet was not there and couldn't be tracked either by the post office. Tracking in the country of its origin was not possible at all for three days and then brought the last tracking dated to the 8th of March for the packet.

I am staying in Penang now for 5 days and had every morning hard sexual harassment during sleep. I increased shielding several times but only for a slow effect.

The last time I stayed at the same place I had hardly any attacks and could sleep without shielding, which I can do only in some places.

I had to shield the outlet for a TV antenna with a bunch of layers of shielding material, which I did not have before.

I had massive mind games last night and then I found out that strong radiation was coming from the room next to mine. I went past the room, stopped in front of it went back to my room and then measured no radiation coming anymore. There is probably a man doing harassment staying beside me or simply one jumping on my weaknesses.

I feared that something could happen to the packet I will collect in Penang because I have voices related to this and I had trouble dealing with this item before. That made me think that others may have interfered and may try it again. If I do not get an item in good condition I have to look for a proper answer. The item is insured, but only getting these means a lot of loss for me altogether 900 Malay ringit or some more or less. Exactly just getting the insurance is something what can happen because the fanatics don't want me to use this item.

Corruption in Malaysia

Last time when I was in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia I sent a registered letter and the same content as a fax to German officals. I went back to Penang and had there programming which I remembered when I noticed that both the fax and the registered letter never arrived in Germany. The programming had to do with not sending my items.
So they interfere in my life in Malaysia without asking and bring about trouble for me.

When I left Kuala Lumpur last time by bus I saw a big label with the following letters on it.

"The power to shape lifes." Then was a German Pharma company in connection with Malays mentioned.
People shape their lifes themselves. when they are in trouble or weak this possibility should not be removed from them.
When they are shaped by somebody else this is in the interest of those who do it, and this is against freedom, against basic human rights.
To my estimation exactly this is probably happening in Malaysia and cannot be accepted and must be changed. That could be a task of the Asean countries as well of the Malay people to screen the structures in Malaysia and to enforce freedom for the people.
If you don't do it there is a danger that Malaysia spreads its unfree system and Malays and also foreigners suffer from undesired interference with accordant consequences in their lifes.

Also in other countries like in Thailand there is interfered with my life but about this later.

In Penang I am going to collect a packet. I hope that goes well. I remember that I received a private packet from the postal service there which had been opened before and that probably people had snooped around it.

I called the post office Penang already and asked about the packet. A woman wanted to know a parcel number, I said 'moment I look it up'. She waited a little and then finished the call. I called again and gave her the number of the packet . After she had it she finished the call again.
I redialed, then I spoke to a man who said,' you have to dial the following number'. I wrote it down and repeated it to the Malay for confirmation. It was okay. Then I tried this number two times but got the message that this number was not valid.