The programming I had in Surat Thani the last time was not that stressful like mostly but much more effective. I have much work to get rid of gay programming. It is that suddenly after such nights you think, feel or react different to one or several topics and you have to remove the new structures if you don't want to go the way programmers want. Voices say that they wanted to have it like this. It would be too much work for me to work out my abuse. This would be the quickest solution.

Two days before again I took a room in the hotel in Chaiya. This time very late, so that nobody checked in after me. But this happened in the morning. I was woken up by programming and radiation coming from room number 6 late in the morning. A young western woman was staying in this room.
I remember also having heard moving of furniture or staff in another room while half asleep.

On Koh Pajam I spoke about not having much attacks in Surat Thani the last time. Now again there I had the last night severe ones again. Voices said they did not do it because they did not want it. But now it is known.

I understand my torture a little more. I signed up for a freedom newsletter.(http://www.freedom-force.org/)
But one Emailservice in UK and one in Israel I have did not get Emails from this service.
I looked for the site www.panafricaonline.com. It is no more there. It was a site for a Panafrican community and this is not desired in the times now where Europe and the US are conquering this continent for their own greed.
I looked for the site of the African writer Mukazo Mukazo Vunda who wrote a book about gangstalking he was and is alike me a victim of. His site is nomore accessible. You can download his free version of his book about covert warfare from other sites which I see as mainstreamcontrolled. Can I be sure to get the real version or one which is censored. Without the possibility to go to the writers site it is difficult to try to get his out of print version of the book in print again.

I stayed one night in Chumphon after coming from Koh Pajam and had no attacks. Usually I had at the place where I stayed. Then in Chaiya I rented room number eight in the Hotel in the town there. I noticed strong radiation coming from room number ten, the room beside mine. The room was locked from outside its key was lying on a bench in the hallway. In the bathroom which comes after room 10 I did not foung strong radiation. These I could reduce considerably with my shielding in my room. Late in the evening some people checked in close to my room. I had strong programming during the night, but no sexual harassment. I checked out and in the evening in again. Now I had room number ten. I recognized no signs of radiation. That meant the source of radiation in my room the night before should have been coming from room number ten but it was removed the day after. In the evening I did not do much until I recognized radiation coming now from room eight which made me passive. I spoke to the German couple there and had afterwards no more problems also in the morning. The man did not recognize anything but I am quite sure that there were psychic attacks from one of them. You can easyly lie about psychic attacks because you cannot prove them easyly.

I was a week on Koh Pajam, a small island. The attacks there started the morning after the first night. I Did not have much shielding. The second night I had improved this and nearly no attacks came through. But the third stimulating of abusing sex was again strong and went on up to the end of the stay. They were the hardest I had the last time. I also tried to vary sleeping times but then sexual stimulating of abusing sex woke me before the time I wanted to get up.
I noticed a radiation source coming from the neighbor resort to the right when you look from Vijit bungalows to the sea. I had a ot of voices around this topic. First they did not want me to go to this island, because it is small and not hat they like. An airport would not be built there, big very expensive resorts would also probably not arise there. The beaches were more designed to be priviligued places not for people like you I also noticed.

I have bought something online the control terrorists don't approve of according to the voices I have. What happens? Several Emails sent from my google emailaccount to the seller and messages from him to me don't get to the destination
A year ago I bought some nice shirts in Bangkok. In Nong Khai I gave them to a tailor to change them. I never saw this person again.
Walking through Khao Sarn road in Bangkok I saw a girl who interested me. She was dressed in clothes you usually find with alternatives. I liked it. I stopped and pondered. A Thai approached me and started a talk. Then he looked in the direction the girl was sitting and finished the talk then. The girl had gone.
I had bought another shirt in Malaysia which was about the same style as such which I gave to the tailor. This is the only shirt I can't find anymore. I had also voices about this style and programming to buy something else.
That is MC for. And Thais seem to love to participate in this.
I assume that Muslims experience same things. So when the Thais think they can support to press people in shape I can say I understand that Muslims don't want to belong tho you. On the other hand Malaysia may be worse.

I had a lot o programming in my dreams and stimulation of abusing sex during sleep.
When I went into town I had a lot of unvoluntary body movements and stress again.
Then I may speak or act not in a mindful way which can bring me into trouble or bring about loss.
This is intended by MC. To produce a breakdown. In psychiatry there behind closed doors with specialists around they have the means to change people to the desire of those behind all.
(Hypnosis for instance)
This crimes are said to be government related. I say it is mainstreamrelated. On this way Psychiatry can be used as a political tool to eliminate opposition, to create slaves or followers for any institutions etc. The structure of psychiatry enables this. That is one important reason why psychiatry is the system most governments all over the world choosed to establish in the mental health area. Alternatives which are of much more help for those who are in mental trouble and which do not include such possibilities are marginalized. This is mainstream. With the mainstream it is everywhere like this. If you don't want such miserable politics people should learn to oppose the mainstream as a whole.

I have spent about a month close to the guesthouse Jomannee in Nong Khai. It was a hard time with a lot of attacks and stress. But I refer some o this to my MCS and electorsensivity.
Once while walking in this area two smaller kids unleashed a bigger dog. It barked only but I was scared at first. There is some probality that the fact they did this to me had to do how the parents thought about me.
There I had no programming to a social democrat.
The north east of Thailand is said to be in favor of Thaksin.
I am now in the south and have a lot programming to a social democrat again. Terror is not that hard.
In the south the majority is said to prefer the democrats.
Are this political parties linked worldwide? Just an idea, there may be much I do not know what can lead to other conclusions.

Possibly as an answer that I criticized the social democrats two days ago, I had stimulating of abusing sex today and additionally programming to a social democrat which I also had some years ago. A typical smiling social democrat is in my mind connected to abusing sex.
With typical social democrat I mean a world class truth twister and a permanent fiddler who despises everything in human life and is only interested in getting power over everything.

These attacks are unfortunately possible despite a lot of shielding. Probably I only can get some stress out of the attacks. When more severe attacks are able to reach meI may be sitting around for longer time and doing nothing.

Now I want to warn against such an organisations like the social democrats in Germany, Labour in England or similar ones elsewhere.
For me these organisations belong to the most dangerous ones for human freedom and a human future.
As their dream is to build a society with institutions and regulations which enable the total control of everyone, which reduce people to puppets for the ruling with no possibility to escape.
When you look at western medicine, Psychiatry and the soical system the which is control orientated you see they are going ahead quickly with their goals.
The fact that psychotronics are not an important issue to discuss about that even documents about this were removed from the National Library of Amerika the last years is another hint in this direction. The use of Psychotronics helps the mainstream a lot ahead in shpaing people to their desires.
The democrats are this not doing alone but they are one important force inside this no matter what they say.
They are world class liars and fiddler. Without knowledge you won't even recognize this.

They aren't an alternative for anything. They are good for nothing.

This should be seen and alternatives must be developped instead of giving in in their dominance.
I know this necessity for more than 25 years. But how difficult it is to develop alternatives and how dangerous this party actually is shows that I am a target of hidden weapons and it is tried to force me into social democracy.

I am three days in Thailand now and had massive sexual harassment during sleep. Last time like so often it happened shortly before my alarm clock rang.
The chicanery can destroy any advancement in my development out of my abuse.
Voices want me to bring to live the abuses instead going out of them. It would be too much work what I want.
Some years ago I had voices which said that it would only be possible to get me working for the Antisocial Facists in Germany (code name social democrats) by using my abusing past for their programming.
And that is what often happened. Affection to Germany was long time based on programming related to my positive feelings which were also connected to my abuse. It was programmed during sleep in my mind with stimulating of abusing sex. The positive feelings connected to a abuse make it more difficult to get out of it.

I intended to articulate me politically the last time but the stress is too much with the terror.

I am in Vientianne now. The first night I rented a room and wanted to set up shielding in the evening. But a man from upstairs came down and complained about the noise. So I went on and tried to be more silent. But he came again together with the staff from the guesthouse and complained again though I was only sitting and sorting some things i my room which was not loud. Maybe he belonged to the gangstalking I experience and wanted to prevent that I set up shielding which would have been noisier with aluminium foil. I first wanted to erect it up in the afternoon but then decided different.
I think there was programming involved. I had this quite often that I wanted to set up shielding in the afternoon and found me doing it in the evening and may be disturbing people.

In Vientianne I had stimulation of abusing sex every night which gives me trouble now. The stimulation is strong and makes it much more difficult to overcome my abusive past.
I need it not to happen to go ahead in working out this abuses. But voices say they don't want it.

I refer to the last post. The stress with the refrigerator was over exactly the day when the German, staying in the same guesthouse and living in Udon Thani, had left.
Something he put in the refrigerator probably gave me stress intended or not.
Two days later the guesthouse holder gave his computer into service. Another stress source was gone.

Some days ago when I went to a shop in the morning I passed a Thai man who was taller than usual and muscular.
The following night I had massive sexual harassment and when I passed him next time there were changed feelings towards him. I knew this was programming from the last night.
The next night there was the picture of the man refering to me being a gay having protection from him in. I refused this idea.
Afterwards I did not see the man again and had no more pictures or else related to him in my mind.
Such trials to connect me with man I have sometimes. It started 8 years ago in Turkey.

The last time I had a l ot of sexual harassment in Thailand and are Thais involved. This gives me a lot of trouble in my life. I notice that I am under surveillance here, that MC is involved.

Thais say they are friendly people.

I have a lot of nice experiences here, that is why I am here, but altogether when I consider the bullying and its effects on my life I would say that

Thailand has a lot of friendly people but not Thais are friendly people. The last would be a wrong statement.

To call them friendly people the chicanery must not happen as it was the last time.

I had harassment also at other places but there the people then were also not nice.

Wen I went to sleep today I had sexual harassment. But after changing the shielding it stopped. But I am not sure if that was the reason that it stopped.
When I got up and out of my room I perceived that one source of stress which I perceived as such several times, the refrigerator, was no more one. It was just over, I do not know why.

Today morning I perceived stress coming from one direction in my room. There was already shielding installed. I stepped it up considerably. The stress was much less because of the increased protection but after one minute the stress stopped completely. An attack whatsoever had been stopped.
The strength of shielding I need in some directions exceedes that what Mukazo Mukazo Vunda describes in his book 'coherent madness...' as sufficient to block radiation coming from free available and portable devices. But I am electrosensitive and MCS that means other means can contribute to the need of shielding. I had it already in the room several times, but sources outside can also be reason for the extended need.

I had severe sexual harassment when I slept last. It was also announced before by voices.
Several times before I had experienced this amount of shielding I had put up as sufficient to block sexual harassment. It worked also there where I stay now for one day.
But now it was horrible.
The last weeks I am staying in Thailand I had much more and harder sexual harassment than in Malaysia before except in the Indian area in Penang. The voices say they want me to stay in Malaysia and may be the harassment has been put up to destroy the positive image I have from Thailand. Except in the meditation wat in Nong Khai and in Ban Khok Thailand has been a better place for me than Malaysia.
I understand now that human rights are not valid nowadays. When you cannot defend them you don't have them. There seem people to know about this harassment and keep quiet or support it.

The sequel of the post from 15.12.2006

Some years ago I met on the bus to Cambodia a man who said he would be a former FBI agent.
He also seemed to know me as he started our first conversation with such questions with why I would not be taking drugs or not trying to get rich. He could not know about me at that time on a legal basis.
We met sometimes when I came to Trat where he stayed.

In short some of the conversations I had with the former FBI agent.

I said that I think that the FBI confims the use of MC against people for instance to bring people on the right way.
He nodded.
My comment to this this is robbery of freedom. There is no right way.
On the question on how to escape MC he answered:

'That is nearly impossible as most governments around the world love to use MC weapons.'

MC and gangstalking from Thais is used in Thailand against me for a longer time now.
I should go to Germany. I have no proof who the responsibly people in Thailand for this are.
When I first mentioned in a internetgroup that Thailand uses MC I had helicopters crossing over me in a meditation temple in Nong Khai in 2005.
Helicopters only were once over the temple exactly one day after I sent this message.
In Thailand there are probably not many who are able to use helicopters.
I can't tell the exact day as I am thrown out of this group where I sent it to.
See last message.

I am on some internetlists about MC. Yesterday I told the moderator of the mindcontrolforums at egroups that I would no more write to the list because I would not accept that he censors my messages. I experienced that messages I sent to the list did not appear at all or were changed.
He has put be under censorship because I wrote that Eleanor White would probably a perp.
His reaction was that he removed me. Facistic style in an group for victims.


The message below I sent to another group in which I am also put under censorship because I wrote that Eleanor would probably be a perp.

mindcontrolresearchforum at egroups

I told the mindcontrolforummoderator that I would not accept that he censors my messages (what he did) and would no more write to the list and only stay on it.
His reaction was that he removed me.
That is how it is in reality dealt with critic on the mcf.And that should be for victims? That is facistic style.
We need something better. Worse it could hardly be. I will see now how much this forum is worth and will publish it when you react in the same way. This message will appear on other places.

We will soon know what this group is in reality about.

That may explain what MC is paid from.

... and to which scale it might have been happening for years.


Pentagon Can't Find $2.3 Trillion!

This CBS news segment shows the Pentagon is unable to keep track of 25 percent of the money it spends, or about $2.3 trillion a year. No one knows what this money has been spent on; there are no records of it.
Despite this, defense spending has continually increased over the past few years, and few attempts have been made to ascertain where the "missing" money is, and accurate accounting alone could be used to reduce the military budget.
In all, $2.3 trillion comes to about $8,000 for every man, woman and child living in America.

YouTube.com June 14, 2006

this article is from
www.mercola.com
newsletter 12.14.2006

my comment.

I think the high military budget o f the US is for dominating the world.
MC is to subdue its own people and free people all over the world under mainstream concepts. Certainly not enjoyable what is coming from America.