The last days I had except one day stimulation and programming
 of abusing sex. Twice it was heavier.
Several Thais are holding talks in which I get mocked.

There is another sign that the terror restarted in Thailand from Thais.

I do not know why the Thais are mocking me but it is a bad sign.
Anyway, this mocking Thais should eat their own chit that is
proper food for them.

 I had again stimulation of abusing sex in Had Yai.
to my personal estimation it was a Thai woman. 
The stress and pain of such remains the whole day and
makes relating to others less pleasant.

The last days strong harassment has started again.I do not recover the whole day from the stimulation
of abusing sex of programming of such and programming in my dreams.
voices say that they have many people destroyed, people would be sitting in a wheelchair now and be doing nothing anymore. That could happen also to me.
I have Arthritis, heavy Allergies, Depression allrelated to the terror I had for years.
I have been down for long time because of the terror and started to develop internal
strength again some days ago. My mind is still not in the shape it could be. Processing power is far
from normal .Being down means to have no power to solve problems, also just mental problems
to process data.

This seemed to come back a little.
Now with the terror it will go again and when I am unlucky I get more sick more disabled.
Fucking Thais are doing this terror. There is no Foreigner around in Chaiya and in Surat Thani.
I do not know why this fucking Thai chit does such. Wait one thing is what I know why such
Thais do such. This Thai chit draws happiness from putting others down, into misery. This Thai chit draws happiness form destroying others life.

The lasts days I had stimulation of abusing sex in sleep.
How much my sensibilities play a role in it |I do not know.

Last night asleep I had programming in my dreams which is actually refering to my last post in anycomments.
I was obedient listening what the better educated had to say just taking in.
Where this ends up you see in America where they struggle to get at least GMOs labeled instead of getting them banned. You invite educated criminals at the top which rip off the people when too many easily believe in the political authorities in power. 

Gestern hatte ich massive Programmierung von missbraeuchlichem Sex. am Morgen in den Schlaf.
Spaeter bekam ich dann Probleme mit mir, wie ich es schon oefters hatte bei starker Programmierung.,
Missbraeuchlicher Sex ist jeder Sex der ohne meine Einwilligung stimuliert wird
Ich moechte dies nicht im Detail beschreiben was gestern war. Ich hatte jedenfalls staerkere Schmerzen
die meiste Zeit des Tages.

Heute morgen hatte ich wieder Stimulierung von mu\issbraeuchlichem Sex. In Thailand hatte ich dies
fast die ganze letzte Zeit. Ich bin deswegen ziemlich sauer das dies organisiert in Thailand so weiter geht.
Im Alltag jedoch sind Thais meist nett, welches ich angenehm finde.

I had the last days stimulation of abusing sex in sleep. This makes
 me weaker during the day. I have pain to differnet degrees during
the day then.There was also some discussions in my head where it
was tried to make me join the social democrats. It is sometakes
real work to disrupt the mental buildings which are tried to build
up to make me join them. I have to be mindful todo that of they
may get me this way. They have the chance to do so for 18 years
now and will go on trying. The technology related to such terror
is in western so called democracies not regulated it is not spoken
about.
The victims are left in the lurch, mocked labeled crazy.
Miserable parliamentary democracy.

I had at about 4 o clock stimulation of abusing sex which woke
me up. I suspect the young woman staying beside me for this
and for some heavy stimulations of abusing sex the days before
Later in the morning the same and programming in my dreams.

 It is altogether that hard that I am that down, that I just want
 to no more stay there.
Exactly may be the purpose of such. I spend  less money when I
sleep in my flat than when I am travelling and staying in guesthouses.
I had it now three times in different locations that when I stay long
time anywhere in Thailand harassment went up.

Today I had strong programming of gay sex. Some days before it still was sadistic sex. I am disappointed by neighboring Thais to participate in stimulating this sadistic sex.

I had again today during sleep heavy stimulation of abusing sex. I meditated a lot today and  after long time I
noticed my being depressive. There are a lot of voices which say it would go on like this others say it would stop now for some reasons. such contradictory voices I hear quite often
Fucking Thais did this.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex, sadistic sex and programming in my dreams. The primary suspect is from my direct environment.

Yesterday I read a report in the FAZ which stressed the civil rights of the people in the West contrary to Russia. I am for 18 years a victim of gang stalking and mind control weapons and it is difficult to get out.
Many people are victims of such so the civil rights of the Western World are just another lie.
The leaders of the West have the means to easily  turn the Foundations of the West into a lie for anyone they want, whenever they want.

A part of this means are the mind control weapons which the US refuses to regulate by law.
Russia has done this.

On the other hand how in Russia it is dealt with homosexuals is
disappointing. Not to allow pro propaganda for homosexuals is
 an interesting point to think about, but criminalizing them and
punishing how it is happening in the country is not a way a
civilized country should accept or tolerate. To improve tolerance
for homosexuals should go hand in hand with the law against
propaganda for homosexuals.

I had yesterday stimulation of abusing sex and today the same but very strong the first time for a longer time.
It weakens me and makes me feel bad more than this day.

I had the last 2 days again  stronger stimulation of abusing sex. I was down for longer time these days.

Last night I felt awake stronger emotional attacks related to abusing sex. I had a talk in my head and as I sweared at the voices the stress with the psychic attack got stronger. I tried to find out where they were from and found they came probably from room 2 and from room 30.  In room 2 there were two sources doing such attacks. One at the height of the bed another one at the height of about my head.
I have to assume that in room 2 organized harassment was being done. I have no means to go ahead when I notice such. To prove anything is difficult as it has to do with radiation. Once the attack is over you can't prove anything. Maybe with expensive equipment but I am not sure. I would welcome some information how to go ahead.
On the other hand measurements I do are no sure indicators there may be easily mistakes inside also because I can't go up to the source in such rooms.
I would like to go more in the direction to prove something. Has anybody experience with that?

I have added an email address to the blog so you can contact me as with just commenting to my blog may leave me without the possibility to answer as reply addresses are not accessible on comments.

Yesterday I had a talk in my head. I intended to post a little
against the social democrats in Germany. It is election soon
in Germany. I was then threatened by voices that I then
 would have again harassment. The last days it was not that
heavy so I could recover bodily and psychologically. I was
quite down before.
I have net yet written posts against social democrats but had
stimulation of abusing sex during sleep, programming of such
and as a result I am down.
Now I have to write something unpleasant about the
social democrats in Germany, because I had the harassment
already without writing anything.

I had the last time probably stimulation of abusing sex and a lot of voices.
I write probably because such can also come from people around or also
from me. I am not yet emotionally out of such stuff.

I had today again stimulation of abusing sex and as consequence of that I was down much of the day.

I had stimulation of abusing sex and I noticed also programming
 into my dreams into my sleep.
Some hours I needed to partly recover from that. There is also
 pressure to join the democrats. I think one of the most important
 things nowadays is to eliminate them.
I am an example that they use Mind Control torture and
 gangstalking to try to recruit new members. So democrats
are terrorist organisation. Is this because they work together
with another terror organisation called al quaeda in Syria
against the government of Assad?
How should I prove that. It works over any radiation that there
is this asking me to become a democrat. I do not have the money
 to get people to prove that this is happening. Mind Control
weapons exist but are not regulated in the US and many places
elsewhere.
In one of my former posts I mentioned one trial to get Mind
Control weapons regulated in the US which failed.

I cannot use my blog write into the window. Voices announce terror

The following belongs to MC.  The US government does not regulate weapons related  to Mind Control and with this as a fact at least supports crimes done with such weapons if it does not do this crimes itself. But this is valid also for many other governments.
Now  it hunts people which unveil its secrets including its crimes and fights the private secrets of the people.

It puts an emailprovider under pressure to get to private data.
This way sooner or later no provider of email services which offers an secure email service can honestly survive if there is not fought against the government.

http://lavabit.com/

My Fellow Users,
I have been forced to make a difficult decision: to become complicit in crimes against the American people or walk away from nearly ten years of hard work by shutting down Lavabit. After significant soul searching, I have decided to suspend operations. I wish that I could legally share with you the events that led to my decision. I cannot. I feel you deserve to know what’s going on--the first amendment is supposed to guarantee me the freedom to speak out in situations like this. Unfortunately, Congress has passed laws that say otherwise. As things currently stand, I cannot share my experiences over the last six weeks, even though I have twice made the appropriate requests.
What’s going to happen now? We’ve already started preparing the paperwork needed to continue to fight for the Constitution in the Fourth Circuit Court of Appeals. A favorable decision would allow me resurrect Lavabit as an American company.
This experience has taught me one very important lesson: without congressional action or a strong judicial precedent, I would _strongly_ recommend against anyone trusting their private data to a company with physical ties to the United States.
Sincerely,
Ladar Levison
Owner and Operator, Lavabit LLC
Defending the constitution is expensive! Help us by donating to the Lavabit Legal Defense Fund here.

I have a lot of voices the last days. Stimulation of abusing sex is only very weak if at all. And this may be because of sensivities.
But programming of gay sex is there.

I have the last time asleep again massive stimulation of abusing sex. When I came down in the lounge this issue seemed to have been noticed by people and they partly were doing it themselves.Psychic attacks related to stimulation of abusing sex.
the place where I stayed before was much better related to this.

Some days before I changed the place where I stay in Penang.
I have had stimulation of abusing sex in the new place.repeatedly
I have this for 18 years now this stimulation of abusing sex.
Because of it I developed a sleep problem. I need most times
I want to sleep hours to fall into.
It is rather often that I can't sleep the whole night though I try.

This problem I did not have before I became a victim of
gangstalking and Mind control weapons in 1995.


Once I noticed programming of gay sex after the programming.

Ex-Innenminister: Schily nennt Furcht vor Überwachungsstaat paranoid

http://www.spiegel.de/politik/deutschland/nsa-ex-innenminister-schily-haelt-furcht-vor-ueberwachung-fuer-paranoid-a-913507.html

aus dem Artikel

Otto Schily rät der SPD, die NSA-Ausspähaffäre nicht im Wahlkampf zu thematisieren. Die größte Gefahr gehe vom Terrorismus aus, nicht von Geheimdiensten, sagte der frühere Innenminister dem SPIEGEL. Die Furcht vor dem Staat trage "wahnhafte Züge".

Kommentar

Ach tatsaechlich? Vor einigen Tagen befand die Schnarre das die Vorwuerfe der SPD an die Regierung wegen Menschenrechtsverletzungen scheinheilig seien,

Herr Schily haette solches in seiner Amtszeit ebenfalls  getan.

Im Gespräch mit dem SPIEGEL sagte Schily, man solle nicht so tun, als ob die größte Gefahr für die Menschen in Deutschland von derNational Security Agency ausgehe: "Die größte Gefahr geht vom Terrorismus und von der Organisierten Kriminalität aus.

Law and Order sind sozialdemokratische Werte

Kommentar; lAW AND ORDER der Sorte die der Obrigkeit dient und gegen das Individuum gerichtet ist. Ich denke das die SPD Beteiligung an Staatsterror beiteiligt ist, der teilweise durch die Ueberwachung ermoeglicht und unterstuetzt wird.

Die SPD ist eine top-down organisierte Kaderorganisation, die gegen Freiheit ist. Die Kontrolle des Individuums wird mit der Ueberwachung aber auch mit auf Strahlen basierten Waffen gewaehrleistet. Ich bin ein Opfer solcher Waffen. 
Ich sehe die SPD, Demokraten weltweit als eine Gefahr fuer die Freiheit des
Individuums an.
Sie ist also mehr ein Schaafszuechterverein, weil sie Menschen zuf solche reduzieren will, als eine politische Partei.
Wenn Herr Schily so sehr auf Law und Order steht, sollte er sich darum kuemmern das die SPD als solcher Verein registriert wird.

Fairerweise will ich sagen das in einer parlamentarischen Demokratie die meisten Parteien eher Schaafszuechtervereine sind oder nach einiger Zeit werden. Die SPD ist es von ihrer Anlage her.

Today I managed not to get sexual  hrassment today but the voices say it will be reorganized. But I did not get enough sleep.
When I tried today there were people loudly talking outside in the lounge with breaks in this so you could not adjust to this.

I noticed yesterday that daily activities went better than much of the last time.. The harassment the last days was not so hard I thought which is probably right. There may be also letting go of my mind. There seem to have been control which kept me down rather often I was down. I do not know how such could be possible. Through monitoring of my mind with being able to interfere at any time?
.This sexual harassment especially which I have had now for many years drives me regularly into a burnout, For me this means being much less active than without it.. This burnout made me passive for hours every day and depressive the rest. I could not made up my mind easily, could not concentrate long, weak mental performance. I did not much often shied away from simple tasks. It affected my body. I was just weak in sports.
Meditation was able to get me out of such quiet often. But gang stalking and MC were able to reduce my meditation practice. To get out of a burnout I need a lot of meditation with several hours every day for weeks but with sexual harassment I am into one again quickly.

I noticed today asleep no sexual harassment after I had a talk in my head before and it was noticed in this talk that this harassment gets me down. Could it mean that the harassers are more positive about me now. Maybe. I had also some comments which may be seen as helpful. My learning English regularly has to do with it. I heard that I could be now be seen more as a normalo.

I read in the TAZ an article about the ultrarunner. There is a ultramarathon in California. 217 km much through the desert.

http://www.taz.de/Ultramarathon-in-Kalifornien/!119775/

They wrote that some runners can't sleep after the run with pain.

I had it regularly that I had too much pain to go to sleep again after sexual harassment during sleep.

Despite not having sexual harassment I feel mentally in a mess. Having to do with the voices, the harassment my life leaves me with too many issues which need attention

I noticed two days ago that there may be another wave of programming to a social democrat by programming acceptance of maso sex and using this acceptance as a base for positive feelings to the social democrats.
hey tried to convince me many times to join them by voices which I think are from anywhere, any radiation.  They also seek this way around my consciousness to get positive feelings to the social democrats into me. Such programming is mostly this stimulation of abusing sex which gives me a harder life for years now. The first wave of programming to a social democrat I did not deprogram completely I also did not understand the connection to the maso feelings and the danger of longtime programming, of programming which adds up.
That SM feelings are more present in my life than lets say a decade ago has to do with this programming.
Such things which are played on me are certainly some of the favorite games of mainstream fanatics.

I had the last days again stimulation of abusing sex and
 programming of such. It weakens me during the day.
At the place where I stay now I had it not when I first
stayed there. After some days voices announced
harassment at that place and it started the next morning.

There is no fucking title for this post

I had twice stimulation of abusing sex and then have trouble with feelings and thoughts of such sex during the day.

THIS IS NO FUCKING HEADLINE

I had during sleep strong programming and stimulation of abusing sex. It was about programming of  acceptance of gay sex. This is massive influencing which I do not want apart from giving me stress and pain.



The googlers now force me to have a headline. I cannot publish a post without a headline.  Get  out of my blog. But they won't they will use every tiny portion of power they can get from every person which will admit it. I may change the blog now.

It is anyway mental sick to give everything a label and google adapting to this.

I could not sleep last night. There was fear. I have still pain from the last attacks.
Voices say they will destroy me.  They say in the place where I stay now the harassment would start now.

The last days I did assessment tests in English one at
 cambridgeenglish.org.
I got  the result. Level: English proficiency. IELTS 9
 (highest level for general English)

This tests are approximate only but that much below
can my level not be. I know myself that I still have
to learn vocabulary to review grammar and want
more confidence in the language when it gets into
detailed speaking.

I have been learning English for some years every
 day 2 hours. But with decling health and ongoing
 partly severe harassment I lost discipline. I want to
 get it back and go on learning to make real tests.
Language proficiency is a proper level to teach English.
I would need aditional knowledge and skills in teaching
and make a test there to become a certified English
teacher.
With the ongoing harassment this will be difficult.
So I ask for support against this. I recognize that some
Thais look down on me like to mock me probably
due to my psychological problems, they recognize or
get told by others. The harassment is done by Thais,
who else where I stay and I have noticed Thais having
fun with it. So Thais quiete some Thais get happiness
with making people suffer including from stimulation
of sexual abuse. This seems to be part of Thai culture.
So Primitivity and repulsiveness are stronger than culture
in Thailand up to now in my personal experience.I do
not exactly expect it to change because the next prevealing
features of too many Thais are arrogance, stupidity and
obstinacy.
Yet, I would love it when you prove me wrong.

Today I had again stimulation of abusing sex which during the day turned out to be giving me pain and making me partly passive. Voices say they will destroy me. I had it in Malaysia too and harassment which brought me down. Such will possibly happen again.
It comes over any radiation. I do not know how that happens.
I do not know how to go against such terror.

I had this morning during sleep painful stimulation of abusing sex. I then run in trouble with me during the day.
Thailand will be in my memory for much of such abuse.

I had in Thailand the last days again stronger stimulation of abusing sex, which gives me trouble during the day.

I had the last days stimulation of abusing sex, which was not that strong.
Today the first time it was stronger. And this was announced yesterday
by voices in my mind.
I have often voices which try to convince, trick and
press me into becoming a social democrat. 

Yesterday and today I had stronger stimulation of absing sex, which is then stressful and painful during the day.

I have clear now that yesterday was strong programming to a social democrat. Today Ihad stimulation of abusing sex and programming to a gay.

I had no stronger harassment the last days. I have to do with a lot of voices they are   partly inner voices it is also partly difficult to estimate them correctly.

I had once longer time stimulation of abusing sex while awake. It is then that I have trouble
to get away from this stimulation.

The last days I have massive stimulation of abusing sex in sleep. I need half a day to deal at least
to some degree with it and to do something but I do not get over the emotional injuries I note programming
to a social democrat but this may be also stuff which is older and in my head some time.
I do not know how to get out of this. This all happens over radiation.I do not know where it is from.

I have no more stimulation of SM sex now there is programming to a gay. Programming to like men is underway. I have to counter this.

Yesterday I had strong programming of SM sex.
I felt down the whole day. I have to do with
such through a abusive history and still slip in
it myself. But when there is programming
the whole is much stronger, it is often
reprogramming of such.
Today I woke also up with stimulation of abusing
sex and a whole bunch of programming which
changes my way of thinking forcibly
This is it what it is all about.
The establishment tortures, abuses me sexually,
brainwashes me to be a follower or it.

I state when you believe when you believe in
the western mainstraim then you are mad.
I am absolutely sure that the west is determined
to shape the world towards its idea, which
means it will turn the world at least in partly madness.

I do not know how long I will be able to hold
such views as brainwashing is going on.
I have a lot of programming to a democrat.
That means this organisation is nothing but
a terror organisation.
You can be sure that such terror organisations
are not hunted in the west. Too view understand
that though I am for sure not the only one who
gets targetted.
When I blame the democrats that does not mean
that conservatives are not to participating in
such activities. How to go against those who
rule even if there are a lot of crimes involved.

I often wanted to write reports about my experiences of MC, but I find myself repeatedly not thinking of it for months even if had planned to write down a lot. I also wanted to do something which may have helped with my MC but I notice that I just could not think of it for months.
I also have longer time had trouble doing meditation to the degree I need it to keep standing and not going down, this trouble is less but still there.
Yesterday I had again stimulation of abusing sex and I notice that I do not recovered from it.
I still have pain.

Yesterday, I had stimulation of abusing sex but it was not that heavy.
Today I had severe programming which brought me down the whole day
Malays are suspects. I do not support Malaysia becoming a first world country.
For that too many Malays are much too repulsive.. 

Die letzten Tage hatte ich jedesmal Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex im Schlaf. Heute und vor wenigen
Tagen war dies sogar schwere Stimulation, die mich den ganzen Tag schwaecht.

I have again stimulation of abusing sex in sleep. But I state that
 anyone at this place may be doing it. One I already know.But
how can you stop someone doing it. Real Proof of such is
difficult. I just state that a bigger number of the people
 would enjoy sexual abuse when they know they get off uncaught.
Affording some sort of character has apparently become less
frequent maybe because it is often not profitable.

On the other hand a lot of stuff is organized terror.
I get woken up a short time before the alarm clock rings.
I want to go to a shop instead I fall asleep and wake up
shortly after the shop closed.

The last days I have regular stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. I am just not sure how much my sensitivities are involved.

Today in the morning I was woken up by a painful feeling. Voices told me that Penang would no more be so nice as it was before. I had hardly attacks I was last here.

In Kuala Lumpur I had several times stimulation of abusing sex sometimes hard. I assume some psychic attacks.
A lot of voices I had related to the abuses in Kuala Lumpur.

The last two days I had again stimulation of abusing sex in Had Yai.
There is aso programming and I have a lot of voices. It is difficult to separate between
my inner voice and the technical voice from outside.

I am staying in Had Yai in Cathey guesthouse. I hardly ever had there any harassment. Now there is quiete repeatedly such. Programming to a social democrat and programming to become truth twisting. Actuallhy the second is something like a precondition for a social democrat.

I got to Chaiya in the early morning. I felt already something like democrats programming
when arriving the road I live in. I had strong stimulation of abusing sex in the late morning probably by the muslim woman in the block of flats I live in. I noticed already that she likes such, she is a sadist.
I also feel that there is some programming.
I wanted to go to a massage. The lady said I go out to Internet I will be back in half an hour. She did not come back also in some time later.
I was told my rent will go up.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex in sleep, which brings me down pretty much of the day. I don't do much, feel miserable and don't like to have much contact with people as these work much worse as they would without this stimulation.

Yesterday I noticed no stimulation of abusing sex. I had a lot of voices which said why it would have been abandoned. today I had it hard. I was the first hours quite down after I got up. I slept more hours than necessary. I noticed massive gay programming during the day.

500 000 Euro sind die Grenze

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500 000 Euro sind die Grenze: Linke will mit 100-Prozent-Steuersatz an das Geld der Reichen - weiter lesen auf FOCUS Online: http://www.focus.de/finanzen/steuern/500-000-euro-sind-die-grenze-linke-will-mit-100-prozent-steuersatz-an-das-geld-der-reichen_aid_910516.html

Linke will mit 100-Prozent-Steuersatz an das Geld der Reichen

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500 000 Euro sind die Grenze: Linke will mit 100-Prozent-Steuersatz an das Geld der Reichen - weiter lesen auf FOCUS Online: http://www.focus.de/finanzen/steuern/500-000-euro-sind-die-grenze-linke-will-mit-100-prozent-steuersatz-an-das-geld-der-reichen_aid_910516.html

http://www.focus.de/finanzen/steuern/500-000-euro-sind-die-grenze-linke-will-mit-100-prozent-steuersatz-an-das-geld-der-reichen_aid_910516.html

Ich habe zweimal Mercedesfahrer als Gangstalker erkannt.
Also wenn die Gangstakling machen koennen und Geisteskontrolltechnicken
benutzen, die Terror inklusive sexuellem Missbrauch ueber Strahlung verbreiten, dann koennen diese auch kraeftig Steuern zahlen.
Ich war eigentlich nie neidisch auf Leute mit teurem Auto oder viel Geld.
Aber seit mir mit Geisteskontrollwaffen meine ohnehin geminderten Chancen gestohlen werden, bin ich es.
Man kann auch ein Auto aehnlich einem Trabi fahren, man braucht keinen Mercedes.
Reiche brauchen keine teuren Villas, man kann auch in einer kleinen einfachen Wohnung leben.
Reiche haben sowieso Einfluss auf die Politik, dann sollen sie diesen mal nutzen um
diese verbrecheriche Technicken unter Kontrolle zu bringen anstatt sich auch illegal auch mit diesen zu bereichern

Solange diese Geisteskontrolltechnicken nicht geregelt sind und Hilfe dagegen unproblematisch erhaeltlich ist unterstuetzte ich eine solche Steuerpolitik und denke andere sollten es sich ueberlegen, dies auch zu tun.

Two days before in the evening stimulation of sm sex stopped. I had this for a few years now and slipped for myself very often into sexual fantasies about sm. It was just over two days before. I did not have much interest anymore to follow such fantasies. Stimulation came from outside the stuff was to a good deal not mine.But the terror was not over. I had for two days massive stimulation of gay sex which brought irregular body movements during the day. So the way they did this also stopped after voices spoke about that. The last night I had massive programming of gay sex. It brought me down. I felt miserable I had trouble to get up and to stay up for longer time. I did not do anything for a few hours in the morning. When I went out I noticed the programming I was also more sensitive for psychic attacks than at other times.
This terror is difficult to prove. I would appreciate support with this.

I had last time asleep massive stimulation of abusing sex. I spent long time in bed afterwards and had irregular body movements in the evening. Thais nearby are the first suspects.

Again all days I stayed in Pattaya I had stressful sexual harassment in my sleep.
Usually there is any Thai support, though where I stay at the moment
it is not necessary.
Because there is support for organized
sexual harassment and the use of mind control technology against me for a long time at different places in Thailand there can't be any serious positive review about this country.

I am in Pattaya since a few days.

I have had all days sexual harassment during sleep.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex this night, probably psychic attack form a idiotic Thai not far away.

I had stimulation and programming of abusing sex the last days.

I had today massive programming of gay sex. I was not able to deprogram it today.
Fucking Thais!!! There where I am is no foreigner.In the afternoon I had massive voices which were very disturbing and messing up my time then.

Ich hatte heute massive Programmierung in meine Traeume. Wie koennte es anders sein Programmierung zu einem Sozi.Handeln innerhalb des Akzeptanzrahmens der Sozis.
Als ich von Malaysia nach Thailand kam hatte ich wieder die Staerke aktiv zu sein. Vor einigen Tagen hatte ich dann wieder einen Absturz und bin wieder mehr passiv.

This message is related to the last one which I wrote a few minutes ago.  I went then back to my room and noticed that the influencing radiation has been switched off.But It can be switched on again quickly.I went then back to the internet cafe to write this message.

I have this evening strong mind influencing radiation coming out of the counter of electricity.
About Thais. They are doing this to me. Supporting it in many places where I have been. Many chit people around there who support such. But I am a target worldwide by the mad mainstream, I mean it. They will try it everywhere.

I had this morning again stimulating of abusing sex.

Ich hatte heute das Glueck wieder bei Deprigrammierung ein Stuickchen Programmierung zu entdecken und enfernen welches mit meiner Depression zu tun hat.. Mal sehen ob ich jetzt aktiver sein kann.

Here is how mind control groups turn against victims.
Some weeks ago I wrote a post to the group mentioned
below.

And now I get the notification that this post from me is not accepted and
will not be published.

But it is actually a quite usual thing to turn against victims in resources
which are designed to help them. Those who do such probably enjoy the abuse of power
which they have as group administrators.


In hindsight I noted that there was a mistake in the post
but which is actually not a problem. The petition still has
not yet enough signatures. I remember that the number of
necessary signatures has been risen from 500 to 1000.
I had 500 signatures still in mind which was valid before
and did not read the change.

the yahoo group is
targeted individuals

the message is the following and an answer to another message
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Hello,

I went to the petition and got the answer: It is expired.

I know of another one which is not.

http://www.change.org/petitions/member-of-congress-investigate-misuse-of-psychotronic-mind-control-weapons?utm_campaign=mailto_link&utm_medium=email&utm_source=share_petition

This petition should now be with those it is addressed to,  because it has enough signatures. 

Who will be told about the results?

Randolf

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I had heavy stimulation of abusing sex this time asleep with consequences for the day like so often.

I read in the newspapers that Mr Putin and Mr Chavez are sick. The political leaders with determined opposition to the US.
I thought. Possibly is the US involved in the sicknesses to remove or hinder this undesired opposition.
Some times ago I read the after the second world war Russia's best physicist in an area very important to the development of new weapons died of sickness. So the US got ahead in this area. I also thought the US may be involved in this death?
The voices in my head got upset. They told me that this way relief of MC would not happen the next time.
I participate in a court case in the US against MC. Today I got an Email that the law firm which is in charge of this case refused to hand out the filings that were sent to them.
The comment on this in the email was that the law firm would have been finished by the perpetrators. the fourth one in 2 years. When I read this right victims won't get the files of their harassment, which looked to be happening up to today.

„Mit 15 ist man alt genug für Sex“...
Wie Jungen über Liebe denken: „Mit 15 ist man alt genug für Sex“ - weiter lesen auf FOCUS Online: http://www.focus.de/schule/gesundheit/aufklaerung/tid-28534/unsere-kinder-vom-suchen-und-finden-der-liebe_aid_859159.html

In obigen Bericht sagen Teens das sie LIebeskummer ihren Eltern nicht erzaehlen 

wuerden.

Laut den Aussagen von Opfern von Geisteskontrollwaffen gibt es heute Technick die die
Gedanken lesen kann und es kann auch permanent ins Hirm gequasselt werden oder
auch kommunizier werden. Noch uebler ist die Programmierung ueber diese
Stimmen weil diese Information ist die vom Gehirm verarbeitet wird.
Die Folgen werden manchmal erst spaeter erkennbar.
In den Schlaf progammieren gehoert natuerlich auch dazu.

Natuerlich wird das Ganze abgestritten, die Leute als bekloppt hingestellt die so etwas
behaupten.
Die Verwantwortlichen wollen halt so lange wie moeglich aus dieser Technick  Profit
schlagen bevor das geregelt und kontrolliert wird, falls das in dem
schwachen politischen System parlamentarische Demokratie ueberhaupt geschieht.

Alleine dieses staendige Beobachten des Hirms, der Verlust der Privatheit in allen Punkten, dazu noch an Leute die ich als meine Feinde betrachte ist eine ziemliche psychische Belastung.

I had again programming in my dreams and stimulation of

abusing sex.

I notice my depression comes also from programming. 

Passivity is promoted and then my mind is running under
their influence.

My eyes are getting worse. I get in trouble to read

Websites.

That I am excluded from certain contacts here tells me how the

Thais are.

The environment is probably  in the harassment at least partly

Ich hatte wieder Stimulation von muissbraeuchlichem Sex
waehrend des Schlafes.
Ich hatte das letzte Mal als ich in Thailand war Akzeptanz.
Ich hatte keine Schikanen keine Ausgrenzung Diesmal
habe ich wieder beides.
Eine gewisse Anzahl Thais spinnt damit seit Jahren herum.
Fuer Menschenrechte ohne Ansehen der Person sind die
anscheinend zu bescheuert. Na ja, es ist wohl eher so das
zuviele Thais ihr Gluecklichsein aus dem Schikanieren
anderer beziehen und sie es sich mir gegenueber als
Auslaender und auch angreifbarer  Person leicht leisten
 koennen.
Ich erlebe zu viele  als arrogant,stur, sehr intolerant, widerlich.
Die sind auch zu bloede zu begreifen das nicht jeder ihre
bescheuerten Normen mitmachen will..Das passt wohl
nicht in eine groessere Anzahl von schwachen
Thaihirnen rein. Ist wohl zuviel.

I had stimulation of abusing sex together with programming this
time asleep.
Fortunately it was not that strong that it brought me nearly  down
during the day. I have such to various degrees for years often.
But I run in additional emotional trouble with the programming
A lot of voices during the day are there. I think my brain activity
is  monitored. It is difficult todifferentiate these voices from my
own inner voices.
I do not know how much my sensitivities play a role there.

I have measured with my bug detector the radiation around.
Even at highest sensibility no readings except from room 159/2
a little.
Not long ago I could only turn up the sensitivity about two
third and got high readings in most directions.

I have read that some nanoparticles anyhow brought into the
brain would support voice to skull technology but I do not
anything about it.

Yesterday, I had harassment again. It was announced by voices which I wrote in my blog.
The voices I have are a horror. Quite often it is tried to convince me to become a democrat.
They interfere much in my daily doing making it difficult to stick with my stuff.

I had little harassment in sleep last time. That it would be much less was announced with voices the day before.

Ich fand Kanzlerkandidat Steinbrueck mit dem wenigen was ich weiss nicht sympathisch.
Er ist auch nicht interessant. Es reicht mir das was ich ueber die SPD und ihre Politik
die sie kintinuierlich verfolgt weiss um ihn als Kanzler abzulehnen. Er hat einen gewissen
Gestaltungsspielraum wird aber ganz einfach auch viel SPD Politik machen, wie zum
Beispiel die Globalisierung vorantreiben, was ich ablehne.
Gestern entdeckte ich das in meinem Kopf eine Programmierung ist die ihn als freundlich
warmherzig laechelnden, sympathischen Mann darstellt. Dies droht meinen vorherigen
Eindruck zu ueberdecken. Es ist nicht leicht dies wieder aus dem Kopf zu bekommen.
Es sieht so aus als ob die SPD mit solchen Methoden die Wahlen gewinnen will.
Das was ich erlebe ist Terror. Ich habe solches nicht zum ersten Mal.
Fuer mich sieht es so aus das die SPD eine Terrororganisation ist und ihr Spitzenmann ein
Topterrorist. Aber diese Organisation ist so gross, das diese Groesse ihr einen
Anschein von Serioesitaet verleiht, den sie nicht verdient.
Es sieht auch so aus als ob die Grossen im Westen alles moegliche machen koennen einfach wegen ihrer Groesse und ihrer Moeglichkeit ueberall Einfluss ausueben zu koennen.
Ich muss dazu bemerken das ich mich im Sueden Thailands befinde wo die thailaendischen Demokraten stark sind. Vieleicht spielt es eine Rolle das sie den Deutschen Sozis Schuetzenhilfe leisten wollen, da Thias das Ganze veranstalten. In meiner Naehe sind keine Auslaender.

I had this time asleep heavy stimulation of abusing sex. In the environment where I have my room there
is a whole bunch of low quality  people interested in such. I noticed over time a certain number of Thais already already to have stimulated such.

Ich habe einen Haufen Geschwaetz im Kopf. Ein Teil davon ist das oft versucht wird mich dazu bewegen doch die boesen Schwarzen (CDU) zu attackieren.
Obwohl es nur Geschwaetz ist geht mir das ziemlich auf die Nerven.

Sexual harassment is ongoing. This brings me in trouble with myself. There are different kinds of humiliating sex reprogrammed and stimulated.

I now speak about Thailand. I had been to Malaysia some weeks and then came back to Thailand and went to my room in Chaiya. The last time I had been in Thailand I did not have any harassment. This time it restarted. Is it because they have new information ablur me putting me in a worse light? I spoke in Penang about my disability, if they got and use this information negative this may have led to restart the terror.
I had this impression already some years ago. I started to participate in a online group of people who have been in psychiatry. My idea was to improve protection against such. At the time I did this you could easily land up there in Germany.
At the same time Thais in a monastry not far from Chumpon where I stayed at that tiime started to treat me unfair.
It looks as if some information about me is enough to get harassed by Thais.
I don't think that much of Thais anymore anyway.

I have been since 13 years again and again in Thailand and haven't been accused of any crime, when there were problems or trouble I was sometimes involved but mostly not less than Thais.
Thais support and supported harasment over many years now.
This includes a lot of sexual harassment
I have been ridiculed by many excluded from community. I had harassment which made me weak for prolonged times. The problem is that harassment is often hidden over any radiation. I do not know how to go against it.

So I give Thais and Thailand a rating now. I consider Thailand as a very low quality culture in points which are important to me. I don't have any chance to keep my human rights.
The harassment has already destroyed parts of my life and it is ongoing.
Thailand  has obviously  just too many low quality Thais  or extremely low quailty Thais.

I sure met many nice Thais which are then sometimes nicer than westerners, but altogether I had too much bad treatment in Thailand to keep a positive picture.

I may detail stuff which angered me later in any post.

I have the last days stronger stimulation of abusing sex which brings me down during the day.
I am in my room in Chaiya. When I remember how much and how often I had stimulation of abusing sex I think in my environment are quite some Thai monsters. And this is a matter of fact. I get to feel this every day.

I had stimulation of abusing sex last time asleep. Programming in my dreams appeared to have been included.

The first suspect is the woman in room 159\2. I am not completely sure but there are some hints at her.

I was angry in the morning sweared and banged at the wooden wall twice.

The last days in Chaiya every time asleep stimulation of abusing sex.
This harassment makes me weak as usual. I have trouble to use my
potential for longer time already, and this harassment brings me down
again and again contibuting to being depressive and passive.

I have been in Chaiya for some days and today in the morning strong stimulation of abusing sex in sleep.
How so often this has consequences for the day.

I had today stimulation of abusing sex and programming. I feel worse than the days before. I walk means stress in my mind. I had yesterday a talk in my mind in which they announced getting harder with me. but I never know if the voices are serious or not.

Some days before I had massive programming to a gay in the Red Dragon.
I noticed that highly probably the man in the neighboring room was involved according to the colour of his skin is a Malay.

I had stimulation of abusing sex and also programming to a gay which I recognize strongly.

I had again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. I am down today. Being active is an effort. Concentration is not much as well.

I was the day today in bed. I did not feel like getting up, I felt somewhat sick.
I had several times vivid dreams I am not sure of if they are programming or not and stimulation of abusing sex while I was asleep.

Last night I noticed stimulation of abusing sex coming from one direction. Later in the morning there was some again.
I had pain the whole day and difficulty to stay active.

I had last time asleep  again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. It brings me down for longer time makes any relationship very difficult for some time.

Kuerzlich hatte ich Stimmen im Kopf die mich darauf hinwiesen das eine bestimmte Programmierung missbraeuchlichen Sex mit programmiert hat.
Den mentalen Anteil hatte ich erkannt, es hatte mit den Sozis zu tun aber diesen emotionalen eben nicht.
Es ist richtig die Tendenz zu SM Sex wurde laengere Zeit mit dieser Programmierung aber auch anderen von mir erkannten vorangetrieben.
 Es ist leider wirklich so das dieser Sex staerker prasent ist als frueher.
Ich hoffe ich kann diese uber Deprogrammierung wieder rueckgaengig machen.
Die Programmierungen bedeutete viel Leid, die Deprogrammierung ist einiges an Arbeit.
Ich hoffe das mehr Menschen merken welche Verbrechen ueber Geisteskontrollwaffen und Gangstalking moeglich sind.
Ich hoffe auch das  mehr Menschen den Betroffenen informieren und z.B. mit Aussagen oder sonstigem unterstuetzen.

Ungefaehr zur gleichen Zeit als die letzte Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex stattfand, spuerte ich auch Programmierung ueber Strahlung. Programmierung der Art die ich den Demokraten oder Sozialdemokraten zurechne. Solche Programmierung wie auch  Stimulierungen bemerkte ich die letzten Tage nicht.
Solche Programmierungen wie auch die Stimulation von solchen Sex koennten psychische Attacken gewesen sein von Leuten die nebenan im dortigen Cafe sassen. Zumindest einmal habe ich Indizien fuer solches.
Programmierungen anderer Art sind die letzten Tage wahrscheinlich. Zumindest bemerkte ich heute etwas mir bis jetzt unbekanntes. Es muss aber auch nicht von solcher Programmierung ueber Strahlung kommen.
Einen Haufen Geschwaetz habe ich jeden Tag im Kopf. Ich denke einiges ist nicht von mir.
Wie soll ich gegen diesen fuerchterlichen Privatheitsverlust vorgehen.
Ich nehme wahr das meine Gedanken dauerueberwacht werden. Somit wird jede Idee von mir ausgepluendert ohne jegliche Chance von mir die Fruechte meiner geistigen Arbeit zu bekommen.
Diese Technick der Ueberwachung hebelt das Urheberrecht aus.Profit aus geistiger Arbeit machen die Ueberwacher.
Andere negative Effekte sind auch solche das Versklavung von Menschen mit umfassender Information deutlich leichter wird.
In meinem Fall richtet sich die Beeinflussung gegen Meditation weil die Ueberwacher wohl gemerkt haben das diese mich stark macht. Ich bin durch die Beinflussung oft nicht in der Lage zu meditieren weil staerkere
negative Gefuehle oder auch geistige Manipulation mich von dieser abhalten oder davon wegbringen. Ich schaffe es oft nicht dagegen anzukommen.
Desweiteren wird mein Erwachsenenich sabotiert und es wird versucht mich per Programmierung in die unverarbeitete Abhaengigkeit aus meiner Kindheit zu draengen.
Ich habe gelesen das elektronische Geisteskontrolle am besten wirkt bei Menschen mit psychischen Problemen.
Ich habe vor kurzem mein Englischlernen wieder aufgenommen. Aber wegen des Terrors habe ich schon einige Tage nichts mehr gemacht.
Ich habe auch den heutigen Tag zum groesseren Teil im Bett verbracht.

Ich hatte heute Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex am Tag. Ich habe aber keine Bestaetigung einer Strahlung fuer mich die fuer mich feststelllbar  aus einer bestimmten Richtung kommt. Dies ist desoefteren so. Wenn ich diese Strahlung blocke dann hoert die Stimulierung auf. Ich habe aber heute auch nicht danach gesucht.  Auf der anderen Seite haenge ich emotional in diesem Sex drin es koennte auch von mir ausgegangen sein. Ich konnte mich gegen Ablaeufe nicht wehren, es waren neue Ablaeufe drin nicht die einfach ungefragt durchgingen. Das ist sonst nicht so Meine Widerstaende wurden uebergangen. Sonst komme ich meist aus solchen Gefuehlen wieder raus. Dann waren da Stimmen die es bestaetigten das Wiederstaende bewusst uebergangen wurden.
Es wird also versucht in missbraeuchlichen Sex zu pressen.Aber ich habe auch meine Anteile. Ich haenge emotional in dieser Geschichte drin. Meistens kam ich aber zuletzt mit Gefuehlen diesbezueglich einigermasen klar wenn auch nach laengeren Auseinandersetzungen in meinem Kopf .
Als das ganze vorbei war hoerte ich den buddhistischen Moench, den ich im letzten Blogeintrag erwaehnte im Gasthaus sprechen, das erste Mal das ich ihn in meinem Zimmer im Gsthaus habe sprechen hoeren.

Der Stress den ich die letzten Tage  im Schlaf vermutlich durch Gangstalking bekomme raubt mir wieder die Kraft richtig aktiv zu sein.
Ich hatte vorgestern staerkere Stimulierung von missbraeuchlichem Sex im Schlaf. Es kam dann auch am Tag zur staerkeren Stimulierung von solchem. Ich konnte diesen nicht stoppen. Stimmen sagten dann das sie dies auch nicht gewollt haetten. Ich habe mich geistig dagegen gewehrt aber die Einfluesse von aussen waren staerker. Ich denke, wenn solcher Sex von aussen gegen Widerstaende stimuliert wird ist dies sexueller Missbrauch.
Moeglicherweise war dies organisiertes Gangstalking oder auch nur Idioten die auf sexuallen Missbrauch stehen und diese Stimulation ist ja straflos.

Vor ein paar Tagen fiel mir auf das der im gleichen Gasthaus uebernachtende amerikanische buddhistische Moench darauf achtete in welches Zimmer ich ging, wahrscheinlich um einfach diese Information zu haben.
Ebenfalls auffallend war das am naechsten Morgen  Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex und sonstiges wie Programmierung  in meine Traeume dort wieder anfing.
Dieser Moench ist also fuer mich verdaechtig. Von seiner Art ist er es ebenso. Er hat Kontakt mit mir gesucht um sich ueber Buddhismus zu unterhalten. Er war interessiert in meinen Standpunkten. Ich entdeckte aber auch das er als Amerikaner ueber Buddhismus lernte und sich zu diesem Zeitpunkt schon den Asiaten ueberlegen fuehlte in der Lage diese spaeter zu belehren.  Ein amerikanischen Besserwisser, Imperialist.
Einmal hatte ich eine Auseinandersetzung mit ihm. er reagierte meist mit Luegen oder Ausweichen, eine vernuenftige Auseinandersetzung kam nicht zu stande. Das passt zur Ueberheblichkeit von amerikanischen Besserwissern,Imperialisten,.aber auch zu Gangstalkern.
Ich weiss nicht ob er etwas mit der Sache zu tun hat aber er ist mir in gewissem Masse verdaechtig.
Mich wuerde interessieren ob jemand etwas weiss und mir etwas mitteilen kann. Obwohl meine leidvolle
Erfahrung ist es das viele Gefallen an solchem missbraeuchlichem finden haben und wohl eher nichts mitteilen.

I had again strong stimulaion of abusing sex. I am down for longer time of the day.
I had this stimulation now for some days again. Now more idiots start to contact me on the open wound want abusing sex. 

I had last time asleep stimulation of abusing sex and programming into my dreams.
I felt sick today.
The stimulation included massive programming of abusive sex. I know one program from former programmings.

Is it credible if any government says they would not be doing Mind Control?

Isn't it necessary to take serious the claims state that they are under such attack and support claims to investigate it.

Here is a  link to a petition to support such.  We need no more that many supporters to achieve the   necessary number to get this petition taken.

http://www.change.org/petitions/member-of-congress-investigate-misuse-of-psychotronic-mind-control-weapons?utm_campaign=mailto_link&utm_medium=email&utm_source=share_petition


Below is link to an  interview with M15 agent Dr. Barrie Trower

He speaks about Mind Control and he knows about such.
(The Security Service (MI5) is a British intelligence agency working to protect the UK's national security against threats such as terrorism and espionage )

MI5 agent Dr. Barrie Trower: dangerous radiation everywhere
http://www.whitetv.se/sv/mind-control-mk-ultra/384.html


I do not think that there is enough done to protect the people against abuse against newer findings in science  because especially  science, governments and big corporations have first access to it while the general people don't have. Also many well educated people will act criminal when  there are benefits and good chances to get off easily.
So iti is important to automatize and institutionalize independently counteraction against such threats outside the usual powercentres.

Die letzten beiden Tage ist die Stimulation von missbraeuchlichem Sex staerker geworden.

I had stimulation of abusing sex and massive programming of such last time asleep. I was half awake and noticed the programming which was coming. I could it identify effects of the programming today. 

I am in Penang now and had every morning stimulation of abusing sex.
I have noticed that phone landlines can be used for tartetting if it is not just
my sensivity.
Satellite dishes can be used for targetting.
The future should be that the possibilities to do such get finished.

I had today stimulation of abusing sex again. Some days before I had strong of such in Penang.
The whole stuff is going on and the last things I consider gangstalking stuff of westerners.
In Chaiya the TVs of my neighbors to the right may be used for targetting if it is not just my sensivity to TVs which gives me stress. But TVs and Antennas are used for targetting. I had it in Surat Thani some weeks ago.